Dimas Waiting
Wedding Day

Today is Monday, exactly a week, Reza has died.

Since Reza's departure, Dimas has been unsettled. He was always overwhelmed with guilt.

Dimas felt, because of his invitation, Reza died.

Especially with Reza's last message asking her to look after Viola and the baby.

Is Viola pregnant. Why does Reza talk like that. Then Viola's pregnant with Reza's child. But Viola looked ordinary. His stomach is not big, the inner Dimas is in the heart.

A thousand questions came to his mind.

Who am I telling you all this to?

On the mother, or on the nek Sani, or on the Viola, the inner Dimas. His heart is not calm.

While Viola at his house also experienced the same thing.

What about my womb. The longer my stomach gets bigger. Papa mama will definitely be furious for enduring the shame. Especially if they did, the person is dead. Viola's mind with fear.

Since Reza died, Viola's condition has been getting worse. His body was getting thinner due to not appetite and also too much he thought.

Mama Viola was growing suspicious. Every morning, Viola vomits.

One morning her mother went into her room.

"Tok-tok .... Viola!"

With no answer, her mother went into her room.

Turns out Viola was in the bathroom vomiting.

Hearing that his mother was in the room, he quickly came out.

"What's the matter" Viola said in an astonished tone.

"You're why Vi. Mama sees you every morning with nausea. What is Vi? Tell me about it." said the mother firmly because she was getting suspicious.

"Viola is fine." replied Viola bowed down as he did not dare to look at his mama's face.

"Try being honest with mom. Mama never taught you to lie" her mom said.

"Viola didn't lie" Viola said again.

"Don't you lie to Mama Vi!" her mother's voice was getting louder.

Papa Viola, who was enjoying coffee on the terrace, was surprised to hear the voice of his wife. He went inside immediately. As soon as he got to the door, he was shocked to hear the conversation his wife and son had in the room.

"I'm sorry Viola ma, actually Viola is pregnant" Viola said in a stammering voice while crying.

"What ..... Are you pregnant with who Viola is?" her mother said in a voice louder than before.

"Re. za. ma." replied Viola while crying loudly.

Suddenly his papa falls in front of Viola's room door.

Soon Viola and her mama came out of the room and watched as Mr. Rudi was already lying on the floor and unconscious.

Viola was crying because he felt guilty for all his actions.

Then Mama and Viola took Mr. Rudi to the hospital.

Arriving at the hospital, Papa Viola was immediately treated by a doctor. Viola could only cry regretting everything.

The doctor said Rudi had a stroke and a heart attack. It just so happens that papa Viola does have heart disease and high blood pressure.

After her father regained consciousness, Viola walked in and apologized. His papa is like this because of what he did.

Since that incident, papa Viola could not walk at all. Viola felt very guilty.

Rice has become porridge. Like wherever Viola we're angry, it won't come back the way it was.

Now all we need to think about is who can replace Reza. However we have to find a father for the future Viola baby, even if it's a temporary father. Hope papa, if possible the next husband. But if there is none, a temporary husband is also okay.

Those were the words that papa Viola said to his mama.

After papa Viola returned home, they also gathered with the cousin of Mr. Rudi who happened to be his house close to the house of Mr. Rudi.

"What do you think Ded's Viola's problem. How is the way out" said Mr. Rudi asked for the opinion of his cousin's sister after Mr. Rudi told everything.

"If I think we should tell the Reza family. After all, the Reza family should know all this. Because of what Viola contained, Reza's flesh blood." replied Mr. Dedi to his cousin's brother.

"If that is the case, tomorrow you take your sister (meaning Viola's mother) and your wife to the Reza family home" Viola's father told his cousin Dedi's father.

Tomorrow night, Viola's mother and Dedi's father and his wife came. Papa Viola did not come, because he could not walk again after a stroke.

Since Reza died, almost every night Sri mbak slept in the house of Nek Sani. This is all because of the request of Sani's grandmother who felt lonely since the death of her only grandchild.

Immediately mbak Sri made a drink for Nek Sani's guests. Only in his little heart was he wondering. There's a need for Viola's mother to come to Sani's grandmother's house. Kok tumben want to come, usually never come, mbak Sri.

Nek Sani cries after hearing the explanation of Mr. Dedi and mama Viola.

Then Nek Sani asks the Viola family to find a replacement for Reza. Because it is not easy to find a prospective husband even though it is a temporary husband.

After Mr. Dedi and the family came home, Grandpa Sani called mbak Sri who was in the kitchen.

"What's the matter" said Sri mbak to Nek Sani.

Then Nek Sani tells the mbak Sri the intention and purpose of the arrival of the Viola family.

"Mom wants to help you Sri. Dimas replaces Reza to marry Viola. This marriage is also temporary. Just to cover up the shame. After Viola's son was born, they separated.

But if Dimas wants to be Viola's next husband, even better." Nek Sani said to mbak Sri.

His name lives in the village, everything is guarded. A little wrong is the talk of the village people.

Then Sri called her son Dimas.

Nek Sani told Dimas everything. Dimas was surprised, it turned out that Nek Sani's request was the same as Reza's request. Though Dimas had not been able to convey this to Nek Sani or even to his mother.

After Dimas thought for a long time, he made up his mind for Nek Sani.

"Let Dimas replace Reza nek. Dimas promises to be Viola's husband forever. Dimas will also consider Reza's son later, Dimas's son as well" Dimas said with tears as he remembered Reza's message at the end of his life.

Nek Sani then hugged Dimas while crying.

"Thank you, you sacrificed for Reza. Grandma prayer, may love be born between you. May your household rest until your posterity, Aamiin." said Nek Sani in tears.

"Viola did not want to marry Dimas ma. The cause of Reza's accident. If not for being invited by Dimas to leave, Reza would not have died" Viola said in tears.

Viola could only cry. Then she remembered her papa who had been stroke because she heard Viola was pregnant. Forgive Viola pa, because Viola papa is like this, inner Viola in heart.

The wedding day arrived. All the family and neighbors were busy preparing for the wedding reception. Including Adel, Princess and Nisa.

Viola deliberately told everything to his close friend. At first they were very surprised to hear Viola was getting married to Dimas. But once explained, they all understood and understood.

We pray that you can love Dimas as much as you love Reza ya Vi. That is the message of Adel, Princess and Nisa.

"I'm sorry, too, Del, I didn't mean to take Dimas away from you" Viola explained.

"You don't have to apologize to me, you're not wrong Vi. Dimas wants to marry you, because he loves you. So I have to be self-conscious. Love cannot be forced." replied Adel with a smile.

"That's Vi that Adel said, love can not be forced" said the Princess while convincing Viola.

The ijab kabulpun event is about to begin. All the guests have arrived, including the ruler who will marry them.

Then Viola came out of his room accompanied by Adel, Princess and Nisa.

As Viola exited her room, all the guests looked towards Viola. Viola looked very graceful with a dusty pink kebaya like her red face color. Subhanallah is beautiful, inner Dimas in heart.

Then Viola walked over and sat down beside Dimas, without looking at Dimas's face.

The ijab kabul event began.

"Well .. valid" said the penghulu and the invitee present.

Viola could only cry.

What kind of marriage is this. Can I live with Dimas, while he's the cause of Reza's death, Viola's inner self.

Then Dimas put the ring on Viola's ring finger, and vice versa Viola inserted a ring in Dimas sweet finger.

Afterwards, Viola kissed Dimas' hand without seeing him. While Dimas with a slight tremble kissed Viola's forehead.

Viola cried as she hugged her mother.

"Be a good wife dear, do not disappoint Dimas." message his mother while hugging her only child tightly.

Dimas then greeted his father-in-law, who was in a wheelchair because he could no longer walk.

"Dragon Viola yes Dimas, please him" said papa Viola. No water in the corner of his eyes.

Papa is very happy, despite Viola's condition, but there are still those who want to be responsible for their children.

After the ijab kabul event is finished, the next event is the wedding reception.

Then Viola and Dimas sat down at the aisle. They greet every guest who comes. Many guests came so Viola was a little tired.

"You're tired of Vi." said Dimas as he glanced at Viola.

"No." replied Viola briefly.

While in the guarantee they do not speak as a word. Both are silent.

Dimas slightly trembled as the photographer asked Dimas to hug Viola from behind.

"Just relax, don't be too tense. If it's tense, then the picture is not good" said the photographer on Dimas.

Dimas hugged Viola from behind. But as she was about to hold Viola's waist, Nisa suddenly called out from a distance.

"Vi. mesrah is a little bit." said Nisa from a distance.

Eventually Dimas's face met Viola's and they looked at each other. Dimas' heart was pounding as their eyes looked at each other. Then Dimas smiled, while Viola bowed in embarrassment as he almost kissed Dimas.

After the guests had gone home, Viola and Dimas went into the room.

The Viola room is decorated as beautifully as possible. In every corner of the room is given flowers so as to add to the beauty of the room.

When they arrived at the room, they both remained silent. No one dared to start a conversation. After marriage, the two became increasingly foreign.

"You don't shower Vi, if you want to take a shower, take a shower first. Let me be later" said Dimas, starting the conversation.

"I used to" Viola said straight into the bathroom.

After the shower, he realized that he had forgotten to bring clothes to change. His clothes had already been prepared on the tiolet.

A little embarrassed, Viola called out to Dimas from inside the bathroom.

"Mas ... Please get me my clothes on the tiolet instead" said Viola from inside the bathroom.

"Just now" said Dimas while taking Viola's clothes.

"Vi.. This is his clothes" said Dimas as he stood in front of the bedroom door.

"You don't look around" Viola said as he took out half his hand to scoop up his clothes.

After they took a shower, Viola's mom took them to eat.

Viola and Dimas ate at the dinner table.

"This mother was never a bride. If you are a bride, in the room alone is full" said sister Siti maid mama Viola while joking.

"You're Sit, you like to joke. Dimas was so embarrassed by that." said Viola's mama as she glanced at Dimas.

Suddenly Viola felt nauseous and went to the bathroom. Immediately Dimas followed Viola from behind. Dimas also entered the bathroom and stomped on Viola's shoulder as he vomited.

"Let's go to the room" Dimas said as he hugged Viola's shoulder.

Viola was a little embarrassed, because there were some neighbors who were cleaning up at the house Viola saw himself embraced Dimas into the room.

"Mas, I don't get embraced like this, I'm ashamed to be seen by people" Viola said softly.

"You're my wife now, so if you fall for not being held, I'll be blamed" Dimas said while still embracing Viola.

"Now you are sleeping" Dimas said as he enveloped Viola.

"You want me to get a massage, a foot, a hand, or a shoulder" Dimas said.

"Whatever." replied Viola limp.

She immediately took a massage on Viola's legs, then her hands while occasionally looking at Viola's beautiful face. I feel like I'm dreaming. I can room with the person I love the most. Inner Dimas in the liver.

After Viola fell asleep, Dimas searched for pillows and blankets. Then she slept on the ambal near Viola's bed.

Although married, Dimas did not dare to sleep with Viola. He was afraid he could not control himself. What is the name of a normal man will definitely be tempted if beside him there are beautiful women.

While Dimas knows that Viola doesn't love him. Sleeping with someone who doesn't love us is like rape. Let me sleep in the ambal, until Viola truly loves me, the inner Dimas in heart.