
*again! for the umpteenth time, because of my father's cowardice, you risked your life again, you were lying on that sick bed that you should have received treatment, instead you did blood transfusions for depraved humans like me. even if you insist on asking for forgiveness, you don't deserve your forgiveness, son, you won't forgive me either, right?* Alicia tightened her jaw, her chest tightened again when she recalled the incident a few years ago, he remembered as sick as the pale girl in the photo who was lying weak after he donated blood when that day he had a fever due to being locked up in the bathroom all night and all day was not given eating and drinking, he will never forget the incident, how his father just left, ignored him, even thanksgiving nothing was thrown from the lips of the man who almost made him critical.
"and that day came again, where the first time you entered the world of college, the master who quietly followed and delivered the first day of the miss even though from a distance it turned out to be a disaster for you, he said, it turns out that mistress Maria knows and even vents her anger at you" back Alba tells how the figure of Dinata monitors Alicia's activities when the youngest daughter enters the world of education, Alba said, starting from kindergarten to Dinata college always photographing his daughter from a distance on the first day of entering school
Maria who that day there were activities outside accidentally saw the Dinata car turn the direction from the road to the airport, well that day Dinata there was an agenda outside the city, the city, but why is Dinata's car headed toward the campus? The curious Maria follows her husband's car which turns out to be stopped outside the college gate where Maura is attending. so this is why Dinata departs earlier than the flight schedule? taking Alicia to the campus that even Maureen and Maura never get such treatment from Dinata.
and after returning from campus, Alicia immediately found a cynical gaze from Maura and Maria, Maura who did not like Alicia was accepted at the same campus with only a scholarship to block Alicia, who was not happy, but accidentally his knee hit the end of the table until his knee reddened, without a word again Maria who was already furious since morning grabbed and dragged his stepson's body to the toilet and locked it from outside
while in another city, Dinata was restless, indeed every time he traveled far and left Alicia unattended always made him unsettled, although if he was close to Alicia too he could not do much, but at least he could monitor his youngest daughter who was on the same roof with the psychopath Maria. Dinata getting up from the bed, he told Alba to drive at 2am this morning. chose to ignore the condition of his body is tired, and he was tired, because a busy day taking care of the project and the night of the company event he worked with just ended at 1 am, so counted not enough 1 hour they rest all day.
"can I be free of all this after all I've got, Al?" tanya Dinata spoke casually to her secretary
"all efforts will not betray results, sir" replied Alba steadily without taking her eyes off the road
"yes, hopefully. the boy, I miss hugging him" said Dinata staring at the window and looking away, a clear thread dripping in both eyes that had shown a little wrinkles. he was tired, he was tired, he was tormented by all these events.he so missed the embrace of his daughter, Alicia, his baby with his beloved wife, Adara
at 6 am, they arrived in Jakarta, but an ill-fated incident happened to them before arriving at the mansion, when it was just a green light, the, Alba again stepped on the gas but there was a truck that slid from the side to hit the Dinata car until it rolled over, and there was an accident where Dinata lost a lot of blood.
the blood stock that Dinata matched in the hospital ran out, Maureen and Maura were afraid of needles, and yes, yes, poor Alicia who has a fever because she is not fed and locked up all night must be willing and without rejection must donate.
*for the thousandth time I will die it feels and take you to meet your mother in heaven, although I doubt if heaven will accept this father-like spirit of sinner, but I'm afraid to disappoint your mother, who sees you every night and tells you that you have a bright future, you deserve to live.
honestly I feel so dwarfed and useless in front of you, son, I've been so sinful and owe you my life, I feel like an anj!ng, when I found out your condition was not allowed to do a blood transfusion but you still do, I have to pay for what you do, son, I have to pay for what time I have wasted with you, please forgive me son* if the previous sheets have only a few tears on paper, in this sheet can be said almost fully proven from the color of the paper is no longer white, lucky pen scratches can still be read even though it has faded due to tears, yes tears, yes, it is impossible that the joking Dinata water mineral water in his own writing.
*at least you have to tell me directly* Alicia's inner self, she grinned looking at herself in a picture sitting limp in a hospital park that Alicia believes was in a portrait of her cowardly father
"but outside the plan, the master's coworkers fled billions of funds until the project could not be continued to make Dinata have to pay for itself. mistress Mary who knows helps, but in a way... "
"HE SOLD ME TO A BIG-BATTLE MAN" Alicia whispered in an interpretation of Alba's story
Alba swallowed the young woman and then sighed heavily, then resumed when she saw her young lady re-opening the diary sheet on the pregnant woman's lap
"the master who knows how to deal with the mistress Mary reluctantly agrees, but the master refuses if it is Mary who seeks a man for you. At first the master himself who seeks a man worthy of you, who is worthy to take care of and make you happy later.."
Alba chose to be silent for a moment waiting until her young lady's mood improved
*Sick kid, but I deserve it, got your look of disappointment for the first time when I married you to the man I chose, I realized this was wrong, I realized I didn't have the right to rule your life, but again all for your sake, so that you go away from your father and be happy out there with the man who has promised you will love you and make you happy until the end of his life* dinata's pen scratches this time were not accompanied by pictures but Alicia remembered very well how the incident was. because all the pain, disappointment, despair were all firmly planted in her head
"sir has another reason behind the plans of Lady Mary, she told me to investigate for a few months the man who will be betrothed to you, and yes we found a suitable one even though his age is a little mature" alba again continued his story when he saw his master's son had opened sheet by sheet of book diary of his employer
before making an arranged marriage, Dinata certainly looking for the ins and outs of the man who will be married to Alicia, some children/friends of colleagues from outside the city who are also pressured to get married, Dinata investigate one by one, although all mature age between 30-35 years but it does not matter to Dinata, which is important not as old as him, anyway there are some cases that even the husband of his son as long as his father but they can be happy. no need to be rich as long as it can make Alicia happy and take her away from the cruelty of Mary who is still sheltering under the power of her father who became the leader of the leading party in the capital 3 years ago, before in jatuhi hukaman temb4k m4ti because of massive corruption5i also some other crimes have been proven.
"the plan to marry a daughter is not considered at the age of 15 means, you?" alicia asked looking up at Ali who was standing by the window
yes, the matchmaking Alicia experienced occurred long before the occurrence of fraud in the company Dinata, Dinata, Alicia remembers well when she had just entered high school but she had already been introduced to some mature men until she fell into Daniel's hands now.
" about matchmaking master is deliberately set when you enter the age of 15 years, but that does not mean that at that time you want to release you at a young age, the master arranged it only to be betrothed to you, so that the lady and the future lady know each other if the age of the lady is eligible to marry at the age of 18 years, also on the other hand so that you have a place of sighing and shield considering that the master at that time could not do all that, because in a step he approached you, a thousand steps mistress Mary destroyed you" obviously Alba took a pause before going back on the story
"But beyond your expectations, mistress Maria interfered and failed the arranged marriage arranged by the master because it did not produce the coffers of money, he said, 3 times the master arranged an arranged marriage for you all failed because the mistress Mary silently asked for a ransom of hundreds of millions, and if not willing to give up the money of hundreds of millions, then the matchmaking is void. until where the mistress Maria intervened directly arranged matchmaking and did not look at the feathers, the target was men who money even though they were old and had many wives" explained Alba
but dozens of times arranged matchmaking arranged by Maria also always failed because Dinata silence always thwart, whether presenting the rightful wife of the man or abduct Alicia when going to be input in the room, or not, that was why Alicia realized several times that she was already in the maid room in her father's mansion
*thank you* Alicia's inner curiosity has been answered so far, the old man in fact still has a heart even after planting millions of wounds in his soul
Smiling obliquely, the pregnant woman then spoke
"in fact, she was still a coward at the end of her life" and the pregnant woman moved on
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I understand that if you are tired of reading chap this time, it is almost 2000 words long and even rotated, I read that the cake wants to drown in the swamp, hahaha
but honestly my head until throbbing pain because the idea is stuck but maksain nulis, where the problem must be connected 2kan same early chap so that the Flashback is still connected, tap me rada2 forget, but I forget, want to read again forget in what episode, just this