Deepest Love
There is but nothing

Cring Cring (sound ).

I heard a loud roar over the nightstand, with my eyes closed, I palpated and immediately I turned the alarm off. With heavy steps, I entered the bathroom. After finishing with the morning ritual, I hurried to wear a white ash ash uniform that would soon become a memento. After I finished hurrying down to breakfast. There you see Papa (Adrianto ) Mother (Maya Nuryana) and my sister (Alya Noviana) enjoying their breakfast.

''Morning!"

They didn't respond to my greeting. Cold with no expression, the face that Papa always showed me. I don't know if Papa hates me or not, but for sure, he thinks of me as the reason the woman he loved died. Yes, Mama (Rianti Asih ) died from giving birth to me.

And Mother, the gift I gave to Papa's second wife. Mom and Dad got married when she was 5 months pregnant. Said Bi Asih, the maid who had worked with Papa's family from before he got married. He said, Grandma (Papa's Mother) did not approve of their relationship because Mama was from an orphanage and no one knew the origin of Mama.

But Papa and Mama's love is huge, and they decide to get married secretly. When Mama was pregnant, Papa decided to tell Grandma. And as a result Grandma was furious, and she was forced to accept Mama living in this house.

At that time, Papa suddenly came home with the status of a man who married two women. Permission to go out of town for business reasons, but instead bring a new wife home.

''I had to love, if I didn't marry her, Mama threatened to kill herself,''

The reason at that time. By force, Mama accepted the polygamy. The hope is that by accepting Mother Maya, Grandma will also accept it, but that is a big mistake. Grandma even more so-so torturing Mama, and helped by her beloved tattoo.

It was hit and destroyed physically and physically, making Mama bleeding and had to give birth at the age of nine months.

Because of the heavy bleeding, Mama finally could not be saved. Not pitying me, Papa blames me for Mama's death. If I can hope, I also want Mama to live.

Back to now.

My mother and sister, I'm more precisely my half-sister. They don't like me very much, a thousand ways they've done it to get me out of this house, but they all failed because Papa always kept me from leaving. Therefore, I did not know Papa hated me or accepted me, but for sure, he was always indifferent to me.

I finished my breakfast quickly, it was not good to see the look on their faces. When I finished, I hurried to get my bag and say goodbye to them.

''I'll go first,''

The last meal, finished the earliest. I did it so I wouldn't see their faces for too long.

I drove the bike that Papa had just given me on my 18th birthday. Why I bought a motorcycle, so as not to bother, he said.

However, For some reason that little thing could make Alya feel envious and unfair! He immediately whined to Papa to buy a car. And a few hours later, the new car was parked beautifully in the yard of the house, along with the driver.

Envied! Yes, I envy Alya. He still has a mother and Papa loves him very much. Aish, this has become my destiny and inevitably I have to accept it.

I took out my motorcycle, eroding the distance between me and the school building. Arriving at the parking lot, I parked my bike neatly there. I hurried to walk into the school.

''Hi Kira!''

My dear friend to my best friend, he is the only one who wants to be friends with me. Not because I'm cute or anything, I used to be a prima donna here, not only do I look beautiful and sweet, but my otaku is also quite smart. But since Alya went to school here, many of my friends have stayed away from me. He was always making fun of me and always spreading slander about me. Huft, let. Kira is always there for me, so I don't really care about that.

BTW Alya is still class X and I am class XII.

Tring.

The sound of the bell coming in has rung, rushing me and Kira sitting on our bench. The teacher began to explain the matter. I don't think the bell from school has rung.

''Children, soon the National Examination. I hope you study hard and hard. For a while reduce the need, focus first for the National Examination,''

''Yes Sir,''

''Thank you, Sir!''

After school, Kira and I stopped by our regular cafe to discuss the National Examination.

''Hello Bang Mul,''

I said to Bang Mulya, Kira and I always called her Bang Mul, not because of anything, just that we wanted to look different.

''Eh bocil twins. Bang Mul-liat you guys are getting more beautiful!''

Bang Mul always called us twins because Kira and I were always together. The age of Bang Mul itself is still 25 years old, tanned with a sweet face typical of eastern Indonesians. His muscular body matched with his height made many women fall in love with him.

''Yes dong, we are getting more beautiful. If it gets older, it's Bang Mul!''

Bang Mul's eyes immediately glared, after hearing Kira's words. They never get along, there are insults that come out of their mouths every time they meet. But they know, the insults are just jokes between good friends.

''Don't fight mulu, ntar be your soul mate!''

My spell every time they fight.

''Bang Mul, pesen as usual, later in the anter to an ordinary place huh?''

''Every Shofi. Bang Mul's future wife,''

''Hi, unclean!''

Kira said every time Bang Mul teased me.

I pulled Kira's hand towards our special place. We made a special place in this cafe, located in this cafe rooftop.

Shortly after, our order arrived.

''Fi, what are your next plans?''

''I'm the one with the intention, want private lessons, Ki. You know, if I'm weak in math. For now, I will focus more on that si,''

''Um no, you should be tutoring outside. If at home, I'm sure your mother and step-sister will definitely make things so that your learning is interrupted!''

True as Kira said, they will definitely bother me.

''Let them disturb me, I will keep my focus on learning and proving that I can!'' I said with certainty.

''It's your decision, I support it. If you're cool, I'm also cool,''

''Thank you Ki, you are always there and always support me,''

''Gapain said thanks, we're friends,''

Guess the most valuable person in my life, I'm so lucky to be his best friend.