Disaster In Marriage
Street three
"Eating her slowly, dear, Mommy will not take it from you" said Alisha who rubbed the corner of her lips her two children who were drinking ice cream.
"It's so good Mom" they both answered compactly and made Alisha feel anxious about what her two children were doing.
"Yes, Mommy knows. But slowly eat her dear" said Alisha gently and cleaned the remaining ice cream on the mouth of her two children.
"Do you want any more?" alisha asked, who rarely gives ice cream to her two children.
"No Mom, just go for a walk" answered the two who seemed to understand very well the circumstances of him that were impossible to comply with all their wishes.
"If you want something, just say yes? Mommy doesn't want you two to feel uncomfortable telling Mommy. It just so happens that Mommy gets a very big bonus, so we can shop" said Alisha who said with a smile and made her two children look at each other and nodded.
'Forgive dear Mommy, Mommy did not intend to make you two understand the state of Mommy's lack of this. But Mommy will try to make you both happy. Mommy does not want if you feel a lack as well, you two should not feel it all dear, said Alisha who led her two children to the playground in the city park area.
They are both very happy even though they are only brought to play in the city park. Though in the heart of Alisha really want to bring them into the playground or silence of animals, to know various kinds of animals that exist throughout the world.
But Alisha looked at the faces of her two children who turned a little moody when she saw a family that was with her two children. Alisha's heart ached and was poisoned by invisible hands.
'Honey, I'm sorry Mommy couldn't get you together with Daddy you two. Mommy doesn't want you to feel the rejection from Daddy you two. Mommy can't see you sad to get rejected' Alisha said in her heart and made her shed her tears.
"Darling why? Are you tired of being here?" alisha asked the two who were silent to each other then covered their grief with a smile.
"No Mom, we're okay. And we are not bored" replied the two who nodded and got off their swing.
"Mommy knows if you're sad. Forgive Mommy, because Mommy can't keep Daddy with you. He was working very far away and also could not go home. Do you two miss Daddy?" alisha asked who said it gently and rubbed the cheeks of her two children.
"We missed Daddy. But we understand that Daddy can't go home yet" said Alkana, who is very mature compared to her age of four.
"But why can't Daddy go home, Mom?" asked Alkena, a question that was completely difficult for Alisha to answer.
"Because, because Daddy hasn't been able to go home and his work is very much. But if it's done, then Daddy will be home soon" replied Alisha who was forced to lie to her two children.
"Is that true, Mom? But why would anyone say we're ha*am's son. What is ha*am, Mom?" asked Alkana who was staring at Alisha's face that had been seen to be crying.
"Who said that, baby? Why are they asking you both that?" Alisha asked Alkana who said that to Alisha.
"There's someone who says it. He said we were ha*am's son and we didn't have a father. What is Dad, Mom?" ask Alkana after answering a question from Alisha.
'Oh my God, what should I say to my little ones. They understand if I explain everything to them, Lord... What should I do' Alisha murmured inwardly and she could not explain what it said ha*am and what Dad was.
"Listen to my dear Mama, they just talk, and everything they say is a lie. And if you both know, if you lie, God will be angry. So you must not lie and listen to people talking badly to you" said Alisha who had to explain everything to her two children who might not know what she said and explained.
"Okay Mom, we love Mommy" replied Alkana and Alkena immediately embraced the body of Alisha who was in front of her crouching.
"Dear, you are Mommy's life and Mommy's encouragement" said Alisha, who hugged her two children and rubbed their backs.
"Sama-sama Mom" the two replied with a smile and rubbed Alisha's back as well.
"Will you accompany Mommy to pick something up?" alisha asked her two sons who nodded in agreement.
"OK, let's go" said the three of them compactly and the three of them left together using public transportation.
When they got on the bus, Alfred took his car across the park and he felt something was up with him.
"What's wrong with me? Why do I feel like Alisha is near me? Maybe they're around here?" muttered Alfred who immediately pulled over his car and he immediately went down to look for Alisha.
Alfred looked for Alisha's whereabouts at the park and saw all the people who happened to be very crowded and also many children running around here and there. Making Alfred hold his chest that felt throbbing pain when remembering his attitude first to Alisha who was pregnant with her child.
'Dear, where are you? I'm sorry, I was wrong and I miss you so much. I promise I won't act like I used to, I'll make you and our kids happy. Please, don't make me like this continue Dear, please' Alfred said in his heart and he just looked down and saw there was a woman with his two children.
"If it were you, I would bow down and beg forgiveness for the three of you. I'm sorry, I know. If I'm wrong with you guys" she muttered again and left there, unable to find her Alisha and her two children.
Alisha felt the same way, she felt that Alfred was near her. He looked around to make sure his feelings weren't wrong.
'Is he really around here? But where, why can't I see it? God, what's wrong with me. Why am I still like this?' alisha said in her heart that was also holding her chest that felt something hurt, but she could not explain.
"Mom, is Mommy okay?" ask Alkana to Alisha who suddenly holds her chest.
"Emm, Mommy's fine. Mommy was just shocked earlier when the bus stopped suddenly" replied Alisha who gave the right reason for her two children who were asking a lot and wanted her very high year.
"Oh, well" he replied, who felt very happy to be able to walk on the bus, even though they were very happy and always silent on the way. If anyone bothers his eyes and they are curious, they will ask Alisha.
"Have you reached Mom?" ask Alkana and Alkena who saw all the passengers had gone down, only the three of them were left.
"Not yet, we'll be here any minute. The last stop will come" replied Alisha with a smile on her lips and rubbed the coconuts of her two sons who nodded and kept silent again.
"Have you reached Mom?" ask her again when she feels that Alisha is moving from her seat.
"Yes, we've arrived. Let's go down" said Alisha who invited her two children to come down immediately.
"Well guess where we are?" said Alisha who instead gave a question and they both had to guess.
"We don't know Mom, we gave up" said the two who held their hands together.
"We're in a zoo right now. You want to see what animal's inside?" alisha asked who said it after answering questions from her two sisters.
"What animal is Mom?" ask Alkana and Alkena again.
"Many, many animals. Of the various animals there are, what do you want to see?" ask Alisha again who answered the questions of her two children.
"Elephant" the two replied with a spirit of saying his.
"All right, we're going there" said Alisha, who led the two of them to where the elephant was.
After traveling around the zoo for a very long time, they went out and headed to a favorite fried chicken restaurant of the two who really liked fried chicken.
"Are you guys full?" alisha asked her two children after dinner.
"It's Mom, but we're sleepy" replied the two of them who had yawned several times.
When Alisha held Alkena who was already very sleepy, suddenly there was a hand holding her. Alisha closed her eyes, she was very afraid that the one holding her back was Alfred. When she turned her head it turned out that Alfian was holding her hand and next to her was Dini who was pregnant.
"Sister, why is sister here? Sorry, I am errat. How's brother doing now?" alfian asked, looking at the two children in Alisha's arms, one in front and the other in back.
"As you can see Fian. Sorry, we have to go home" said Alisha, who smiled and avoided Alfian so she would not tell Alfred where she was.
"Sister, why is sister avoiding us? We just want to know the state of brother, are they these are the sounds of me brother?" ask Alfian who deliberately stalled the time when Dini contacted Alfred.
"Sorry Fian, that doesn't mean I'm avoiding you. I just don't want to if there will be a misunderstanding, so let me go now" said Alisha who did not answer questions about the pounding asked by Alfian.
"Alright, we won't force you to answer our questions, especially my questions. We were saying goodbye too" said Alfian who nodded and it made Alisha wonder and she felt Alfred's scent nearby.
DEG...
DEG...
DEG...
"Dear" said Alfred with a choked voice when he saw the figure he had been looking for and he could find it after five years.
Alisha could not help but cry as she almost collapsed on the floor if Alfred did not catch her. The two menagis together and Alfred brought one of his children to be silent.
"Sstttt, sleep dear" said Alfred while rubbing the head of Alkana who turned out to be asleep a moment ago.
"Sorry" said Alfred when they were in the car and his two children were in the back with the equipment that had been prepared by Alfian of course.
"Sorry for what? You are innocent" asked Alisha who held back her tears and she looked up her head so that her tears would not drip.
"For everything, I've done you a lot wrong. Especially for the two of them, really, I'm really sorry" said Alfred, who said with his head down and with tears in his eyes.
"Why, why do you just shut up Dear? At least say something to me, if you need to hit me, slap me mad at me, read me. Don't be quiet like this" said Alfred who stopped his car and he went out and asked Alisha to come down as well, and it was already in the parking lot.
"Say something to me Dear. I'm sorry and please forgive me, I'm wrong with you and our children" said Alfred who had knelt down and bowed before Alisha who was only silent while crying.
"Don't tell me they're your children. They are my children, not your children" said Alisha who wiped her tears and she would enter Alfred's car to take her children.
But his hand was held by Alfred who clasped his hand tightly and he kowtowed at Alisha. Alisha who still felt pain in her heart did not pay attention to what Alfred did.
"I beg Sha, forgive me. I was wrong, I doubted you and doubted myself. Because I'm not sure of everything that feels so fast. Please forgive me Sha, please" said Alfred who was still kneeling and holding the leg of Alisha who will go away from him again.
"I beg you, forgive me Dear. Sorry" said Alfred who suddenly collapsed and was impatient.
Panicked Alisha immediately asks for help to bring Alfred into her pent house. He pressed his access code, and it turned out unchanged, still using the day they both had a relationship and it made the feeling even more unnerving.
"Thank you, please call the doctor for him as well" Alisha told two security guards who helped her bring Alfred in.
"Same-sama Madam, we've called the doctor. Maybe it will come soon, we excuse the lady" said one of the security who immediately went from there.
Alisha took her two children to sleep in the room next to the main room. He changed Alfred's clothes and he could see now Alfred looked very thin and not taken care of at all.
In his room, nothing changed. From the layout of the goods and all the clothes that are still there, still neatly arranged in the room walk in closet. He immediately washed Alfred's body and face before the doctor arrived. He saw many wounds on his hands as well as parts of his body that were covered by his clothes.
"Why are you like this? I thought you would be happy with my departure from you" muttered Alisha who continued to wipe Alfred's face.
The man he missed so much and still loves so much. He could only cry as he washed Alfred's other hands and body to the end and the doctor came to check on Alfred's condition.