Dinner (Crying In Silence)
Dinner 11
Vira came out of the teacher's room after finishing her business, vira walked towards her class in a well-trained way.
“vira, don't force yourself to do your best if you can't then say can't don't torture yourself nak”
“cry if it hurts, don't cry
in silence because crying in silence is more painful and heartbreaking”
His teacher's words were ringing in his mind to make Vira stop his steps when he realized there was someone in front of him.
“jean” said vira with surprise when she found jean in front of her, and jean showed her smile to vira making students/the student who saw jean smiling was envious to see Vira getting a smile from the most wanted school.
“kakak ipa,-”
“vira” cut the vira while sticking the ladder in front of jean, jean who saw the laughing vira made vira confused.
“just relax this time the school belongs to the Arios” family said jean ended with a whispering tone.
“ayo we eat, surely you have not eaten” invite jean while embracing vira, vira see children who look at him sharply make vira release the embrace of jean.
Unwilling to give up following the vira who turned out to be heading to class immediately jean pulled the hand of the vira slowly towards the canteen.
The presence of vira and jean in the canteen made everyone's attention to them make the vira silent and sit down.
“pakde order as usual ya two” shouted jean order his order.
“mysterious woman”call jean makes vira stare at jean with a confused face.
“hay can I join” said someone made vira and jean looked at the person.
“certain” replied jean and allowed yuni to sit next to vira, they chatted and enjoyed each other's meals.
***
“tuan, QX company cooperation with YX company has been implemented according to what you ordered and soon,-”
“sayang” call a woman who just entered make han stare at the woman really himself hate the woman.
“sorry miss can you wait outside” said han made the woman upset, but who would the woman did not care what was said han.
“sayang we eat yuk” said the woman with spoiled han who saw the woman's behavior felt disgusted.
“vina,-”
“I'm busy with many projects that I have to complete today” cut dika make han smile cynically to the woman named vira.
“what projects should you complete ? is it as important as your project so you give me ?” said the woman irritatedly making you look at her sharply.
‘there will be a war’ inner han and leave the workspace in.
***
“vira who did you come home with?” yuni asked the vira who had been silent since then while looking at something that had not been seen.
“mau go home with ?” bargaining juni makes vira reject his offer subtly, yuni understands no need to be forced but juni is worried about leaving vira alone but what his power is will only increase the burden of vira.
“so difficult pathmu vira” said Yuni lirih and look back where the vira stood, Yuni continued her way to the parking lot and into her car left the school yard.
***
“already five hours soreh” lirih vira while looking at the watch clock on his wrist.
“better order ojek online”, “but I don't know her home address how this”
The atmosphere had started to sebih, the sky turned dark, the cold had already enveloped making the vira shiver.
“vira spirit don't be weak” said vira encouraged himself, vira continued walking regardless of his injured and tired legs.
‘I do not know where this’ inner vira, vira is really confused where she goes she has never walked alone she is always accompanied by her personal assistant and her brother.
Vira shed tears remembering her brother back, the throbbing in her chest was getting faster and painful.
“vira, don't force yourself to do your best if you can't then say can't don't torture yourself nak”
“cry if it hurts, don't cry in silence because crying in silence is more painful and heart-wrenching”
Suddenly the speech of his teacher just now flashed in his mind made vira bite her finger and managed to bleed freshly.
‘what should I do ? should I be honest with my feelings ? but what is my reason for saying it ?’
‘leak woman basics’ , ‘tinggal honestly’ the mockery that comes from his heart that makes vira more so-so.
***
“arrgghh ENOUGH VINA !! ENOUGH !!” shouted in frustration that from now on there was no end to the debate between him and his lover.
“should I say that, why don't you just be frank with your family!!!”
“why do you always involve this problem with my family?!” dika kepda vina.
“if you want our relationship at the blessing you should take the heart of my family” said dika and waltzed away leaving vina in his study.
“DIKA !!!” vina shouted calling out to the dika who had disappeared behind the door.
***
‘as I recall han always passing this road when driving me to school’ inward vira while remembering the road to the Missions Arios.
“hay chick” seduces a man who is already drunk according to vira, because vira smells a very pungent alcohol in the smell of vira.
“who are you ?” ask vira while avoiding the hand of the man who tried to touch vira.
“let's have fun” said the man made vira try to run but the man blocked vira's hand.
“PLEASE !” shouting vira but no one tried to approach vira, vira tried to release the check by kicking ****** the man.
Vira managed to make the man grimace immediately vira ran fiercely in any direction until the arrival of vira in the middle of the forest.
Vira stopped her running when she was
feeling safe, vira circulated her dark and silent gaze that the current vira felt.
Vira continues his path with a fickle hand looking for a way to get himself out of this forest.
“auh” ringis vira when a wooden twig scratches back the wound vira has not healed. Vira kept walking to endure the pain, but what happened to Vira tripping over wood made vira fall.
“ah sick” weeping vira broke when her palm was stuck in glass.
Flashback
“sick sister” cries of a girl broke.
“sad this is just a small wound” said the young man while mengekinkan his sister.
“but the glass is evil” said the girl made the sister laugh.
“the nuts are evil just that this naughty brother's sister is not careful” ridicule the young man called the brother.
Flashback Off
“kakak akih” weeping vira again broke when recalling memories with her brother.
Vira wiped her tears, got up to continue her steps by forcing her blood-soaked legs.
Vira saw the light from the other direction makes vira bingug come to the light or hide.
Without thinking long vira approached the light in a way to settle.
Vira had to endure the pain in his wound and his hand was scratched by the sharp grass.
Vira was already close to that light and saw two people dressed in black, the legs of the vira shaking to continue its journey.
His body had been squeezed, his throat was already dry vira decided to run back until vira saw the light approaching him.
“aaaa” shouted vira stopped when she found a car in front of her, vira confused.
“hey have you lost your mind why you stand there” the young man's lecture made vira's body tremble in fear.
“don't approach !” vira said
“hey you,-” call the young man while pulling vira's hand.
“don't I beg you, I beg” cry vira unstoppable when feel his tenganya in pull
“this brother-in-law I jean” said jean calms vira, hearing that vira sat down while hiccups due to the cries of her fear that struck.
Suddenly jean carrying vira ala bridal style bring vira into the car, vira did not refuse because his legs were unable to walk again.
***
Vira heard a voice shouting her name from within the mension in a high voice, hearing that vira was listening to her heart
‘maybe they were worried about me for fear that his good name was ruined’ heard the whispers from the heart of vira made the woman mutilate to be put down but not be harried.
“drop me jean !” shouting vira in a cold tone made the person carrying her amazed and lowered the vira as she wanted.
Vira went back into silence and grimaced when she saw blood dripping on the floor making Vira remember her hand that was pierced by glass.
“vira, jeez what happened to you” said a woman made the so-called only smile cynically in silence.
“ina” shouted the woman in front of the vira made the vira again hear the whispers of the wounded heart.
‘martua what the heck, anxiety alone not seen on his face’ -whisper wounded heart.
“iya non, jeez non vira” said the bik ina with a half-dead worried face, making vira happy and thinking how lucky he was still there who wanted to be friends with him and worried about him.
While what is expected to worry about it is not a facial expression of worry but a relaxed face of innocence. So vira laughs at herself ‘this is the fate you chose vira’