
The atmosphere of the living room stiffened, 4 adults were seen staring flat at a man sitting down in front of them.
the man who had been insistent to talk suddenly his tongue was confused when facing 4 homeowners who he was visiting at this time, the house that used to be his place to grow.
His courage suddenly shrunk. Whether lost where his arrogant and confident nature, when he realized the disappointed look of them made Alex want to turn the clock and fix all his mistakes so that he did not need to be in this phase.
"so there's a need for this ELANA's LEGITIMATE husband to clean himself up visiting in our hut, pa, Xa?" anjani asks Bimo and Alexa. The question is clearly pitting chili sekilo with pepper prizes. Pedash to be a taik!
Alex looked up at his mother who turned her face away, she shook her head at what her mother said.Why does it feel like she wants to cry to be treated like that?
"mah?" call Alex in a choked voice, desperately trying to look strong and strong so that his tears do not come out.
"Alexes... Alex came to ask for forgiveness from mom, dad and Alexa, for Alex's decision 12 years ago" continued the husband of the Maura series
Anjani just glanced lazily Alex, the middle-aged woman clearly showed her disinterested attitude over the words of her first baby.
"Alex has hurt you a lot with my actions first, Alex realized.." Alex's speech was cut off when Anjani's voice erupted in a cold tone.
"the matchmaking that took away my teenage years, I tried to accept because of the presence of a fetus that occurred because of coercive relationships. 9 months I pregnant you, from a sesame fetus, I put a lot of hope, I put a lot of hope, even everything that became a bad habit in adolescence I desperately stay away to make the fetus healthy to be present to the world, I got a year off from school because I got pregnant while still in high school uniform. Losing some friends. I was willing to sacrifice for the sake of giving birth to you. from my red baby I take care of lovingly because I want my child to grow up not lacking love-" Anjani took a breath, taking a breath, Bimo continues to stroke the wife's shoulder to strengthen the woman whose heart owner is removing her long-buried remains
"-It is true that the presence of the baby (Alex) was able to open my eyes to accept Mas Bimo who was so sincere to me. I was forced to endure for the sake of family integrity for my son. I admit the presence of our first baby is a bearer of blessings for my arranged marriage relationship and mas Bimo, because we finally fell in love with each other. Until we lose love in our first baby. Giving everything he wanted, as long as it was safe and good for him we never said no so our son wouldn't be disappointed-" Anjani who had been staring flatly at Alex no matter if the eldest was already flooded with tears, now turned to look at the youngest, Alexa
"- Until we had a second child, our love and affection never changed in our first child.until adulthood our treatment of you never changed, never changed, whatever you want us to give in that case is good for you. But what is the reward of my struggle and sacrifice? Left behind by you who I gave birth to at risk of life, even I had to go into a coma 2 weeks. The girl my age who should be preparing for the final exams at school instead had to prepare to leave this world-" Anjani took a breath again, her gaze highlighting Alex full of disappointment
"-- You don't care about me so all the love and affection that I devote to you is lost by a foreign woman who is nothing more than an ******!" could not stand Alex moving and prostrating on the legs of the mother
"Alex is wrong, Alex is a disobedient child, Alex is a selfless child, please forgive your son mah" Alex hugged tightly Anjani's legs. It was painful to hear the words of the woman who had given birth to him. This is his greatest pain. Alex knows Anjani has no intention of bringing up her birthing struggle in order for Alex to feel indebted, no, Anjani does that to make Alex open his eyes and open his heart that parents always want the best for their children
"please forgive this useless child mah" asked Alex in between his cries. Yes 35-year-old mature man was crying bitterly at the feet of his mother.he really felt stupid.blind love succumbed to his sanity. from a baby to 23 years of his life who never lacked the love of his grandfather, papa, mother and sister he just let go for the hypocritical love of an Elana. it felt like Alex wanted to strangle herself so that regret would no longer eat away at her heart
"please. curse. Alex.as long as. mama will. forgive. this heartless child" back Alex voiced out in a dashed voice because muffled crying
Anjani closed her eyes to unravel the tightness in her chest. He knew his son was sorry.When Alex preferred Elana, Alex still often stalked his family from a distance. Until where Alex chose to migrate to semarang because he did not want his family to know if he was in trouble. Anjani actually knew the purpose of his son's departure so as not to bother the family, but apart from that Anjani still put a deep disappointment in his eldest because it prioritizes Elana more than himself.
While migrating to Semarang does not make Alex forget his family, Anjani and Bimo often find Alex monitoring their activities, they are aware of Alex's presence but they pretend. They just want Alex to dare to appear in front of them. They also know that when the death of Bimo's father, Maulana's grandfather, Alex was also present there but did not dare to show himself. Really cowardly men.
"mama's heart is sick lex, so sick that it feels like mama wants to die when the proud child of mama is willing to throw away his family for a morally disabled woman" said Anjani make Alex more sobbing hearing the word 'mama' out of the mouth of the great woman
Alex immediately moved and hugged his parents, who were met with a tight hug by Bimo and Anjani
With a sharp taste, Alex opened his eyes, still in the arms of his parents, a woman who often haunts his mind framed in her opaque net because of tears, the woman was standing near the parapet of the living room and family room
*Maura*his inner calling
*you are indeed amazing, even when I was happy with my family you still came in my hallucinations* inner Alex, he bit his inner lips to not cry over that woman right now. Even in his imagination, he saw the gaze of the eyes was sad when the netra the two met the view *even in the imaginary world you hate it when you see me* he continued again closed his eyes, closing his eyes, he increasingly tightened his embrace on his parents to expel the shadow of his woman
"you don't want to hug my wife? He also misses you and has forgiven you long before" said Bagas made the embrace of Alex, Bimo and Anjani missed.
With a sense of haru, Alex approached the younger brother who was as hiccuping in the arms of Bagas, Alexa's husband
"i miss you too dear, my princes" Alex said and pulled Alexa into his arms. The two sisters who had been separated by a dozen years were tightly clenched to each other vent their longing
"Lexa kangen" said Lexa
"the branch is much more kangen, forgive brother well" Alex kissed the head of Alexa with affection
While behind the wall, Maura cried watching that, she was moved but also frightened. Alex has been re-accepted in this family. That means he's not safe there.
Alex has thrown it away, it means Maura's whereabouts here are also unwanted by the man
"you've come back with his family, it means I have to leave here, and sorry for having to take you too" Maura monologue, his hands as usual if he invites the baby to talk, said the baby, gently stroking on his stomach
This family is good to him, he was even comfortable here on his first day, but he realized he was nobody. He knows himself if the place is not here. She was a wife who was abandoned by the first son of the owner of this house. She's an unwanted wife, so why survive?
"Maura--" as her feet were about to step she was stunned when Alex mentioned her name in the middle of her family
"--- Alex has another wife named Maura" Alex continues to keep Maura glued
Bersambungg....
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