Dear Nolan
Go home

Nesya was still lowered, trying to digest all the shocking facts about her that she knew today.

"Sister, give me time. Can you leave me alone." Nesya finally made a sound.

Bu Tari stood, followed by Adrian tailing behind Bu Tari. They realize they need time alone right now. Nolan was about to get up but Nesya grabbed his hand until he stopped.

"Bang No can stay for a while" said Nesya.

Nolan sat down in front of Nesha. He wiped away the tears of Nesya that came out.

"Dear, you don't cry anymore." Nolan wiped away the circle that did not stop dripping from Nesya's eyes.

"Bang No now knows for himself. What about my past" said Nesya.

"Keep what with your past Nes" replied Nesya.

"What Bang No does not think, we just end this bang No, I am just an illegitimate child born from an extramarital relationship." Nesya returned as a hiccup, unable to hold back her tears.

"There's no such thing as Nes' bastard son. The haram, the deed of the depraved." Nolan said softly trying to strengthen Nesya.

"Wouldn't this be a shame for Bang No later."

"You're a Nes diamond, stupid if you think I'm going to back out just because I know your past."

"I'm just scared, what I dream of is ruined" Nesya said.

"That doesn't change my feelings for you Nes. The fact is you're a kid who doesn't change anything. You remain Nesya, the woman I want to accompany my days later."

Nesya could slightly pull her lips blushed.

"Didh ... gombal." Nesya pushed Nolan's body. Nesya felt that there was a bit of water in the midst of the flames of anger within her.

Nolan could breathe a sigh of relief just seeing Nesya return to her soul.

"Nes, you're the most amazing woman I've ever met, only you can make me this calm. It was your smile that I wanted to see every night. Not just me, everyone who knows you, must know you are an extraordinary person. Bringing joy to everyone."

"What do I need to do now." Nesya cried again remembering her mother.

"Nes said Mr. Adrian right, everyone has a dark side in his past. You better go home and try to accept the God-ordained destiny line."

"Either Bang No, whatever the reason I still can't take it all."

"Nesya, you and Aunt Seren are both women. You certainly know what it feels like if you are in the position of aunt Seren. Again, Aunt Seren must have regretted everything and want to improve again with you."

"Bang No, what about Bang No's family."

When conditions like this, Nesya only feels comfortable when talking to her lover.

"Thank you Bang No, always there for me" said Nesya.

Nolan smiled and held both of Nesya's hands. He also felt pain when he saw Nesyanya who was crying like that. Is this what he calls loving? If it was, Nolan was really at the level of high love with Nesya at the moment.

"Mis ...." Adrian suddenly entered the living room. Nolan and Nesya let go of the handrails and their eyes turned towards Adrian.

"Father the phone, he said Seren fainted. Please Nes we go home, don't punish Seren again by feeling more guilty."

There was a bit of panic in Nesya's heart, but she was still reluctant to meet her mother. Nesya just kept silent and gave no answer.

Adrian approached Nesya and held her arms together.

"Nes, Seren once said to me. One of the most regrettable things in her life, when she left you in this home. Her life is filled with fear, you'll hate her after you know the truth."

Nesya returned to squash clear water from the end of her eyes.

"One more Nes he told me, the happiest thing in Seren's life. When you first call her Mother" insisted Adrian.

Nesya became weakened, the memory of her friendship with her biological mother twisted in her head. Unfortunately, both of his adoptive parents used to love him as much as their own children.

Nesya breathed in his rough breath. "Yes, sister, we go home and see the state of Mother."

Adrian hugged Nesya hearing her words. He is relieved now, maybe Nesya began to think mature and accept all the facts about him.

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TBC....