Dilemmas
27. Dream (Pov Pandu)

"Papa.. You're mean! I hate you! " Pandu woke up from his sleep. This is beyond his reasoning. The same dream that lasted five years did not stop. Whirring continues.

Dreams that describe him. When at the red light Pandu ride his car engrossed in a phone call with a beautiful woman, seeing her beautiful smile. Soon a minivan stopped between them. The man in black was carrying a firearm. Dor. Dor. Dor.

Three air shots fired as a warning and then pointed at his head and the driver. We as men of self-defense hit a fistful for a moment, I saw two women one was instantly drugged as it came down. And the other one stayed inside with his pale face.

Soon I fell down with a head shot at the driver. The driver who was escorting the two women. The woman screamed hysterically. "Mas Pandu watch out! " I fell down vaguely I saw him coming out and being held captive in the man's arms.

I was knocked half-consciously to see him cry and his voice dimmed as my eyes felt heavy and closed. I woke up in a stranger's room with a doctor who was taking care of me.

Then came two beautiful women who turned out to be sisters, my wife Camelia. Was I really dumped by my family for not blessing us? So far I have not dared to find out.

I just trust him and try to love him. Even though my heart says don't believe what he's doing. The dream kept repeating itself over and over in my head.

It's been six years. Maybe it's time to find out, even if it's too late. It's okay even though it's too late at least I don't give up and regret it later on.

"Why go to this town? Hot and a lot of slums. " Arsha protested Pandu's decision to return to the old house. Camellias? Don't ask her again her heart churns fearing that her secrets of the past will be revealed.

In Singapore I went to the doctor several times without Camelia's knowledge. I don't want him to know what's going to happen to me. I want to know what happened in the past.

The doctor suggested a re-examination of my brain. The doctors concluded that I had short-term amnesia. It means that a few years of memory in my head is gone. So the incident was real? Or just a dream ? I have to find out for myself. The way? Back to my country of birth and my family. Only way.

Camelia's key, I had to persuade her to agree. We have to be together in joy or sorrow that is a wedding promise, right? Cliche but effective.

Every night I woo and indulge with passion love in bed for him to believe in me. Believe that I want to go back just want our little business and family.

He was always content in my love. Convince with all my longing and find out if the dream is real from a piece of my lost memory.See he does not feel suspicious of me.

My son is very spoiled and always relies on others. I want to change his character to become a good personality. Camelia said my mother was Sari Wibisono and my father was Arifin Wibisono.

I have an older sister, she is married to a doctor. I remember him on duty where and again I relied on the memory of arising and drowning. I'll go over and ask more.

I'm starting to doubt you, baby. Sorry, I didn't mean to lie. But you're always blocking me from hanging out with old friends or family.

That beautiful woman in my dream, why did I see you with my sister Arjuna? What's your relationship with her, who's the little boy you're with? Why does he look like Arsha ?

It's the same place we were together, traditional culinary hunting. I took my little family for a walk in the hawker-selling brother. Look at the expressions on the faces of the two who are disgusted and unfriendly.

It's so delicious, old-time legendary food is so delicious. Every time Arsha grumbles at me feed this hawker. As a result he ate and his face was no longer sour.

He likes and likes Arjuna. What's-her-name? Why can't I remember her. O God. I completely forgot, even we are only religious ID cards only.

I steal time down the city streets. Again the reason for looking for a child's school and of course to the hospital to see sister-in-law. I remember Dad and his partner putting the first stone in this hospital. This incident I was a kid.

Along the corridor to the hospital office I memorized. And a few times they looked at me stunned. I think they recognized me because I threw a smile.

That's him there with his partner. "Sister-in-law! " I call him. Braakk. The patient file held by her fell down, strangely her colleague was also stunned motionless just as some people recognized me earlier.

"How are you? " Why I pat her shoulder lightly. "Rideguard". One word he said the next moment he hugged me. " How are you, brother? I'm kangen. " Suru Pandu's.

" Sorry. Only now I'm back. Long story. " I said looking at his face. Her hair is a little white. But his charisma is still visible. He nodded understanding I was giving my phone. In the next second, he typed his number.

"Don't tell anyone. There's something I don't understand. I need help remembering something. What role he has on me. I lost my memory, brother. Please help me. "

"If there's a change, please don't tell them. Until I understand the situation. Enough of you and me. Bring me new and old pictures of our family. Also his name, sorry. I also forgot your name. " Raditya nodded and he smiled between his cries hugging Pandu for a moment.

"I'm going, brother. Please find a children's school that can make me meet the people closest to us. So my arrival didn't make them too surprising. " Pandu lirih said.

"Yes I understand. I'll tell your sister a little bit about you. He must be happy to know you're alive." Raditya.

One day in the clear afternoon weather. Pandu, Camelia and Arsha take a walk in the largest mall in the city. They sit at the biggest sushi restaurant in the city.

On the other hand Arjuna and Andien as well Arya together entered a restaurant, it was the same restaurant that was the place of Pandu, Camelia and Arsha. Andien and Camelia turned their backs while Arjuna, Pandu, Arya and Arsha could look at each other.

Because their distance is not too far away and they can interact. Arjuna who originally had many stories to be silent did not comment much. "Aryan... You're with them? " My mumble smiled happily I saw my sister sitting not far from me.