DIPTE
EPISODE 73

...Hurting you is not my wish but I just want you to be happy...

" You are the Creator's Killer "

" You killed my son,"

" Daniel died because of you "

" I hate it so much as you "

" You ruined my happiness,"

Little Creata shed her tears

" mommy .... " Dipta approached the woman but her body was pushed down.

" You Created Killer "

" I hate you "

" There is no use in this world "

Dipta raised her eyelids Her hands clenched in light of the events in her past that hurt her heart.

Where when he missed his mother so much that he insisted to come to the residence of his parents without telling his grandmother But when he got there he was even reviled on his birthday that he really wanted celebrate with both parents. Every year he looks forward to his mother and Papi attending his birthday But those he hopes to attend never set foot to just celebrate his special day.

The more mature he finally understood All About Priorities only his Grandmother who always said that his parents were too busy Not only was he intentional not a top priority Although now he has been home with the second the person is given love and attention is tasteless Though this moment used to be his greatest hope. Now he misses his friendship with his grandmother.

Dipta had tried to forget all the wounds he had received since the death of his brother, but every time his mental illness relapsed it was always the sentences that hurt him in the past came to fill his head Making it he was crazy and wanted to end his life.

Dipta glanced at the woman sitting at the study table The girl was her Envoy But now she felt guilty at her girl. Once he thought about it he should not have involved the girl in his life. His intention of helping the girl at once makes her someone who can make her happy despite the limited time Now he feels cursing the girl Trapped into his world that is far from calm.

Aluna turned away from the book Package turned towards her The eyes they met and the girl sort of read her Mind.

" Call "Call Aluna

He chose to be quiet

Aluna closed the book The package stopped from studying her night. she focused on seeing the look on her husband's face that looked grim and since the incident last afternoon never opened her mouth to talk.

" Dipta are you okay "

Dipta is just still silent regardless of the speech Aluna Either what is in the Think of the Creator

" I'm worried about you being created Please answer me Are you okay or no" Finally Dipta opened her mouth.

" No "he replied, Slow Aluna also moved to Dipta Standing in front of the man with the status of her husband.

" Why not say from the beginning ? Why are you silent ? Why not tell me the same ? I'm already a part of your life Created a story gapapa I Must be horrifying you."

Dipta directly silenced.

" Let's tell me what are you thinking right now ? I'll find the best solution for you."

It was created to be silent. He doesn't need a solution the Creator just has to convey something that's in his head something heavy for him to convey.

" Yes if you don't want to tell a gapapa story but you need to remember that I'm always there for you whenever you need me. I'll accompany you until you recover and be able to forget your past pain,"

Aluna hugged Dipta Giving a warm touch and gentle rubbing on the Man's Back.

5 seconds later Dipta released the girl's hug. she looked at him straight without blinking even though Aluna grabbed her hand and placed it on her chest.

" I promise, I promise I won't leave you," Aluna assured Prianya he smiled.

Aluna lowered her head Aluna moved to sit next to the Creatah Her hand moved to take her husband's right hand, grasping it quite tightly. " You don't believe in me" the Creator looked at him doubtfully whether it was true or just his feelings.

The mouth of Dipta was tightly closed There was not even a reply from the Man.

" You doubt me "

The Creator stood up to Aluna

" I have no doubt you are Aluna "

" If not why ..... "

Dipta turned his body to face Aluna

" No need to promise anything to me Aluna I don't need any promises from you" he explained.

Aluna stood up. " You mean what the Creator is "

" Because I'm going to hurt you "

Aluna was surprised to hear Dipta la's reply was silent for a long time digesting the sentence his eyes were reddened filled with clear liquid A speck of tears managed to fall from the tail of his eyes. He looked down sad while clenching his hands. He really did not want to discuss this matter Dipta knew Aluna would be hurt by his selfish decision. But if he does not do so then he will hurt Aluna even further. Believe me, he did not want to hurt the woman who had been an encouragement in his life.

" Why was created ! Why would you hurt me ? Am I not the one you need anymore,"

Aluna sighed Long Feeling Desperate to face her husband. " Is this the meaning of your words that say I'm not replacing anyone in your life ? Am I still losing to someone from your past,"

He bit his lower lip

" Reply to the Creator "

" ..... "

" Reply to My Question "

" ..... "

" ANSWER DIPTA "Sneak.

" It is not because of her that Aluna "answered the Creator with Emphasis.

" Keep what ? WHAT IS DIPTA "

" You want to find a reason let alone Dipta Terjam indeed I'm not you need anymore, right,"

He immediately took a long breath. He reached Aluna's hand. " You still remind me of my words in the car,"

" Yes I remember ! You asked for something from me, didn't you ask what ? Ask me to Go," Aluna's tears melted down.

" ..... "

" I'm sorry Aluna "sadly Dipta feels very guilty.

Aluna was flabbergasted her eyes were staring in disbelief. He has been trying to stay afloat and learn to accept the man in front of him. Now all the things that he tried to feel Free His heart is tight Even now it feels more painful than he lost someone he admired In the Creator maybe his mouth always says there is no heart for Men it was as he said to his best friend. It is only pity on the Creator but actually more than that He just has not admitted it.

" I know that Aluna you accept me only pity that you only love Angga I already know" cried the Creator

Aluna was shocked to hear the words of Dipta just now

" Created I can be clear .... "

" No need to be clear anymore Aluna I am indeed a man who cannot be loved by you is the same as Zea .... "

" Dipta Please explains my explanation I used to be just sorry for you but I'm sure it wouldn't hurt this much if I just pity you. I'm sorry that I initially pretended to accept you but at this moment I'm in love with you Dipta" Aluna's voice sounded Parau.

" I've fallen in love with you created" Aluna repeated her words to let the Man know his feelings more clearly.

Dipta held onto both of Aluna's shoulders and looked at her with a sad look

" Aluna don't ever love me " said the Creator

" I don't want to be selfish anymore Aluna A-I don't want to hinder you You're right my decision to marry you it's a very wrong thing I shouldn't have ruined your dreams all this time forcing you to be there for me. I'm so sorry Aluna I don't want things to happen to me and Zea to happen to you."

He was created to shed his tears. " You are no longer valuable to me Aluna You are too precious to me. I am an unreliable man. I-I'm .. I'm just gonna hurt you,"

Aluna.

" We'd better split up" said Dipta with a heavy heart than he hurt Aluna any further, he chose to hurt Aluna early so that the girl's wounds were not as severe as when he might have left without saying goodbye.

Aluna raised her hand and slapped into the face of the man before her.

PLAQUES

Again she raised her hand to the right cheek of her husband. Awaken the Man if his request is very hurtful to this woman.

Why is that guy so desperate to dump her what's wrong ? What does the man think leaving him is the best path ? Thoughts that he could not accept. How can happiness be gained from Farewell ? There is no happy ending with parting, is not it ?

" I want the best for you and not me" said Dipta

" that's your assumption if you're not the best for what I've survived so far,”

" You think I'm still here because I'm enjoying a moment where there's no mama no parents to make me sick of her attitude,"

" Not Dipta "Aluna hit the Man's chest.

Aluna took a rough breath. " Denger ya Dipta is best for me, I know better,"

" It could be that you married me and now you want to end our relationship ! Where are your feelings,"

" STAY YOU "

Aluna hit the chest of the man who could throw it away. " I'm sincere in everything I can already accept you created ! I'm comfortable with you being created,"

" If you weren't serious in the first place why did you bring me into your life,"

Aluna looked down and cried loudly.

" I don't want to go away from you created "fluently.

" you are selfish if you leave me "

" I'm happy with you "

" Why You Should Go Was created "

" And who else would care about me if you weren't around,”

" Are you not in love with me anymore ? Is Zea better than me,"

Aluna looked up. " Let's just give it back so now you're asking me to go,"

Dipta shook his head. " Not Aluna .... "

Aluna pulls the neck of Dipta's shirt

" KEEP WHAT THE DIPTA "

" LUST KNOW ME "

" YOU MADE ME LIKE YOU, AND NOW YOU WANT TO HURT ME, TOO,"

" YOUR GREAT YES YOU REALLY PLAYED MY LIFE ON THE DIPTA "

" THERE IS NO HEART "

" Hicks .... "

This woman's knee is weakening. He bent and lowered his head while crying in front of the man who managed to get his heart.

" Don't do this to me Dipta Plis don't Go I'm sorry for all my mistakes But I beg you not to take revenge in this way. I don't want to lose anyone. I realized I was being mean to you all along. I beg you not to Go..”.

Dipta turned his face away. He could not see the cry of the woman he loved.

" Believe in me Created I've truly loved you I couldn't have lasted this long if I wasn't sure of you. Plis don't Get out of my life Created nothing is more important than you It doesn't mean I can realize my ideals without someone meaningful in my life."

" I don't care anymore about all my obsessions that want to be successful Have you very enough for me You understand me the same I understand me, love me the same I love, all is more than enough I beg .... "

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