Cruel Women Need Faithful Men
You will die without love

Tonight, Lou Yao Yao's sleep was deeply disturbed. Scenes of his past life continued to appear in his mind.

Lin Fei died very quietly. The woman made a fuss all her life and everything she did had to be famous. Every time he made a suicidal commotion, it felt like he was filming a drama; he had to tell everyone, so his efforts were always unsuccessful. In the end, he lay on a bed covered in rose petals and slept quietly. His face smiled and he left the words, "please don't forget me". And then, she never woke up again.

Not many people seem to be saddened by his death. The Lin Family had many children and did not feel the loss. As for a group of love rivals, of course, they only wanted him to die early.

Lou Yao Yao, however, felt that Lin Fei was lucky, because even if she died, there was Chen Hao who remembered her. For many years, Chen Hao had never had a girlfriend and he once said that he was afraid he was unhappy.

Lou Yao Yao was once deeply moved by those words, and from then on, she increasingly believed that Chen Hao was a good man that was hard to come by.

Her sorrowful expression and sad words, overlapping with the man whose face was filled with deep affection yesterday, made Lou Yao Yao feel extremely ironic. Apparently, he never understood this person.

To hate? Of course, he hates. But he hates himself more for being ignorant and not seeing people clearly.

Lou Yao Yao knew that she was in a dream, yet still felt sad and angry. His emotions magnified indefinitely, and he could not help but think about Qin Zhi anymore. Does he live well alone? Without him, would he have had a better ending? Without the person to blame, a criminal case that was initially flawed would surely be handed over. He was young, maybe after a few years or a decade, there would finally be a woman who could help him out of his wounds.

She did not want anything else, she only wished this man could forget her, because only in this way could her heart feel better. He owed too much, but had no chance to pay it back.

Returning to the past, there was a chance to start again, but everything that had happened before, had left a deep mark on his heart. That regret, however, will remain a regret. Unrepairable.

However, that regret, yet directing him in the direction to advance, prevented him from making the same mistake, preventing the formation of the same regret.

Lou Yao Yao continued flipping through, stirring her awake and asleep. Perhaps, realizing that his sleep was not calm, Qin Zhi who was originally a light sleeper, hugged him tightly. As if comforting a child, he patted her on the back lightly. Lou Yao Yao in her dream seemed to have sensed it and finally became calm, sound asleep and peaceful in her arms.

As she woke up in the morning, Lou Yao Yao forgot about almost everything that had happened in her dream. Nested in Qin Zhi's embrace, she rubbed her eyes and muttered lazily: "Why was yesterday so noisy?"

“Someone lights a candle in the grass and the grass burns. Firefighting operation rather large.”

Lou Yao Yao opened her eyes wide and lost all drowsiness. He said, in shock: "Don't tell me it's Chen Hao?" Besides him, who else would light a candle in the grass?

Qin Zhi replied softly: "Mm".

“Haha, then how is it now?” Lou Yao Yao felt a little wanted to laugh at his misery.

"Of course, he was taken away by the police."

The two exchanged glances, and learned that the other party was also secretly laughing, and inevitably feeling happier. That's why you can't ask for romantic things, look, it causes trouble. Lou Yao Yao thought heartlessly, and completely forgot that she was one of the main causes of it happening.

If Chen Hao knew that what he had painstakingly arranged became the joke material of the two people, he did not know how he felt. Of course, his mood was not good right now. Not only was his confession a failure, he was even taken away by the police. Conducting arson in nature conservation areas, fines in large quantities will definitely be imposed. He should be the most useless confessor ever.

After sneering for a while, Lou Yao Yao patted her on the head, and said with annoyance: “Before I sleep, I still think that I want to do something after I wake up. But I can't remember it now!”

"Is this really important?"

"Very important!" Actually, he's not clear. When he dreams, his emotions are always magnified indefinitely. Sometimes, he only dreamed that he had fallen, and felt like he had suffered a huge grievance. She cried and was completely messy after she woke up, and only after crying did she realize that she was ridiculous.

Qin Zhi comforted him: "Think slowly, don't rush."

Lou Yao Yao racked her brain and thought for a moment, and discovered that she was still unable to remember it. He threw the thought aside and was familiar with Qin Zhi again for a while, and got up.

The mountain air in the morning is freshest. Taking a deep breath, then exhaling a murky energy that night, his entire body felt refreshed.

Taking the opportunity because it was still morning, Qin Zhi and Lou Yao Yao, both, behaved like thieves, and left the small wooden house, for fear of pulling Ruan Si Nan and the other light bulbs. After walking a long distance and making sure that they did not tell anyone, Qin Zhi and Lou Yao Yao then exchanged glances and smiled, walking slowly and casually.

When they walked to the river track yesterday, they found that the grass across had burned away, and the entire ground was blackened.

The days of summer are dry at first, and when the night breeze blows, the fire will naturally spread faster. Chen Hao and those people were actually lucky because they were not on fire.

Feeling that it was still early morning, Lou Yao Yao and Qin Zhi decided to go to the opposite mountain for a walk. As they walked to the foot of the mountain, they found that above there was someone sitting on the edge of the cliff. They can't see who it is, but can say that it's a woman.

The two slowly climbed to the top of the mountain. Right now, the sun has just risen. Bathed in the morning sun, the cold of the morning was dispelled, and the whole body felt warm.

Initially, sitting on the edge of a cliff to watch the sunrise should be a beautiful thing. But, it was already occupied by someone, so the two of them did not leave. They were looking for a big stone to sit down and rest.

People who sit still, hear the sound of their movements, and look back. And then, he turned around again.

But turning his head this was enough for Lou Yao Yao to see his face. He was startled for a moment and said: "Lin Fei!"

He finally remembered what he had forgotten. Yes, before he woke up, he wanted to look for Lin Fei. No one in this world is truly evil and hopeless. He shouldn't have died because of a man like Chen Hao.

Hearing Lou Yao Yao summon Lin Fei, QinZhi glanced at the edge of the cliff. Then, he frowned. Anyone who sat on the edge of the cliff could make people think that he was looking at the scene, except for Lin Fei. Even Qin Zhi instinctively thought that he wanted to kill himself again.

The two looked at each other and Lou Yao said: "I'll go to see it".

Lou Yao Yao carefully walked over to it, and finally sat down at a spot four or five meters away from Lin Fei. He did not dare to lay his legs dangling over the cliff, but sat a little far away from him. Qin Zhi stood not far away, paying attention to the situation here.

Lin Fei saw Lou Yao Yao coming to sit down, and after confirming that the other party was far away from her, she was too lazy to notice him.

Lou Yao Yao followed his line of sight, and looked at the blackened swath of land. Then, he asked: "You see everything?"

Lin Fei did not answer.

Lou Yao Yao also did not know what to say to her. The two, in fact, do not have much interaction. Every time they met, in his memory, other than a quarrel, it was still a quarrel. Thinking about it, he really didn't know much about Lin Fei. He thought and said: “You bow your head and look down. If you jump from this distance, you will definitely not die for a while. If you jump in this position, you will definitely land with your face. At that time, your pretty face will be like a watermelon, smashed to pieces. However, since you will not be able to die for a while, your hands and feet will definitely break completely, and your neck will also break, and even if it's so painful that you want to die soon, you won't be able to move at all and can only wait for death painfully. Let me guess, you'll be dead in a minute, or dead in ten minutes, or half an hour, or even longer.”

"Lou Yao Yao, you are disgusting!" Lin Fei, who was fed up with him, turned around and looked at Lou Yao Yao.

Lou Yao Yao blinks innocently: “But I am not lying. If you really jump, your dying appearance will definitely be more disgusting than I said ”.

Lin Fei looked down and looked down. It seemed like he was thinking whether he would instantly die if he jumped. He had never jumped down before, of course, he would not know. After a long silence, Lin Fei said sarcastically: "Lou Yao Yao, won't you be satisfied when I die?"

"Whether you die or not, it's none of my business." Lou Yao Yao's anger also increased.

"Why did you come?"

Lou Yao Yao smiled and said: “I just don't want to dream of you dying every day. It's too scary, I won't be able to sleep.”

He actually asked for a beating, Lin Fei really wanted to rush over and beat him up. But he thought, if he himself saw such a terrifying sighting of a dying person, he would definitely not be able to fall asleep either. Thinking that he had to die in such a position, he was somewhat unwilling. Even if he was going to die, he also wanted to die beautifully.

Lou Yao Yao did not speak. The duration of Lin Fei sitting here should not be short. Not jumping after such a long time, his heart must have hesitated.

After a long time, Lin Fei said: “Lou Yao Yao, I don't need your sympathy. You should have promised him yesterday. Didn't you wait for today?”

“You think I rejected Chen Hao because of you?” Lou Yao Yao was shocked.

Lin Fei was silent.

Lou Yao Yao suddenly smiled: “How is it possible, I have never sympathized with you. I rejected it because I don't like it anymore.” The reason he asked Chen Hao how he would deal with Lin Fei yesterday, was because he wanted to see the extent of his helplessness, and not because he felt that Lin Fei was pitiful. Moreover, Lin Fei's undaunted temperament also made one unable to sympathize with her.

Hearing this, Lin Fei looked seriously at Lou Yao Yao's expression. Lou Yao Yao's expression was extremely calm, and it did not look like he was lying at all. He could not help but think of the rumors that he and Qin Zhi were dating. It turns out that it's not just a rumor.

Lou Yao Yao suddenly asked: "Lin Fei, will you die without Chen Hao?"

Lin Fei replied: "Lou Yao Yao, will you die without Qin Zhi?"

Lou Yao Yao was silent. Just thinking about it, he felt suffocated, but he knew that he would not die. Perhaps, he might suffer for a lifetime, but he would not think of dying. He's been dead once, and now he really values his life. Even if he was in pain, he would still live to feel it. When you die, nothing matters anymore.

Lin Fei said, one word at a time, very seriously: “But I will. Lou Yao Yao, you don't understand. Chen Hao is my courage to live”.

"I understand". He must understand. Because Qin Zhi was also his courage. Lou Yao Yao looked at Lin Fei's pale face that didn't have a pink tinge, and said in a serious manner: "Since you can't live without it, then don't let go".

“If you die, Chen Hao, unfortunately, will be very happy. Because he had another reason that would make people feel that he was very dear. Those who like it will be even happier, because there will be no more obstacles. Lin Fei, is this what you want? Using your death to please others, is this the only meaning of your life?”

Lin Fei was spoken to until her face grew pale, as she knew that what Lou Yao Yao said was not wrong. His death will only please others. Was it his relatives or his friends; who was not fed up with his temperament now? When he dies, who cares?

From a young age, his mental state was not very good, often going crazy and violent, unable to control himself at all. It has not improved after years of taking the medication. The surrounding people kept their distance, but only Chen Hao did not care about this and was willing to accompany him. Even if he knew that he had a motive, he also could not let go, and was reluctant to part with the warmth of his person.

However, after a long time, he would also feel tired. He often thought, if he only slept quietly, and never woke up again. Moreover, after seeing the scene last night, he grew even more tired, because that was what he had mentioned to Chen Hao, the confession scene he wanted. But in the end, he gave his dream to someone else. At that moment, he was so sad that he was numb.

However, once he thought of the situation after he died, it would be just like what Lou Yao Yao described, he felt extremely unwilling.

Bathed in the morning sunlight, Lin Fei experienced this warmth, and her heart grew increasingly reluctant.

Sitting down for a while longer, Lin Fei got up from the ground. He looked up and declared arrogantly: "Lou Yao Yao, I won't let you all take your way!"

After saying, he no longer paid attention to Lou Yao Yao, and staggered down the mountain.

Seeing her leave, Lou Yao Yao finally sighed in relief. Wanting to get up from the ground, she realized that because she was too nervous and maintained the same sitting position, her legs were numb. Qin Zhi walked over, and crouched down to help her massage her legs. He massaged until Lou Yao Yao hissed in pain and in the end, he just hung on Qin Zhi's back, asking her to take him down the mountain.

Resting on Qin Zhi's back, Lou Yao Yao looked, in front of him, at Lin Fei's staggered back figure. He revealed a smile, and wrapped his arms around Qin Zhi's neck. Inhaling the scent of her lover, she closed her eyes and hoped that this moment would be eternal.

The woman who lives for that love, also does not seem to be as evil in her imagination.

Would you die without love?

Might as well.