
...I know you never loved me...
After quite a long time to withdraw from school because of the Recovery period today Dipta decided to return to school Already a few days he missed Learning because of his condition is quite alarming Although he always succeeded hiding her pain in front of the girl who looked very worried about her health.
Just today he will carry out the final exam where the happy period in high school will soon end It feels very unfortunate if he misses the Important day Especially considering the time that will not be long time
" Created you don't need to max yourself into school you can take a follow-up exam Kok Mami is afraid you haven't fully Recovered," said Sonya who sat in front of her Son while looking at her son who was enjoying this Morning meal Cuisine that he made himself to please the Son who was once wasted. he wanted to make amends and some days he gave up his job just to spend more time with his poor son.
Aluna who was sitting next to Dipta turned her head It had been a week that the two of them returned to the house of Dipta's parents
Since the incident Dipta sick many things that refute according to him. Both of Ali's parents seem very worried about Even being Possessive to their Son. Dipta was even forbidden to go to school and play with his friends even though Dipta already looks fine.
Dipta looked up at his parents. Mommy and Papinya during the week is very different from usual They are very considerate and arguably excessive (excessive) so he anywhere is not allowed. Change is good enough, looking like an old man who loves her very much and is afraid of losing her. However, he already did not need that Attention.he knew his parents treated him like that because he was about to die As if his death became the arena of the Race in giving him Attention. Though it was not needed already too late. He just wanted to calm down and die peacefully without any barrier that seemed unwilling to lose it.
" Papi agrees than you go to school mending you break at home. You're not fully healthy yet We're worried that you Dipta Papi and Mami don't want you to get sick anymore" Bram added
Dipta immediately lowered his head while sighing. " I'm fine if you don't have to overdo it" she replied coldly.
Aluna who was sensitive with the attitude of the Creator also spoke, " Pi, Mi, Dipta is healthy, today is an Important day for us So Permission Dipta ya Plis ... " please Aluna immediately grabbed the hand of Dipta holding it while looking at the face of her husband who was staring at her.
" I'll take care of Dipta if Dipta why-not I promise to contact you soon." he smiled and looked back at his two-in-law.
Bram and Sonya look at each other. Both are too worried to release the Creator from their Supervision They know so well the condition of the Creator that fear haunts them both. They just do not want to be created to experience bad things where the condition of the Creator will get worse if something unwanted happens.
" MI, Pi, Plis .. Love Dipta permission to take the final exam this is our last moment in school." Aluna begged again. He will not give up until he gets permission.
Until finally Sonya and Bram relented and they nodded their heads as a sign of Approval.
Aluna's smile expands feeling happy because it managed to melt her in-laws
" Thank you Pi, Mi," he said, then a sweet smile at the Man he still held his hand, But the Creator did not return his smile and did not know why he had let go of his grasp.
This week Dipta's behavior is a little different from yesterday Since getting out of the hospital Dipta became cold and not too much to talk Even the guy did not want to bed with him Prefer to sleep on the sofa with reasons not clear.
" But there are conditions" said Sonya
Highlight the eyes of Dipta immediately sharpened staring at his mama.
" From now on Mami can't get you motoring again You two will be ushered Mr. Burhan."
" Bc .... " Dipta wanted to protest but Aluna held him back by giving a sign of holding her wrist.
" Well Mi, we agree" Aluna said, smiling.
Dipta just glanced at Aluna without saying anything.
After breakfast they both say goodbye They left using a car driven by Mr. Burhan.Personal driver Dipta Dipta is not allowed to travel alone anymore. Forced he no longer uses his favorite motorbike Actually he does not want to be treated spoiled like this But he is lazy to fuss about it.
Dipta and Aluna were sitting in the back and since the car was running there was nothing they talked about. Dipta prefers silence by looking at the view outside the window of the Sky car that whimpers the rain steal his attention. la enjoy this sad atmosphere. Where to enter into an atmosphere that supports his feelings that are experiencing anxiety.
Aluna looked at Dipta from earlier Feeling strange with the Creata who was just silent and continued to look at the rain without wanting to invite him to speak. I don't know what's wrong until Dipta silences him.
" Dipta "Call him doubtful for fear of disturbing his partner.
" Heem "said Dipta sober without turning his head.
" You Must be thinking about our tests again, yes" Guessing Maybe Dipta is too stressed to think about the test questions that must be difficult and need hard work to get satisfactory results.
" Yes "answer the short Creator.
Aluna stroked the Dipta's shoulders to calm down. " Remain calm You must be able to know Kan, we have learned until staying up I'm sure our efforts will not be in vain." He's a thin smile.
" Hopefully "reply Dipta flat.
" He actually why the hell, kok suddenly become a refrigerator 2 Doors," inner Aluna wonder.
" Came to "Call Him again.
" Hey "
" I'm wrong, aren't you ? How do I feel since you got out of the hospital you changed your attitude cold to me You're actually why the hell,"
Finally, I looked at the girl. " I'm okay,"
" If not why-not continue why I feel you are not the Creator who used to be yang byebelin, bawel and .." his speech was cut because the Creator immediately kissed his cheeks. la until stiff and embarrassed because Surely Mr. Burhan watched in the rearview in the.
" What the hell are you suddenly playing kiss I'm just, embarrassed."
" I'm sorry if my attitude confuses you I'm just ..." The Creator hangs his words.
" What is "
" Cuman is upset "
" Same as me "
Dipta immediately shook his head. " Who remains,"
" Nobody is Lupain "
" Ohh ! Don't tell me whoa," Aluna swung her Dipta arm so excited. He at least likes to be Curious.
" It's not the same as you "
" Ihh nyebelin "Aluna turned her face away.
She shifted her seat to the girl. she whispered, "I can ask for help."
Aluna immediately turned her head right to look at the dim eyes of Dipta who looked adorable. " See what please,"
" Something "
" What "
" I'll tell you later."
" Why not now,"
" Because ..... "
" For what ? Don't half-do it."
" It's not so "
" lh! What the hell is so difficult for you to stay just know now Doyan really make me ride Pitam You want me to get old quickly yes,"
Dipta raised both corners of his lips Later Surely he will miss the face of the girl in front of him this. His upset face was his sweet face and of course his beautiful face.he also touched the girl's face, rubbed it gently then ... "
" ihh you want to say "Aluna pushed Dipta "Don't macem, this is di-" Dipta landed her index finger on the girl's lips. " Sshhttt, I won't say anything I just want to look at your face closer."
" God damn it make a hanger," Inner Aluna This girl experienced a pounding on her chest that was sourced from her heart.
" Aluna .. "lirih Created
" I .... "
" I what was Dipta ? Don't make me die wondering what you're gonna say exactly,"
" I wonder if you still love Angga,"
Aluna was immediately fixated on hearing the question. He was confused to silence.
" If you still say I just want to know how not to think about my feelings, I'm okay."
" You're suddenly like it was Dipta," asked Aluna It was strange that Dipta suddenly discussed the problem related to Angga Though obviously Dipta was very unhappy with the guy
Mana Dipta said he wouldn't do anything. It was even very suspicious because he knew Dipta was very unhappy if he was related to Angga
Dipta exhales. he changed his position back to the original Giving distance and looking back at the window. " I'd like to know how you feel if you don't tell me I won't make it,"
" I still can't forget Angga Honest but .. But now you're more important to me."
Dipta immediately looked. " Oh yeah "he asked unsure.
" I-yes," Aluna replied without hesitation.
" Ahem "Pak Burhan deliberately cleared his throat because he reminded the 2 teenagers that there was someone else in this car. So please on the 2 lovebirds do not mengebucin when there is himself because it is very disturbing concentration Moreover he is still single.
Dipta and Aluna did not continue their conversation. Other people don't need to know their real relationship, even though they had forgotten if there was a mosquito that became the third person in this black Alphard car.
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