DAD'S CHOICE OF MATE
Davin's drunk

Today is July 6th, tomorrow the 7th is my birthday, but there is no sign_sign for my birthday celebration. I tried to contact Mama, Reza's sister, Rifal's sister, but none of them answered my phone.

Such a sad night for me, the atmosphere of my room at that time was filled with cries. My pillows and blankets all felt wet in tears. Arsy's sister (familiar greeting Arsyad sir) also until now did not contact me. I told Arwin this through BBM, but Arwin's response was not supportive either. It even adds to my sadness. More_more Wiwi same s’kali not give me a response.

Tonight I was accompanied only by my wet blanket and pillow, and also my diary. I told a lot to my dear friend who was always there in my sadness and happiness. Although he never gave me a response but I am happy because he is always there for me.

I don't think my favorite book is wet either. I stopped writing, because I was afraid he'd be torn apart by water.

The next day, when I was in college, I felt the same way. Sad when I entered the room and immediately hugged Wiwi, but what a response Wiwi, he was so hearty to yell at me in front of my friends _classmates. I was just as sure never thought that on my birthday no one would care about me.

Arwin, as the head of my class, doesn't care much about me either. He just put his hand over my head, and then he left. I called out to him, but not once did he turn his head towards me. My heart is so sad at this moment.

I got out of the room and went home. That's how unlucky I am on my birthday. I didn't expect my birthday this time to be celebrated with tears.

When I got home, same s’times no sign_sign. I had thought that they would give me a surprise when I got home from college, but it turned out that my mind was wrong. The atmosphere of the house was so quiet, Ayla was also not at home.

I spend my days with meaningless cries. Why on my happy day do I feel so much sadness. People_people I love, people_people I love so heartily make me sad like this. They are busy with their business. Brother Rifal is more concerned with his work than what I am, brother Reza also did not give me congratulations for me. I just need a word, I don't need the most expensive gift of all of you...... I said so full of tears in the room.

It didn't feel like it was night, nobody called me. Rifal and his wife have not yet arrived. I am alone in my sorrow. I try to remove the sadness, I should not dissolve in the sadness just because no one cares about me. I am sure that behind my sadness there is happiness waiting for me. The matter of people who don't care about me, let me be able to live without them, but papa mama, I can't without them. Maybe she's busy, so she doesn't have time to call me. I tried to get up from my bed that had been in tears. I went out into the kitchen, I was hungry. I saw there was no food, I went out to buy an egg and a packet of noodles. The atmosphere at night looks very quiet, only stars are scattered in the sky. I shop not far from home. Suddenly when I entered the yard and immediately closed the fence. Suddenly the sound of a car horn that sounded so close, but I did not care who came. If Rifal's brother, he can open the fence himself, I thought. I immediately stepped towards the door. Suddenly a voice rang out calling me, I was very familiar with that voice. I'm not wrong anymore, brother Arsy came.

I tried hard and did not show my sad face in front of him. I looked out the fence and there I saw Arsy's car in front of the fence, I hadn't set my eyes on him. I walked out and opened the fence. He got out of his car immediately, I was standing in front of the fence and yet I took my eyes off the ground.

Happy birthday to my daughter, she said so seductively.

Thanks,,,

Have you eaten,.?? Ask.

No, I just wanted to eat. People_people at home haven't come home until now. Answer me

I'm going in first, I'm going to eat. Added cuek...

We eat outside. He said he was holding my shoulder.

I eat at home.

I immediately went in and left Brother Arsy outside the fence. While he was still standing outside and looking at me so deeply. I don't care about him right now, I know he knows what I feel because he can read my mind from the look on my face and the way I talk even though I try to hide it.

When I was in the kitchen, he suddenly came and hugged me from behind. I tried to let go of her embrace, but her hands were so strong. Heart as if falling, very gugip was in his arms, only this time he hugged me. I didn't expect him to do this. He knows a lot about Islam, and he should not have done this to me.

With her soft voice she persuaded me to obey her invitation. His embrace is getting tighter. She threatened me not to take off her arms after I agreed to her invitation.

At first I didn't want to, but maybe with me tonight, I can be calm. What I'm feeling tonight she should know.

I immediately let go of the circular staircase in my stomach, and immediately entered the room. I locked my room from the inside and immediately changed my clothes. I wear my dress from him. This was my first time wearing her gift shirt, and it was a sign that I liked her. Once I was ready, I went out and from inside I saw Brother Arsy sitting in the living room chair waiting for me.

I slowly walked out and sat down in the chair. At that time, I said nothing and I continued to submit. I didn't want to see his eyes, I was ashamed of what he had done.

He immediately got up from his seat, and took me away. After he was outside, I got out of my chair and locked the door and the fence.

I climbed on top of his car, and I accidentally saw his eyes that were so radiated to me. I was nervous when I saw it, probably because of the incident. For me this is very excessive, I have never been embraced by men other than papa and my two brothers.

Throughout my journey, I similarly’t ever turn towards him. My eyes are so focused forward. But every once in a while I glanced at him, and every time I glanced at him he always noticed me and it made him smile_smile himself.

Moments later, he suddenly stopped his car in a place so dark. I was scared, and my mind was weird. Why would he take me to a dark place like this.? Does he have any evil intentions.? Not likely. My mind is getting weird. I haven't turned my eyes on him, I'm still pensive. Suddenly the car door beside me opened, I was shocked. I didn't notice that Arsy got out of the car and opened the car door for me.

What do we want here.? Ask irritated.

He just smiled and said we ate here.

How do we eat here, here no one, dark anymore.what do we eat.? I said it was getting emotional.

There is food inside. He said it was getting softer

What is this place .? Just pissed

He took my hand to enter the place in such a dark and silent atmosphere. I held onto Arsy's arm tightly because I was afraid his hand would come off.

My mind is not so calm, where I am very hungry. I don't know what plan he had to take me to a dark place like this.

I complained and got angry. I immediately stopped my steps and released his hand.

When I wanted to walk out, suddenly the dark that was now turned into light. I was so shocked to see it, I looked around the place and there was no one I saw except Arsy's brother who was standing next to me. I turned to a wall there was the inscription ‘HAPPY BIRTHDAY’ for me with a large size and decorated with small lights_lamps that are very interesting. In addition, my face painting on the edge of the cake _periphery is located on the table with the edge of the table _glazed tile decorated with colorful balloons. I smiled seeing all this, and I looked at Arsy's sister in surprise, but she just smiled a little.

Soon, the silent atmosphere turned bustling with singing_chanting. I slowly stepped up and looked for the voice, while Arsy's sister stayed in place.

The sound is getting bigger, but I haven't found the source of the sound yet. I'm getting curious about him.

“Happy Birthday to You.

“Happy Birthday, happy birthday.”

“Happy Birthday to You.

Such a familiar song in my ears. I didn't expect this to happen. It turned out that they gave me an unexpected surge in my head before.

I saw papa, mama Rifal and his wife and Ayla standing from a distance and in the middle of their _their sister Reza also came to participate in the gift of a surprize for me, and some people _people closest to me there, wiwi and Arwin. I didn't expect them to do this fancy thing. This is the meaning of my grief over the past two nights.

I ran away from Arsy's sister and headed where mom and dad stood. I cried happily with all this. The hunger I felt disappeared instantly.

I hugged my mom and dad as a sign of my infinite love for my love and affection for me for 21 years.

Pah, mah forgive me. I have a lot of sins on you guys I dzuuzun to you two, I think mama forgot my birthday.

Mama rubbed my head as a sign of her affection while saying, Mom wants to forget, while mommy gave birth to you, mama remembers exactly that happy day when I knew you were a girl. He said while kissing my head.

O.yah say thank you also donk with your lecturer. Continue mama

Yes, thank you, the lecturer lied to me. My words to my beloved teacher.

Sis Arsy just smiled, he was so happy to see my happiness tonight.

I also embraced my two beloved sisters, and my sister-in-law as a sign of love for everything. I asked about who had this ridiculous plan and I didn't expect that it was all from Arsy's brother who deliberately made this ridiculous and extravagant party.

Brother Reza who was so far from the city took the time to attend my birthday event. Turns out this was all because of Arsy's sister who had deliberately contacted Reza's sister to come and told her not to respond when I contacted her. Brother Arsy has really been open to all my extended family about my relationship with him.

I was so embarrassed to be seen by my extended family being close to the person I had once rejected her matchmaking.

I also approached my two best friends on campus, they are Arwin and Wiwi’.

Happy Birthday baby. Wiwi said while hugging me.

Thank you my baby, it turns out you guys want to give me a surprise too, but this is a delay ah. I cry all day at home because no one cares about me.

Put, it turns out well you're close to Mr. Arsyad. Tanya Wiwi’.

I feel bad about Wiwi’ because I've been hiding it to her about my relationship with Arsy's sister.

Wi'’ sorry yes. I can't tell you about my closeness to Mr. Arsyad. Actually, the person I'm about to marry who I told you about is Mr. Arsyad, and I didn't dare to tell you this at first because I knew you were the same.

I hugged Wiwi again as a sign of my apology. Wi’ it's been two years I've been walking with him, but I don't dare tell you. My next.

Yes, it's okay_what. He is suitable for you. Now I am also close to the person who is beside me, but only near has not yet become like you. Add Wiwi’

I saw only Arwin beside him. My suspicions are not wrong.

I congratulated the two of them for their closeness, but Arwin seemed so confused. I tried to seduce Arwin to express his true feelings to Wiwi’. At that moment Arwin blushed in shame. I told him that I had been suspicious of Arwin's attitude towards Wiwi’ and that my suspicions were correct. Win, don't PHP-in beb me well. Threaten me to Arwin while leaving them, let them enjoy a night together.

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The atmosphere of my birthday is so crowded. After the cake cutting session was over, I invited them to take a photo together. Even I also took a friendly photo with Arsy's sister in front of my extended family.

They have so deeply influenced my relationship. My shame that I was senile, I threw away_far away. Why should I be ashamed when they all know my relationship, and their response is very supportive. Especially from my brother to my brother Reza, although there is a little jealousy but he is happy to see me happy with Arsy's brother.

My birthday show is slowly getting quiet, people_people on back to their respective homes_including Arwin and Wiwi’. This place is just me, brother Arsy, and my extended family. We had dinner together at this place, and decided to go home after eating.

After we ate, we all rushed home. I got in Arsy's car, while they got in Rifal's car, except for Papa and Reza's brother who drive a motorcycle.

After we got home, we regrouped in the living room. There seemed to be no fatigue among all of us except Ayla who had fallen asleep earlier

Papah immediately began a conversation that seemed so serious. Papa deliberately did this because we gathered tonight, and most likely tomorrow afternoon brother Reza had to go back out of town to continue his lecture which is only a few months away.

Papa's conversation right now, started from my relationship with Arsy's sister. Papa planned to marry me to Arsy's sister soon. But I refuse that, how can I not still be a student. I was embarrassed to go to college after I got married. I asked Papa to postpone it for two years, it would not be nice if I had to step over Reza even though he was a man. Even if I am finished, while brother Reza is not married, then I will postpone it again. Even though Arsy's brother actually disagrees with me.

Brother Reza is so depressed with papa. Papa likes to manage the lives of his children. Including my eldest brother Rifal, he married easily it was all because of papa's will.

Although Reza stayed a few more months he took his Master's degree, but he was confused because he also did not want to get married quickly. He had not yet found a woman he could make his wife. During Reza's college he never touched a woman's heart because of why Reza didn't want to hurt a woman. When one day he left the woman and it was then that he felt sick when Reza's sister was not in his life anymore. brother Reza is very affectionate and respectful of the position of a woman because he is aware of how important and how great a woman is.

When Reza's sister asked papa about her closeness to a woman. Brother Reza smiled innocently saying I have no closeness to a woman. I laughed hearing that, Brother Arsy pinched me as his reprimand.

Reza explained all her requests, she did not want to get married immediately, although she wanted to get married as soon as possible, she married whom and she also did not want if she was married. The experience of my cousin_cousin who was betrothed was unhappy. Papa just kept quiet to hear Reza's request.

The hour hand has shown at 11.00 WITA. I left their conversation and immediately entered the room. I saw in my bed there was a mother. Just this time mama went to sleep in my room, probably because of the people outside who would sleep in front of the TV. I immediately broke down my body and waved my hand over your body. Suddenly my phone rang a sign sms in. I opened it and it was a text from Arsy's sister who gave me a birthday wish for the third time and also the greeting “Have a nice dream”. I replied with “Thank you and good nigth”.