Deepest Love
Part 7's

Today is the last day Mr. Faiz taught me, because the National Examination will be held next week. For this special edition, Mr. Faiz did not explain about learning materials in school but learning about life. Which of the problems in the material of life, is much more difficult and complicated than the general material taught during school.

"Shofia, after you have received your graduation certificate, you have officially entered the school of life, which at this school you will find new materials, new questions, new teachers, new teachers, new experiences and many more things you will encounter. In this school, whatever decisions you make will have an impact on your future and even on others. So, every time you decide everything you have to think about the risks and the effects. Shofi, be a good person, a useful person to others, help people in distress, because everything we do will have a reason,"

"In addition to teaching, you can also motivate people. Wih, great,''

"Damma,"

"Yes, Mr. Faiz, kidding. Shofi will always remember the advice of Mr. Faiz, Shofi will always be careful in deciding something. Emm and well, Shofi would like to thank Mr. Faiz for teaching Shofi so well and thank you so much for being a good teacher to Shofi. Shofi also apologized to you, maybe consciously or unconsciously Shofi hurt Mr. Faiz, Shofi apologized, Shofi apologized,''

I said that sentence sincerely, and it seemed that Mr. Faiz was a little moved, maybe he did not expect someone like me to be able to say that beautifully. Mr. Faiz just fell silent and smiled at me without saying a word. I was surprised, was my words so beautiful that Mr. Faiz was out of words?.

"It's really new, sir, to hear Shofi's words just now, so that Mr Faiz can't say anything?"

Soon Mr. Faiz ruffled my hair. I wonder why he likes to mess up people's hair. Em or is that his habit? But if it is, the habit must be quickly changed. Imagine if Mr. Faiz did that to a bald man. 'That's the fall of the open scramble again but caress and maybe the person will be offended.

"If you ever need my help, you can call me right away,"

"whatever?"

"Yes, if I can help, I'll help,"

"Em if Shofi needs your help to suck WC, you want this?"

"Yes, would,"

"Haha, kidding sir. Don't forget to doain Shofi so that Shofi can get a satisfactory value, thank you-gratitude dapet rank,"

"That's sure! And not just Shofi but all the disciples of the Father,''

******

Today is graduation announcement day, all parents are expected to be present at the agenda of this meeting. Since I am a special child of a special family as well, my name is mentioned in the last order. Not because of anything, it's just that every parent meeting or the distribution of the results of the semester exam, my representative did come the last, it was not Papa who came but Bi Imah.

Bi Imah has arrived at home, he came quickly and came with a happy face.

"Money!"

''Where's Bi, I graduated right?"

"Must be Non, and any good news?"

"What Bi?"

"Non Shofi can be ranked 2nd out of all students,"

"Huh, stage 2? Seriously Bi, Auntie didn't lie, did she?"

"Seriously Non, Auntie's not lying,"

I was really in shock and didn't really think I could rank. Aunty gave me a graduation certificate, and I saw my grades were very satisfying. I didn't think I could be that smart.

I ran to my room, I wanted to call Kira and tell her the bombastic news.

"Aaaa Kira's.. there is very, very extraordinary news that will make you think that the earth is flat news that will probably give a little blow to your heart news that might make you believe that in The planet Mars once had life,"

HUH HUFT'S..

My breath was puffing as I continued to speak without stopping.

"Well, get it. So if you say that there should be a comma, don't keep nyerocos,"

"Hehe. I am so excited about this news. Do you want to know what makes me unexpected?"

"What?"

"I got 2nd place in school, Ra. Aaaaaa I'm so cute,"

"I know about it, time,"

"Well, how can you? Do you know from whom? I just found out that's why I'm directly on your phone,"

"Why didn't you tell me the same?"

"Yes intentionally, let's have a surprise. By the way how the reaction of the people of the house, they must be surprised right? Then how do the responses of your beloved Mother and Sister, they must make a drama right?"

"I haven't talked to them yet, and it doesn't matter to them anyway. At most the answer is oh good dong, it's so there's no excitement at all. So I'm kind of lazy to talk to them, yeah at most I just talk to Papa,"

"Yes, I understand. By the way, have you heard Mr Faiz about this? He's a person who has contributed to your current achievements,"

"I'll tell him, but not right now. He must be busy graduating his students,"

"Yes, you really are. Fi was already yes, Mama I called this,"

"Yes, bye,"

"Bye,"

'I threw myself on the bed, looking straight at the ceiling. This heart should feel so happy, but at this moment of emptiness and silence that I feel, I have a family but I like living a kara. Right now maybe my friends are celebrating graduation day with their families, I also want to feel it, but what can be done, God has destined my life like this. I just hope that someday when I get married, I can make a harmonious and happy family.

I don't know when I'm asleep? Tau-tau the sky out there has blackened. Rushing I took a shower, after taking a bath I went downstairs to fill my rumbling stomach. It looks like Mom and Alya are eating at the dinner table, actually I'm not looking to meet them, but worms in the stomach have gnawed at the stomach wall. With an unprepared mind and heart, I walked towards the kitchen. They looked at me like hungry lions, I ignored their gazes, I kept walking.

"Sencik now has graduated, it has not become a burden on others anymore. Means do not ask for more money dong to Papa, is it great to be able to find your own money dong?"

I just kept quiet and didn't comment on Mom's words. After the rice, the side dishes and the water for me to drink had been taken, I walked away leaving them.

"When do you get out of the house? Don't be a burden on others. Self-conscious!"

I continued walking without stopping, I actually did not want to hear let alone enter into the heart of the words spoken from Alya's mouth, but at this time my heart was weak, so any insults they say will make me sad.

Arriving in the room, I no longer need to eat. I stood on the balcony of the room enjoying the wind that hit my body, hoping to bring my sadness to fly away with him.

''One day I will get out of this house, you guys just wait,''

Huh... Huft..

I let out a sense of sadness in my heart, so that the burden on me was not too heavy.

Suddenly I heard my phone call, I thought it was Kira but it was Mr. Faiz who called.

"Hallo, sir,"

"Hallo, Shofia,"

"What's the father of Shofi's phone malem-malem gini?"

"Em, I just want to know how your test results, satisfy no?"

"Yes, satisfying. Shofi ranked 2nd in school,"

"Well, great you. Congratulations well, your parents must be proud of your achievements,"

"Yes, thank you,"

"Where do you want to go to college?"

"Shofi doesn't know, Shofi doesn't want to think about it first,"

"Shofi's got a problem again?"

"No, Shofi's fine,"

"Shofi don't lie! I know you're sad, right?"

"No sir, I don't have to be so happy! Ah Shofi is sleepy. Good night, sir,''

I just decided on a phone call from Mr. Faiz. I really want to be alone, I don't want to be disturbed.

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