Dear, Dolls!
Emma's Heart Words

Emma and Retno's conversation continues to ring in Emma's mind. Even after Retno returned soundly in her break.

Emma looked at the sleeping face of her mother. While his mind recalls the words of his mother earlier.

Flashback an hour ago..

"You know what you're hiding from Mama, Emm.. What is this about your health?" retno guessed.

"Mama always told her doctor's mother that she wanted to go home as soon as possible. But you and the doctor always answered casually. Tell Mama to focus on recovery alone.no need to rush home, he said. What happened to Emm? Please tell Mama.." look at Retno while pleading.

"That's the.. "

Emma had trouble answering her mother's questions. Her mind is tangled by anxiety to say her true condition or not.

"Tell me the truth to Mama, Emm. Mama knows there are special conditions that make you want Mama to rest in the hospital for a long time. Though Mama can also be outpatient at home," added Retno further.

"Mom think about the cost of treatment in the hospital, Emm. What are we gonna pay for? Using leaves is impossible. Mama doesn't want your savings to run out just for.."

Emma hastily cuts off Retno's remarks.

"Ma.. Don't worry about Emma. Emma sincerely saving Emma for Mama treatment. What's important is that Emma can be healthy again. So we'll be home soon. If Mama is healthy, right, Emma also feels calm so her." said Emma conveyed her heart.

"But Emm. You still have other needs that you need to think about" Retno argued back.

"What needs, Ma? Emma people are still unemployed gini, so there is nothing that Emma needs to think about other than Mama, Mama, and Mama aja," said Emma while struggling in the hands of Retno.

"Husy. invited to talk seriously really even ngajak becanda only anyway, Emm!" Tegur Retno to Emma.

Even so, a smile appeared on Retno's face that still looked pale.

"Who said Emma wasn't serious? Emma's people are serious koo, Ma! For Emma, Mama is number one that there are no two of her in this world! So please, Mama's focus is on your health first yes. Money business, let Emma think. Okay?"

"Hhh.. " Retno took a deep breath.

The face of the princess was fixed. How worry filled the middle-aged woman's mind.

Her one-on-one worries in her short life. It's about her one-on-one daughter. Emma.

Retno really hopes that Emma can soon find her life companion. A good man like Emma's late father, Kimanto.

'If only Kang Mas were still alive.' Lirih Retno chanted her deepest hope in the heart.

"Yes already. It's up to you, Emm. But Mama wants to ask you one more time, Emm. Did the Doctor say there are other conditions that require you to be hospitalized for a long time? Answer honestly, Emm.. Mama is ready to hear her," asked Retno with a firm look.

Emma blinked a few times.

Not yet had his mouth told the truth, without the girl realizing his tears were even smashing.

"Sorry! Sorry Emma, Ma! Ma.eyes Emma flickering.. Emma.. wash your eyes first! A minute!"

Emma's hurry out of the room. Demi could hide the sobs that almost slid out of her mouth..

Emma kept running until she got to the hospital park. There, she cried for a long time.

The atmosphere of the garden that night was quite quiet. So not many realize when there is a girl sobbing in front of the hospital park.

Besides, it was nine at night. So most have rested in the hospital room, or even as far as the hospital.

About half an hour later Emma calmed down in front of the park. After crying the girl's feeling was much better.

Emma even had to introspect. He rebuked himself who was acting belligerently in front of the Mama shortly before his.

After thinking through everything, including a job offer from Sofia's mother, Emma finally comes to a decision.

If he would accept the job. That way, Mama can receive the best treatment for her cancer. And Mama can be hospitalized until she is completely cured of her illness.

After establishing her heart, Emma returned to Retno's room on the second floor.

Flashback complete.

Back to this moment.

When Emma returns to Retno's room. Her mother had apparently gone to sleep. Emma looked at the mother's face.

For quite a long time, he pondered many things. Consciously, Emma also invited Retno to talk in a soft voice.

Words that may only be conveyed by the girl only when Retno fell asleep. Because if Retno wakes up, it is likely that Emma will not dare to speak freely like the following.

"Emma I'm sorry, Ma. Maybe later Emma will rarely visit Mama if Emma has entered work again," Emma spoke in a whisper.

"But Emma wants to, Mama keep the spirit to heal. Emma's working again for Mama. Later if Mama is healed, Emma wants us to picnic to the beach, yes, Ma. Let's see the sunset together.." Emma whispered further.

"Eh, but Mama certainly will not want to be invited to see the sunset. About the time it pas maghrib really yes, Ma? There is no Mama focus see sunset and even busy nyari mushola again, later. Ihiwi.." Emma chuckles to herself.

"So much later Emma is also confused. Not so deh see the sunset," added Emma with a thin smile.

"We'll see sun rise, Ma! If sun rise right, later we can pray dawn first. Promise me, Ma?" Whisper Emma monologue.

After conveying her hopes and desires, Emma was silent for a long time. Retno's face in silence. While the fun is back hacking in Emma's heart.

Emma then lay her head near her head. So that he could stare at the old face of Retno for a long time.

"Emma sa..the Mama.." whispered Emma for the last time. Before he fell asleep in the dream world.

...

The next morning, Emma told Retno the truth about her cancer.

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