Dinner (Crying In Silence)
19 Night Eats
Time passes so quickly without realizing the days are waiting for closer, – days that bring the news of likes and sorrows.
“vira” shouts someone making the owner of the name take his eyes off seeing who called him.
“yuni” says vira slowly while holding back tears that are ready to wait to fall.
“aish finally you enter too, argh after weeks lost” said Yuni with annoyance, the person who had been disturbing his mind finally appeared before him.
“owh what the fuck is” said yuni half-screamed managed to make vira did not understand what his best friend said.
“owww ?” the tone of voice that vira always wanted to avoid, vira looked at Yuni.
‘mata it, what makes it... ha!!’ the inner vira screamed when she found out what was happening.
“apa lo has jebol” said Yuni in a seducing tone, hearing that vira turned her body and continued her path.
“yaaa! you just walk like that means yuni yells already yells make all eyes look at her, yuni neutralizes herself and runs after vira who has walked quite far from her.
“yaaa! wait”
***
“tuan” said someone while giving his head down.
“what news do you get about it?” ask the man without changing his position in the slightest.
“turned vira married not on his will, but on the will of the lord aga” said the spy man.
“during miss vira married miss almost often experience events that make miss silent mmbisu”
“genesis” said the man called the master in a quite mysterious tone.
“iya master of small events that make miss vira remember events after events that make the lady more silent” explained the man's spy.
“why the breng**k man is tormenting you” said the man as he stared at a piece of photo paper.
“your laughter, your once lost joy drowned in the sea of tears. Your tears fill your days and become your meal in the middle of the night”
“be patient, no need to wait a long time I will release you according to my promise to you”
***
A boisterous atmosphere, the echoing title of laughter filled the room. The atmosphere that really missed him, even though he never hung out this atmosphere relieving fatigue when he needed entertainment.
Another thing with the woman sitting next to him at this time who used to be very active suddenly became a woman who was at home with her current activities.
“ayolah yun I was uncomfortable to see like that continue” said vira annoyed to see his best friend was not as usual.
“I just wonder why I can be friends with a mysterious woman like you” Yuni said without taking her eyes off.
“mysterious what ?” ask Vira who felt there was something strange happening with her best friend.
***
‘actually I want you to remain the old Yuni, your behavior makes me take away my inner pain for a moment. But who is the time and situation can not be known even though we know it is not entirely true’
‘kak I miss, I miss your talk I am confused, I am in a dilemma as if time is unfair to me, as if I am just a useless human being who can not do anything for my own desire’
“some time if it is true that I no longer exist, or the possibility of God acting differently I wish you to be found by someone I wish, someone I want to know my heart, he said, my dilemma feeling and my true desire”
“see you, this is my hope”
***
“joe”
“hy vir, what are you doing there ?” ask the man named joe while staring at the place where vira expressed his heart.
“ti.it's okay” replied vira and the man ber o ria.
“owh yes where are you going?” ask joe.
“oh I want to make a pilgrimage to mother's funeral, you want to join ?” bargain joe to the vira and immediately agitates the vira, an answer that makes joe smile.
“ayo” invites joe and vira to follow in the steps of joe who walks towards his mother's funeral.
It does not take long and does not need a long journey of joe and vira to arrive in front of the tomb of IRA SANASTY.
“how dare you lie to me”
DOOR DOOR DOOR
“bik ira”
“n.non t.grow.lah be a good boy”
“vira bik ira is gone for forever”
Shadow after shadow flashed in the mind of the vira and the guilt grew more and more inward, the, until no tears that are not in the hold of escaping just make joe look vira menagis surprised to see a moment that is quite a step to see.
'when you're like this I see you suffering so much, your eyes are filled with the pain you've been enduring. True that said mother all this time you are very Mysterious, you are a woman who cries in silence and let the night be a silent witness to the pain of your heart and mind' inner joe when seeing the vira cry.
***
"thank you for accompanying me on my mother's funeral pilgrimage" joe said, filling up on the silent atmosphere that had occurred since they returned home from the meal.
"i should have said thank you, thanks to you I can finally make a pilgrimage at the resting place of Bik Ira" replied vira while staring at joe who was focusing on driving the car.
"Aren't you hungry? I'm so hungry, don't you want to try the outside food?" Asked Joe who managed to make the vira silent and turned his gaze towards the window.
"Look, I won't tell anyone, anyways this is one of the trusts my mother gave me: to bring yourself to enjoy the outside food, and make you smile" joe said that ended with a stare between himself and vira.