
Lou Yaoyao looked in disbelief at her familiar yet unfamiliar pair of hands.
His hand felt foreign because the back of his left hand had previously had a shallow scar. Although the wound had been treated immediately, it was too deep and eventually left a small scar. They were familiar because how could they not be familiar? Regardless of the size of the palm, the length of the finger, or the line of the palm, they were all the same as before.
Lou Yaoyao was a little confused by the current situation. When he opened his eyes, he found himself inside the hospital ward with a slight disinfectant smell. Shouldn't he be dead? As he closed his eyes, he could see the location of the accident. A reinforcing steel rod that clashed with his forehead appeared before his eyes. That kind of fear and fear that he felt back then, he never wanted to remember it.
But, if he was already dead, then how could he be in this hospital?
Lou Yaoyao touched her own face in fear. He let out a sigh of relief, there were no scars or bandages, he was not deformed. However, this makes absolutely no sense.
The confused Lou Yaoyao sat on the bed for a while. The nurse on duty saw he was awake and immediately called the doctor to come. Lou Yaoyao still did not understand the current situation of having to cooperate with the physician examination while answering the doctor's questions.
Eight out of ten sentences the doctor said did not go into his head. After confirming that Lou Yaoyao was healthy, the doctor gave her a diagnosis. “Nona Lou, congratulations, you can do the discharge procedure today. However, you were unconscious since yesterday, I suggest you stay in the hospital a few more days for observation.
"Thank you." Lou Yaoyao politely expressed her gratitude.
As soon as the doctor and nurse came out, Lou Yaoyao immediately rushed to the restroom, she stayed in a private ward with a restroom.
Looking at her face in the mirror, Lou Yaoyao was shocked. As she had expected, this was her face, only compared to her face back then, which had been poisoned with cosmetics and was extremely pale, although her face was beautiful, but appeared with a healthy blush, she said, and the most important thing was that this face was a lot younger than him, seemingly only eighteen or nineteen years old.
Lou Yaoyao's heart was throbbing, but there was also an overflowing joy from the bottom of her heart. Although she doesn't watch much television, she knows some hit dramas with the theme of transmigration, there are also dramas with rebirths to childhood and a return to the past. And even in today's web novels, themes of rebirth and transmigration are widespread everywhere. Then... With his current situation, he also returned to the past?
"Yaoyao." Not knowing how long she had been staying, Lou Yaoyao heard a voice from the room. She quickly suppressed her happiness and sadness, and left the bathroom.
After seeing the person in the room, Lou Yaoyao was sure that she must have gone back in time, otherwise, how could she have seen Aunt Liu? Both Aunt Liu and Aunt Lu were family housekeepers, they were in charge of the daily life of the family. They have been working for the family for over ten years. However, Aunt Liu has retired to live with her successful twenty-five year old son. Just then, Lou Yaoyao was reluctant to let go.
Aunt Liu put down the items she was carrying and stared at Lou Yaoyao for a bit. Seeing Lou Yaoyao's perfect complexion and mental state, she heaved a sigh of relief and said, “It seems like nothing. Yaoyao ah, didn't Auntie already tell you before? Next time, don't be so impulsive. If something bad ever happens to you, your mother will be ruined ah!”
Listening to Aunt Liu's attentive words, Lou Yaoyao was moved. Since she was a child, she was not close to her Papa, and her Mom was workaholic, so she spent more time with both of her aunts. Looking back, ever since Aunt Liu followed her son moving to another city, they had not met for two years. Although she had previously considered Aunt's worried words as troublesome, this time she did not want to refute. Lou Yaoyao licked with a smile, "I know Auntie, you don't need to teach me."
“Good for you to know.” Aunt Liu also did not repeat it, too far was as bad as not enough, and also their status was different. He took out the toiletries from the bag he was carrying and waited for Lou Yaoyao to finish washing her face and brushing her teeth. Then he handed the small thermos box to Lou Yaoyao, inside was the lotus seed porridge he had cooked. Lou Yaoyao sipped it obediently.
too far is as bad as not enough too much is as bad as too little; excess is as bad as lack; overreaching is as bad as not achieving it.
Aunt Liu opened all the windows to let the air in, then went to the bathroom with a bag. After a while, he came out with a plate of washed-up fruits while telling Lou Yaoyao that the company had an important meeting today; therefore Papa and his mother could only visit him after they were done.
Lou Yaoyao looked at the busy Aunt Liu, only to feel the porridge in her mouth so sweet. As for the matter of Papa and his mother not visiting him, he did not care much. He's used to it, isn't he? After hesitating for quite a while, Lou Yaoyao finally still asked: “Aunt, how can I be in the hospital?”
Looking at the current situation, he actually went back in time, but he really had no memory of ever being hospitalized at the age of eighteen or nineteen. Listening to what the doctor said, he lost consciousness for a day since yesterday. This kind of important matter, but in his memory, there was no impression at all. Moreover, after he woke up, other than being hungry, he also did not feel any pain.
Because there are questions, ask them. After all, she was really Lou Yaoyao, she did not have to worry about her identity being revealed and so on.
Aunt Liu also didn't think anything was wrong, saying: “Yaoyao don't remember? Yesterday, you had a falling out with Qingqing, fell down the stairs and lost consciousness.”
Qingqing, it was exactly Lou Qingqing, her elder sister from the same father but a different mother. Lou Yaoyao lowered her head, her heart feeling somewhat complicated. He had gone back in time, in that case, this time, Lou Qingqing was naturally not dead.
“Yeah, Yaoyao, are you feeling unwell somewhere? Is your head hurting?" Seeing Lou Yaoyao lowering her head, Aunt Liu anxiously asked.
Lou Yaoyao quickly comforted him, and told him the results of the doctor's examination just a moment ago. Aunt Liu just felt relieved. Yesterday, after Lou Yaoyao lost her consciousness, a full body examination was immediately conducted, no abnormalities were found. Although the doctor had persuaded her that it was okay, but Aunt Liu thought that the doctor was right, it was better to stay in the hospital for observation for a few days.
As soon as Lou Yaoyao finished drinking the porridge, once again speaking a few words, Aunt Liu told her to get more rest, put her things back in. At home, there was still a pile of things that needed to be done, the most important thing was to make lunch for Lou Yaoyao.
The ward once again went silent, Lou Yaoyao walked to the side of the window and looked outside. This was the town where he grew up, yet now it looked a bit unfamiliar. He involuntarily touched his left wrist, to find that his wrist had nothing. That's right, he still hasn't put on that thing, the chain bracelet that put him and Lou Qingqing at odds.
In his memory, the dispute with Lou Qingqing and then falling down the stairs, this time was actually this matter related to Chen Hao.
Both Aunt Liu and Aunt Lu were downstairs watching the soap opera, back then they were not upstairs. In that case, it must have been taken by Lou Qingqing who was upstairs. He became furious and quickly went to question Lou Qingqing. The two were at odds on the stairs, sort of pushing and shoving each other, in the end, the two fell down the stairs together.
Fortunately, in order to avoid injury, the household stairs were all covered with thick wool rugs, the two people were not mistaken.
However, different from the first time, this time he had completely lost his consciousness. Lou Yaoyao thought it might be due to her rebirth.
After recalling the past, Lou Yaoyao also knew the exact time now, just a few months ago, she had just had her twentieth birthday.
Twenty years old, twenty-seven years old, had actually returned to twenty years old.
He did not know whether he should be happy or sad, reborn, before everything happened, reborn, he could no longer see Qin Zhi anymore, Qin Zhi who was willing to blame for him ...
In fact, he's stupid too. At that time, he should not have quarreled with Chen Hao at such a time. Yet he had accumulated feelings of guilt for several months, the guilt leading to inadequate rest, so he was on the verge of collapse. He, himself, had absolutely no idea what he was talking about. Although he was not stupid enough to snatch the steering from Chen Hao, yet he had kept Chen Hao distracted from driving the car, to the point of a car accident.
They say that women who are in love experience a decrease in IQ. Lou Yaoyao discovered that after she was no longer infatuated with Chen Hao, her mind suddenly became much brighter.
However, he had to thank Chen Hao, If not for Chen Hao, he would not have returned to his twenty years of age either.
Merely, after much sadness, he came back, what about Qin Zhi? Will he continue to be blamed for her? He said, demanding that he wait for her.
He did not expect that his thoughts before facing death would truly come true. He then thought, Qin Zhi might have to wait for him until the next life, and now, look, isn't this the next life?
Lou Yaoyao, for a moment, did not know what she should do... Did she love Qin Zhi? He was also unclear, he had been fighting with Lou Qingqing over Chen Hao for over ten years. In the end, after seeing clearly how he behaved, his heart only felt disgusted, not feeling any sadness at all. But instead, seeing how Qin Zhi was suffering on his behalf, his heart ached to the point that he almost wanted to die. Therefore, she actually loved Qin Zhi, didn't she?
To think carefully, he did not remember deeply about his emotions at that moment towards Chen Hao, but instead, he remembered very clearly about his fight with Lou Qingqing very clearly. In the end, did he love Chen Hao, or did he just want to compete with Lou Qingqing? It's no longer important.
Being rebirth, everything has been overhauled, all those tragedies have still not happened, there is still time to change.
He would not once again waste his entire youth on Chen Hao — that slag man, nor would he once again be instigated by Lou Qingqing and accidentally kill Lou Qingqing, either, and even more would not let Qin Zhi blame him.
Lou Yaoyao also thought of the words Qin Zhi said, she said that she loved him…
Back then, even though she felt sad and sad, her heart still felt a little happy. Yet does the current Qin Zhi really love him?
If not love then?
Lou Yaoyao suddenly wanted to call to inquire about this matter in detail. However, holding the phone, he did not dare to press the button long enough, the phone had several missed calls and some text messages, all sent from yesterday and this morning by Qin Zhi. Lou Yaoyao opened the latter: Yaoyao, I will be back tomorrow, what gift do you want?
Right, this time he's on a business trip abroad. In the past, whenever Qin Zhi took a business trip, he would ask for a stack of gifts. He never broke his promise. As long as he asked, he would buy for her.
Qin Zhi treated him very well, always very well.
Therefore, she had no idea at all, when she fell in love with him.
The age difference between them was five years, both of them growing up together as childhood lovers. To him, Qin Zhi was nothing more than like an older brother who had a blood relation. These years, he had taken care of her in every possible way, much more caring compared to his parents. The habit of many years makes him never think about their relationship could be more. Sometimes, someone enviously praised him for having this "good brother. Once he is satisfied with himself, he will soon forget.
Their sociable patterns never seem to change. In that case, was he allowed to believe that right now, Qin Zhi also had feelings for him?
Even if there were no feelings, he would also let her fall in love with him! He must take responsibility for the words he said! Even if it hasn't happened yet!
Lou Yaoyao remained happy and sad at the same time for quite a while, until finally making a cruel decision. After all, wasn't he a very selfish person? He did not dare to call, afraid that he was considered abnormal. After hesitating for quite a while, he sent a text message.
I'll wait for you back ——Yaoyao.