Dilemmas
Trying to Understand

Moetia felt her throat suddenly very dry.

Bagas' gaze really gave him goosebumps.

Moetia knew Bagas was now her husband, but it felt very clumsy as Bagas continuously stroked her face to her neck.

Moetia grabbed the hand of Bagas who was walking down her neck.

"Em, Bagas. I'm a little thirsty I'll get some mineral water, do you want it?" moetia asked to distract Bagas.

But it seemed like his efforts were in vain, Bagas still continued to stare at Moetia like a starving wolf looking at a fat sheep in front of him.

Moetia swallowed her hard-earned saliva. Bagas more agile with his hands, this time his left hand began to feel Moetia's stomach.

Moetia felt her heart beating so fast, Moetia closed her eyes as Bagas' hand simultaneously felt Moetia's stomach and neck.

Bagas looked at Moetia's bead face that was starting to meet red. His hands continued to guerrilla in the area of Moetia's neck and face.

So soft, it made Moetia fall asleep. Moetia opened her eyes and rounded her eyes as Bagas' hand entered into the t-shirt Moetia was wearing.

Moetia held Bagas' hand,

"Bagas, I think it's too soon. Can you give me time for this!" pinta Moetia with a parched face.

Bagas smiled then pulled his hand from inside the Moetia T-shirt.

Bagas kissed Moetia's forehead feelingly.

"Well, I'll wait until you're ready!" exciting Bagas.

Moetia breathed a sigh of relief, she rushed to the kitchen then took cold water from the refrigerator.

Moetia drank a lot of water, she felt very thirsty. Her throat felt very dry and Moetia felt the air in her body heat up.

Bagas who came out again approached Moetia and grabbed a bottle of water from her hand.

"I'm thirsty too!" exclaim Bagas then drink the cold water.

Of course, Bagas' body air had also been heating up since earlier.

While drinking the eyes of Bagas can not be separated from his beloved wife.

Moetia was so misbehaved, she stepped her foot out, onto the balcony.

Bagas let out a long sigh, actually right now he really wanted his wife, but he also did not want to force Moetia.

Bagas went back into the room and took the blanket from the top of the bed. She took the blanket out of the balcony and put it on Moetia.

"Thank you!" moetia said while smiling at Bagas.

Bagas smiled and sat down on the long sofa that was there.

"Come on!" said Bagas while laying down and leaning against the sofa handle while straightening his legs.

Moetia looked over, she was confused. What does Bagas mean? she told Moetia to sit down but she did not leave an empty place for her.

Bagas knew Moetia did not understand, Bagas pulled Moetia's hand until it fell on Bagas' body.

"Dude!"moetia protests seek to rise.

But unfortunately Bagas hugged his waist so tightly that Moetia could not escape from Bagas.

"Bagas, it's still afternoon. Don't do this!" moetia again.

Bagas smiled, even grinning,

"So tonight, shall you?" ask Bagas gently.

Moetia clucked irritably, as if she had mispronounced again.

While Moetia was still upset and trying to get up, Bagas instead grabbed Moetia's head and leaned her against her chest.

"That's it, like this, right?" asked Bagas while closing his eyes.

A few minutes they hugged and closed their eyes on the sofa. Striking rain and strong winds make them both more soluble in the atmosphere.

"Dude!" call Moetia slowly.

"Hem" Bagas just cleared his throat and still closed his eyes.

"What should I say to my mom and dad when we get back?" moetia asked very worriedly.

Bagas opened his eyes, he led Moetia to wake up.

Moetia got up following Bagas and they sat down together.

Bagas embraces Moetia approaching him.

"So that's what keeps you from rejecting me?" tanya Bagas then pinched Moetia's nose.

Moetia brushed Bagas' hand away,

"I don't know how to explain it to my father and mother, they must be very disappointed in me Bagas!" moetia.

Moetia stared nanar forward, towards the rain stubs that were still so eager to put each other down.

"They've raised me and taken care of me, they've always met all my needs, they've kept me safe!" without realizing it, Moetia's tears had dripped from the corner of her eyes.

Moetia clasped her hands and cupped her face.

"I've let them down Bagas, how can I hide such a big thing from them! I don't like this! I feel so selfish even to his own two parents!" moetia said spilling all the feelings that were still lingering in her heart.

Bagas was still silent and just looked at Moetia affectionately. He did not want to interrupt Moetia, Bagas wanted Moetia to express all the grievances that disturbed her heart and mind.

While sobbing Moetia still continued to talk.

"Whatever others will say, I don't care. But how can I do this to my mom and dad! they'll really be disappointed in me. I was their only daughter, and I made them sad and disappointed!" moetia said growing sobbing.

Seeing Moetia sobbing, Bagas finally gently stroked Moetia's back.

Moetia wiped her tears and looked at Bagas.

"Say, what should I do? what should I tell my mom and dad if they know I'm married without telling them!" moetia

Bagas nodded in understanding.

"I know you're very angry with me, maybe you're angry with my father too. But you did all this for us. My mother insisted on marrying me to your best friend, and your father was very sympathetic to Reno. Even your matchmaking has begun to be talked about! now I'm asking you? what would you do if I married another woman?" tanya Bagas firmly.

Moetia instantly changed the expression from an annoyed face to a sad one.

"Are you also going to marry someone else?" ask Bagas more firmly.

Moetia quickly shook her head many times.

"Think, if those two things happen will we be happy?" ask Bagas again.

Moetia again shook her head slowly.

"If we're not happy, can we please the people around us, if I marry Manda I'll just torture myself too Manda. Since I will definitely never love her, I don't even want to shake hands with her!" exciting Bagas.

Moetia began to forget her anger and began to listen well to what Bagas said.

"Then you, if you decide not to marry someone else, will you let both of your parents be sad throughout their twilight years? Wouldn't that also torment you and your mother's father? Is that what you want?" tanya Bagas seriously.

Moetia lowered her face, she realized her mistake. What Chairul did was simply to want him and all of her to be happy in the end.

Although for that, there must be a lot of misunderstandings that they have to clear up.

Bagas grabbed Moetia's chin to look at her face.

"Don't think about it again yeah, I'll explain it to them later. I'll come to them and admit everything, that I love their very sweet daughter very much and her face is very easy to blush this!" said Bagas then pinched Moetia's cheek.

Moetia again brushed off Bagas' hand.

"Bagas, you're a bitch. You pinched my nose, now my cheek. You know not this includes KDRT tofu!" moetia protests.

"What, KDRT?" tanya Bagas could not believe what Moetia said.