Dear Nolan
Go away

Nolan paced around in his room, he was not calm right now. He called Nesya dozens of times but there was no answer. Especially returning the message. He thinks positively maybe Nesya has slept. But he doesn't usually sleep without sending a message. Maybe he was exhausted and forgot to send a message. Nolan tried to convince himself.

He went to bed and tried to close his eyes. He pulled the blanket up to his chest trying not to panic. Already trying to close his eyes, still he went back and forth checking his phone. Nolan sees his phone more often than usual. No, not a single message came from Neshya. Neither message has been read.

Where are you Nes? Why don't you call me before you go to bed.

He tried to think positively, but still he could not calm down before hearing Nesya's voice. He doesn't usually sleep fast after his internship. He usually writes during his time in the hospital before going to bed.

Nolan was still trying to close his eyes and hoped the morning would come soon so that he would quickly meet Nesya. This time his eyes were closed, but his heart was not.

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In a different place, Nesya had already lost her way. He does not know where to find the truth about himself after knowing everything. There's no way he's going to Adrian's house, it must be that his mother found him very easily.

Nesya turned the wheel towards the orphanage where she came from. Exactly where her birth mother left her. Nesya continued to wipe away her tears that did not stop dripping. He tried to look at the road calmly even though his mind was dark.

Nesya's car broke into the courtyard of the parlour on this very late night. Nesya got out of the car with her condition that was not like what now, because she did not stop crying since reading the birth certificate.

Tok .. tok .. tok Nesya knocked on the door of the room of Bu Tari's house.

Nesya kept knocking on the door no matter what was last night now. In Nesya's mind right now, she just wanted to know the truth of her mother.

Miss Tari with a half-sleepy state appeared from the door. He tries to realize that Nesya is coming to his house.

"Billa .. why were we here last night." Bu Tari looked surprised to see the arrival of Nesya this late. Moreover, the condition looks very lethargic and sad, unlike Nesya who is known.

"Let's go to Billa," Bu Tari embraced Nesya who was just pecking to invite him into her house.

The two sat on the sofa, Nesya still did not stop crying. This made Bu Tari even more worried to see the state of Nesya.

"Billa, why did you come here last night, why are you like this, son" Ms. Tari wiped away Nesya's tears.

Nesya just kept silent yet gave an answer.

"Son, what's the matter. Same story mom." Bu Tari tried again to talk to Nesya.

Nesya looked at Ms. Tari. "Bu Dance. Is it true, Miss Serena, my real mother.

"Nobody can cover up anymore, son. Yes son, Serena's mother is your birth mother who left you to mother Twenty-one years ago."

Nesya's heart is like in sayat. He never felt the pain he was in now. In his mind Nesya could only think, how could there be such a mother. How can a mother leave her child to someone else. Does such a person still deserve to be called mother.

Nesya cried as she pleased with the tightness she felt in her chest at this moment. Bu Tari grabbed Nesya's body, hugging her trying to calm her down. Bu Tari has indeed considered Nesya as his own biological child.

"Billa, everyone has a past. Ma'am Serena must have had a reason to leave you here."

Nesya even more quickly crying in the arms of Bu Tari heard his speech.

"Whatever the reason, what kind of mother could leave her child Mom. Is there such a good mother."

Nesya was still unable to think clearly the feeling of pain still enveloped her heart and mind.

"Billa believes in mom. No mother in this world wants to abandon her child. All mothers want the best for their children. So did Serena's mother." Bu Tari was still trying to give Nesya some understanding.

"Either Miss Tari, still her actions are difficult to accept and forgive."

"Billa, it's night. You better sleep and rest. Tomorrow I'll tell you the same story, how you got here." Ms. Tari again wiped away Nesya's tears.

Nesya just nodded, she was quite self-conscious already disturbing the calmness of people these nights.

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TBC.....