Dear Adam
Failed Cuek

Time off is still 20 minutes left and 10 minutes ago he was accidentally met with a state of falling with a man he likes, Adam. And here he's stuck with Adam, in the second-floor library.

After accidentally hitting Adam's body and then by reflex holding his hand, Raya follows Adam up to the second floor without being told to go there. He was carrying a betadine and a handiplast from the UKS, after hitting Adam he accidentally saw a scratch on the back of Adam's hand and then ran to the UKS without asking for the man's approval.

"Sister, this is my handiplast and betadine for brother's wound" said Raya who was standing in front of her.

"I'm okay" Adam replied.

"But my brother feels guilty, if I don't fall on Brother Adam, surely the back of my brother's hand is not hurt like this" said Raya sincerely, said, he felt guilty and his guilt must be quickly eliminated in this man.

"It's not your fault" Adam said.

On the second floor of this library there are only a few students who are reading quietly, not too much because the chairs provided also look empty unlike on the first floor. Adam was sitting with a book on the table entitled The History of the Hidden World by Jonathan Black while Raya was sitting not far from Adam just two different benches.

"This is my fault, let me treat my brother's wound first." timpal Raya, who was about to reach Adam's hand suddenly stopped hearing Adam's soft voice.

"I can be alone, Raya."

Raya raised her head from earlier she refrained from looking at Adam's face because she knew the man would also act the same as what he did but the soft voice made He was tempted to look at Adam's handsome face. Adam was also so but their eyes were trapped, Adam could see the clear brown eyeballs if in his dive longer he might be able to know about the feelings of Raya. So also with Raya who initially looked at the beautiful eyes of Adam and then look at his thick eyebrows, to his eyelashes, to his eyelashes, to his pointed nose then down to his pink lips, how handsome Adam in the eyes of the Kingdom.

"Astagfirullah.." said Adam suddenly lowered his head. Seeing the behavior of Adam who immediately beristigfar made Raya feel embarrassed.

"Sorry brother, I accidentally." said Raya said softly, he could not lift his head because now his shame is greater than the desire to see Adam's face again.

"No, I'm the one who's sorry. Excuse me first." said Adam about to go downstairs.

"Sister.wait a minute." said Raya held back Adam's footsteps. Adam turned a glance then looked down again, it could be dangerous if he looked at the woman's face for the second time could-can his orgasm rise.

"What's up?" ask him without further ado.

"This. I was intending to return my sister's book to my sister's class but I paused and found out that I accidentally met my sister here, thank you, brother." said Raya while giving Adam and betadine notebooks also handiplast on top of the book. After Adam received his Kingdom straight away without further ado, he was too embarrassed now to just profit the word 'bull' like the last time it didn't come out of his mouth.

Adam just stared silently at the woman's departure, he also could not say anything because his beautiful face always appeared when the voice of Raya sounded. This is the toughest ordeal for Adam, he can even balk at the cigarettes that his classmates bargained for, or the intoxicating drinks that were once offered to her or also the touch that other women intentionally had on her all she refused firmly and politely but why with that one woman was she unable to refuse her? her answer is certainly only one, she is already in love and this fall in love makes her fret.

On the other hand the Kingdom walked so quickly it was almost like running, its intention coming to the library to borrow a novel but ending up accidentally meeting Adam. In addition to the face of Adam that plastered clear when it was a few minutes ago he left the library.

'I can be so presumptuous! surely Brother Adam is angry.' his inner words.

"Yesterday!!!" yelled Tika who walked closer towards her with an ice cream on her right hand.

"Yahoo!!!!! how about.." shouted back suddenly panic Kingdom, yes he panicked if Adam was angry at him.

"Eehhhh, what's this bestie?" tanya Tika did not understand. Raya immediately pulled his best friend's hand towards the flower garden that is on the border of class 10 with class 11.

"Casual dong Ray...what the hell is panicking so." said Tika after they sat on the chair that has been provided in the flower garden.

"Where is Tika... What if she's angry?" tanya Raya without explaining and make Tika more confused.

"Wait a minute. Try to tell me the complete, if I think I can not give advice." said Tika.

Raya also tells her what just happened to her, how she accidentally hit Adam, how she wants to pay for her guilt, how she wants to pay for it, how he looked at Adam unintentionally and how he felt ashamed and worried that Adam was angry at him. Tika listened calmly to the words of her best friend while eating out her ice cream that was melting.

"Do you know if he's upset or where Ray's not from?" ask Tika.

"My assumption anyway, about her on Sunday yesterday I accidentally eavesdropped on her talk with a woman" replied Raya.

"Sunday? the one you exclaimed?" ask Tika again.

"Yes." replied Raya briefly.

"Emang Brother Adam there is an exkul ya sunday?" continued Tika.

"There! I was also surprised when I saw Brother Adam was in school let alone we are one Tik exkul." said Raya.

"Well! destiny's the name." Tika timpal.

"Keep you late?" ask Tika.

"Well, Tik, 45 minutes late! just got there eehh already in the love of punishment continued his punishment was long ago to skip the time of excul." Raya story considering the events some time ago.

"What is his punishment?" ask Tika who is getting curious.

"Cite the garbage all over the school, tired of knowing! I ran away with two bags full of garbage" said Raya.

"So Brother Adam didn't help?"

"Bantuin, I was told to talk about them as long as I quoted garbage but fortunately Brother Adam loaned me his book to copy. So because of that, I wanted to turn back the book first if long-lasting the same I could-maybe I can not limit my feelings Tik." continued Raya.

"Why are we limiting it?" tika asked, Raya obviously felt like she was being interviewed but if not told her she might be dizzy herself without the advice of others.

"The color when I was eavesdropping on her talk she said if she didn't want to date, she couldn't get back the feelings of the girls who liked her, she said, he has a principle if he likes then he will immediately marry or if he is unable to keep his meetings until he can. From there I realized that there was no hope Tik, now he seemed very focused on learning and did not want to be close to other girls. So I limit my feelings because they will not be reciprocated." explained Raya.

"Ooh continue yesterday afternoon you were silent like a cellphone out of batrai because you limit yourself?"

"Yes because it's also me cueki him." said Raya.

"Ckckl... Not that there is no hope Ray. Listen yes before the yellow janur curved you still have a chance." said Tika tried to calm the feelings of her best friend.

"And you also don't know how Adam's brother feels, maybe yes... maybe he also has the same feelings for you but yes like you say he will not show his feelings because he has not been able to. We have to be positive aboutking with Raya people, if the negative mulu ntar become a burden on the mind." continued Tika.

"Tik Betul but I don't want to hope then he gave up first before fighting." said Raya.

"Back tau Ray, fighting first can only be bright or gas continues." Tika timpal.

"Do you think so?"

"Yes dong, I'm kayaking me to Brother Bara." exclaimed Tika with enthusiasm.

"Yes. yes... yes, it's up to you Tik." said Raya.

"Don't be discouraged dong bestie! I'm sure that Brother Adam will not be angry with you, at most he is afraid that if you stay in love for a long time!" timpal Tika with enthusiasm, his article of friends who cuek duck is really able to attract other men especially if he laughs, laugh, you can see from the love letters and chocolates that keep coming every day in the locker owned by Raya.

The distant Kingdom mind flew over thinking of other things as well as Tika, they sit quietly and enjoy the wind that is not too strong nor too hot until the bell sounds new they move from his seat to class. That's how Adam noticed the two women not far from the bench sitting next to his class, he wanted to thank me for the handiplast and betadine that Raya brought for her but in her undo and re-enter her class.

The next lesson arrived, too, the teachers who had finished the break re-entered the classroom to teach and places other than the classroom that had been crowded became quiet again until the second bell rang again.

Some students who are Muslim and do not menstruate come to the school mosque to perform prayers dzuhur bersama'ah as well as Tika and Raya who walk together. Every dzuhur school mosque they always crowded, always crowded, maybe as many as 3 times their shlat in imami different people because the vast mosque can not accommodate all their students who are Muslim then it is made 3 kloter. Well it just so happens Raya and Tika just came to the mosque and can kloter 1 whose prayers will be led by their Islamic religious teacher, Pak Ali.

Raya and Tika who had brought the face of the house directly took the second shaf at the left side of the entrance and exit of her male while the entrance and exit of her woman was from the right but only that line was empty so they took it before they took another. Actually in this mosque is provided 20 mucenah with the same color that is white but it would be better if bring the face of each other besides maintaining cleanliness is also not mixed with the sweat of the schoolgirls who others are also sometimes irresponsible like dirty or smelly.

Prayer dzuhur bersama'ah will be started and Pak Ali asked one of his male students for iqomah, Adam also raised his hand to propose himself and Pak Ali invited him. With the loudspeaker that has been provided Raya can know who is the voice of who is the iqomah, her chest immediately beats.

"Allahuakbar!!!". said Mr. Ali leading the prayer. All who participated in the prayer followed him fervently until the completion of the prayer after that only they could disperse for lunch.

Simultaneously Raya and Tika folded their mukena into the tote bag that Tika carried and pulled over from the shaf of prayer. Raya walked towards the terrace without looking right and left, her stomach now feels very hungry let alone the sandwich that was made was already exhausted. Because he did not see the right and left Kingdom did not realize that there was a man who was sitting waiting for his best friend and when Raya sat next to him he was shocked while the woman was cute just.

'Raya.' Adam's mind.

Adam noticed the Kingdom from the side, the woman did not even turn her head in his direction or maybe she had many thoughts so was unaware of her existence beside her self?

Actually the Kingdom is very very very cool around him, he said, since he wanted to come out earlier he knew that on the terrace would be many people and anyway he did not question who was next to him but when a hand patted his shoulder and gave a signal to look to the new left he was blistered kbl, very surprised lohhh!

Raya shows her face that is shocked by the presence of Adam at her side but when Adam saw the shocked face Raya he immediately turned his gaze and did not turn his head again towards the woman but in the in his heart he said something else.

'It turns out his startled face can be as funny as that huh.' softened Adam's mind.

Tika who just followed Raya to the terrace after from the bathroom immediately whispered which made the feeling of Raya become geer.

"Ray PPSsttt! do you know if Adam's sister is thinking you're a bit old?" whispered Tika.

"I don't know, I'm surprised that Brother Adam is beside me." Raya also whispered. Although they were limited to a small pole in the middle of the Kingdom and Adam sat down but for the Kingdom it was very close to the weigh in the library earlier.

"Or don't I say it's true? she has the same taste as you Ray?" whispered Tika again just put on her socks while Raya just finished.

"Aahh can't be Tik, ngaco you." said Raya and heard by Adam who was talking to Malik.

"Loh Ray is playing away anyway! wait tau!!" tika shouted that made almost all eyes on the terrace look towards her while Adam just stared straight at the direction the Kingdom was going.

'What's wrong with her?' ask Adam.

Tika ran quickly following Raya which leads to the cafeteria, 'really that child play live only.' said Inner Tika.

Arriving at the canteen Raya only ordered 3 skewers of chicken and 2 ketupat for her lunch also with a glass of iced tea sweet while Tika who just followed her ordered a chicken soup with rice and also his drink of ice lemonade then waiting at the end table leads to the field.

So also with Adam and Malik who just arrived at the cafeteria all tables full even one table was composed of 6 benches that were circular only at the Great table only whose stool consisted of two the bench, seeing the opportunity to sit that still there Malik immediately told Adam to sit there.

"Dam, there are still two people" pointed Malik towards the table Raya and Tika.

"Aahh other place is Lik." said Adam, Adam did not want to disturb the two of them, especially Raya.

"Eehh why? my stomach has been rumbling so much Dam can not be delayed, yok hunted before taken people." said Malik who walked first, then, Adam had no choice but to follow his best friend's footsteps because his stomach also sounded.

"Assalamualaikum" they said simultaneously.

"Walaikumsalam." replied Raya and Tika who were also together.

'Oh, Brother Adam? what's up, huh?' tanya batin Raya's.

"Oh yes brother, why brother?" ask Tika.

"Well good, we want to eat at your table because the other table is already on to the contents of it all, can we not follow the meal here?" ask Malik politely.

"Oh yes brother may, may." said Tika who immediately glanced towards Raya while Malik directly sat in an empty chair.

Looking at Adam who also wanted to sit down but beside the seat of the Kingdom there was an empty he seemed hesitant to sit right beside the Kingdom, of course Raya understood Adam's hesitant body language and then moved to Tika's side.

"Come brother, please sit down." said Raya kindly.

The two of them immediately sat quietly while waiting for their food in between as well as Raya and Tika but in the chest of Raya now completely pounding her chapter their position sat like they were going to double date! So Raya and Tika sat side by side as well as Adam and Malik but the problem in front of Raya there is Adam and it makes Raya reluctant to look ahead because suddenly the events in the library made her think back. Raya suddenly shook her head which made the attention of Adam and Malik interested.

"Why deck?" ask Malik.

"Aahh it's okay, brother." said Raya awkwardly and Malik just ooh ria.

"Oh yes we have not been on acquaintances, greetings know yes my name is Malik from class 11 IPA 2" said Malik.

"I'm Tika's brother from class 10 IPA 3." replied Tika.

"I am from the same class" continued Raya.

"Dam, you again." Malik nudged his arm.

"I'm Adam from 11th grade IPA 2" Adam said.

"Yes, sister, we know hehe." replied Tika while chuckling.

"You guys know? no wonder Adam is famous because he is a school idol" said Malik.

"Become brother, his tips dong Kak Adam to be famous." said Tika with a joking tone, his intention was that but Adam was wrong to catch and instead spoke seriously.

"If you want to be famous must be diligent school, want to learn, ask a lot, develop yourself by participating in the race, win the famous new race." adam replied seriously and the situation suddenly became very awkward.

"Hahahaha you are Dam seriously very answered" said Malik with his laughter, he deliberately let the atmosphere is not awkward anymore.

"I answered as he asked Lik." said Adam still seriously.

"She was intent on joking, Dam." whispered Malik while Tika felt bad about the suddenly awkward situation.

"It turns out that Brother Adam is a serious type." said Raya, since hearing the answer of the man in front of her makes her steady think that Adam is one of the smart and talented students not only from his looks.

"Huhh?? what's Ray?" tanya Tika who suddenly parrots but only responded to a smile by Raya.

"I am indeed a serious person." replied Adam, Raya just nodded and understood while Tika and Malik were just astonished to see the two of them.

"Excuse me.. This is the neng food" said the seller whose food Raya and Tika message.

"Thank you bude." said Raya and Tika simultaneously, shortly from the food that was ordered by two women, the order belonging to Adam and Malik came.

"Waahhh I'm very laper" said Malik who almost dabbled with food in front of him.

"Lik, read the prayer first." remember Adam and then lead the prayer for the three of them.

^^^"اللَّهُمَّ بارِكْ لَنا فِيما رَزَقْتَنا وَقِنا عَذَابَ النَّارِ"^^^

"Aamiin.." said the four of them and continued eating quietly.

The beginning was so but two people suddenly came to interrupt and joined, too, exactly three bribes Raya spooned satay into his mouth that's when Alesha and Bara who did not get to the place came to their table.

"Eehhh Adam is here?" alesha asked, actually from earlier she had seen the man in the cafeteria but she did not expect that Adam was a table with Raya, of course it made her jealous and then stepped towards Adam leaving Dara who had vacated the seat for her.

"Yes, are your tumbens here?" it was Bara's turn to ask because he felt foreign especially to Adam who wanted to sit at a table with other women besides Alesha.

"Eehhh Alesha, Bang Bara." said Malik stopped his meal.

"The other table is on the rame bang, this is the same table as Tika just two ya numpang for a while" replied Malik.

"Oohh that is. yes again on the real rame, nimbrung follow deck yes." said Bara on Raya and Tika.

"Yes bang please, Brother Alesha also please." Raya told the two of them. Alesha sat directly in the midst of Adam and Raya while Bara sat in the middle of Malik and Tika.

"Hmmmm so delicious chicken penyetnya Ray, sambelnya really collect!" said Tika on the sidelines eating her.

"Yes good Tik, slow down then ntar choked." Raya remembers seeing her friends eating with enthusiasm.

"Listen to Lik, slow down." said Adam who made Alesha quite dumbfounded.

'Tumben once Adam spoke on the sidelines of his meal especially because of the words of this woman.' said inner Alesha.

The Kingdom that felt Adam agreeing to his words made her feel happy, she even smiled faintly while eating together with them.

"What lessons have you learned?" tanya Bara who almost bathed her food.

"Indonesian kak." said Tika.

"Yes, Miss Tina?" asked Bara again and answered the nod Raya also Tika together.

"The spirit of the deck, Bu Tina is notoriously fierce" said Bara spoilerkan first before they entered the class.

"Eehhh yes brother? waduh." said spontaneous Raya that caught Adam's attention.

"Revidently, my brother was once in the law once out it was kapok because it was really fierce." continued Bara who had spent his food.

"Duh how Ray.." Tika told her best friend.

"Yes how do dong, we can not choose the teacher" said Raya eat meat sataynya.

"You're so relaxed." Tika's great-grandson.

"Liet? oh no bestie.." said Raya by imitating Tika's voice and bringing laughter Malik.

"Hahaahhaah....."

"You can be funny too, deck." said Malik, Adam also agreed with the words of his best friend. Hearing Raya imitating the voices of others sounded funny in Adam's ears and also made him smile.

"Aahh yes, brother? hehehe thanks brother." said Raya was embarrassed but also happy let alone see the smile of Adam who just appeared.

Alesha who had been quiet and listened to their chat until she saw Adam who was easy to smile because the woman was making him hot, she felt disliked.

"Adam.." said Alesha in a soft voice. Both Raya, Tika, Bara and Malik immediately turned their heads when they heard the unusual voice of Alesha but Adam did not immediately turn his head like the others.

"What's up, Sha?" ask her with a single glance and then continue eating her.

"Will be home from school teaching me chemistry with Physics dong, Dam. There are some that I don't understand." said Alesha, stirring her meatballs.

"Who are your classmates who don't want to help you?" adam asked without looking in his direction.

"Nothing, they immediately give the answer I don't want to cheat then ask for your help" said Alesha.

"Yes, I helped." said Adam.

"Yeeyyyy cool tonight I go to the cafe yaa." said Alesha with a feeling of pleasure while Adam just nodded.

Yep, the chat only belongs to the two of them even Raya just silently heard Alesha who said softly while Adam agreed to his request, they were also seen in the presence of the Kingdom so very familiar so if the Kingdom suspected there was something strange between them it was not a wrong thing right? But. some time ago Adam balked at the invitation of courtship and the declaration of love of other women, the heart of Raya was worried.

Furthermore, they eat food quietly without chat as if struggling with their respective minds including Adam and Raya until the bell rings indicating the last lesson will be started.

According to what Bara said earlier in the cafeteria that Bu Tina was famous because it was fiercely true, indeed, new also first entered in class 10 IPA 3 has made tense classroom atmosphere. Bu Tina did not say a single word until 20 minutes passed, he just kept quiet and looked at his students or one by one to remember clearly what the new students will be taught after that he taught normally.

"Okay children all, for your first assignment you ask each of you you must interview at least one student who excels at this school in addition to his interview photo. I want you all to interview them with questions that are weighty and useful for you later, this task will be collected no later than Tuesday so you have a long time. And remember one thing, though, who does not do this task or copy his friends will give the mother a sentence for one week is not allowed to enter when mother teaching is also considered absent without clarity in the mother's absence book. So you have to be careful and do this task carefully and responsibly yes children." said Ms. Tina before leaving the room.

"Both bukk.."answer simultaneously the students of class 10 IPA 3 new Bu Tina out and the classroom atmosphere became normal again.

"Crazy Ray. ferociously did mother that." said Tika who had earlier held back her fart.

"Trrrrruurrrrttttt.." farting sounds rang out around them.

"Whose fart is it??" ask the student who sat in front of Tika.

"Iihhh stinks of her fart.." said the one behind Tika.

"Sir, can't it fart you?" tanya Raya does not believe.

"That's Tika!!! you farted huh?" accuse the other and the master of farting just crybaby feeling shameless.

"Sorry friends. because of Bu Tina, I have farts so tense hehehehe."

"Ihhh Tika ihhh.." said Raya who gawked away just like that.

Raya left Tika behind her, he thinks who are the students who excel in this school but if he can he must get one and not the same as the others so that his value is a plus from the fierce Bu Tina but who? Raya unthinkable one person is Adam but if Adam feels heavy, heavy in his heart especially if the interview alone that certainly makes the chest of Raya will continue to be restless during the interview session.

'No, no, Brother Adam. If Brother Adam I guarantee myself I will not focus.' said Inner Kingdom.

"Great Spirit!!!" he shouted in the middle of the school field.