Disaster In Marriage
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"How's it going Doc? Is she okay? Why does he look so pale?" alisha asked who was already very panicked to see Alfred's condition now.
"He lost a lot of fluids and also rarely ate, so his condition is very weak like this. This I give prescription drugs and vitamins, immediately cane and do not forget to eat first before taking the medicine. I will attach the infusion so that it can quickly recover" explained the doctor who examined Alfred's condition and he immediately cleaned up his belongings and then said goodbye to Alisha.
"You're so outrageous. What do you mean no need to eat and torture yourself? What do you want to prove?" alisha asked who was looking at Alfred's face which started to get a little fresh after getting the infusion.
"I'll be back soon" said Alisha, who was about to leave, but was arrested by Alfred, who had opened his eyes.
"Don't leave again, please don't leave me alone again" he said in a weak and slightly unclear voice.
"I'll ask security to redeem your medicine first, I'm not going anywhere" Alisha replied with judes and a sorrowful look at Alfred.
"Take it off, why don't you let it go?" alisha asked again looking at her hand held by Alfred.
"Well, I'll stay here and let you starve" said Alisha, who took her eyes off Alfred. He rebukes and makes Alfred feel even more guilty about him.
"Don't cry" said Alfred who got up and sat down, then hugged Alisha from behind and put his chin on Alisha's shoulder.
"I, I'm not crying" replied Alisha who immediately wiped her tears using her hands that were not held by Alfred.
"I'm sorry, maybe an apology isn't enough for all the sins I've ever committed on you. I deserve even the anger from you. But please, allow me to make up for it, I don't care if you hate me, beat me up and even curse me. Provided allow me to be close to the three of you and replace the time that has been wasted" said Alfred who said while crying and hugging Alisha's neck from behind with a very friendly and gentle.
"I can't do it all, because I'm not the one who doubted me before" said Alisha, who said sobbed and did not turn her body. He's still in the same position.
"I'm sorry, I was wrong to doubt you and think you've cheated on someone else. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry" said Alfred who clasped Alisha's hand and she stared at Alisha's chocolate bead.
"I'm so guilty and I'm really so sorry to have doubted us and me, I can't be away from you. Please forgive me" said Alfred who held Alisha's cheeks that had been wet with tears.
"I've forgiven you. But I can't forget all your treatment of me, sorry" said Alisha, who let go of Alfred's embrace and he left her room.
"I deserve you to hate Dear, it's very appropriate" said Alfred who changed the access to the exit using a remote control that he deliberately made to be able to lock up the three people he had missed so much.
She was completely asleep again and she heard a boisterous noise outside her room. When he woke up, it was already morning and he saw that his infusion had run out. He immediately let go of her forcefully and he walked towards the exit after he cleaned himself up and dressed neatly but casually.
"Mom" said his two children who were sitting directly running towards Alisha who was standing. They both hide behind him.
"It's okay, he's not a bad person" said Alisha, who asked her two children not to hide.
Alfred who saw his two children was indeed very similar to him, from his face and eyes very similar. He immediately crouched down and smiled thinly but with a glazed look.
"Why afraid, it's Daddy. Don't you miss Daddy?" alfred asked who spread out his arms and asked his two children to come closer.
As if asking for approval from Alisha, Alkana and Alkena looked at Alisha's face. Alisha nodded and they both ran towards Alfred and hugged him tightly.
"Sorry, Daddy just got to see you two. Are you guys all right?" alfred asked who was looking at his two children who nodded and did not make their voices.
"Why not answer? Don't you miss Daddy hmm?" alfred asked again and he immediately carried the two together and sat on his lap left and right.
"We miss Daddy, why is Daddy just coming home now? Did Daddy know, if Mommy used to cry a lot when a lot of people said bad things to her and said we were illegitimate children" Alkana replied and she asked all the questions she wanted to ask Alfred.
Alfred clenched his hand. He is angry at himself, because his mistakes make the woman he loves suffer. But this is his chance to make up for the five years that have been wasted and make new memories for them now.
"Do you know where that came from? Did you see and hear it?" alfred asked softly and curiously.
"We heard it for ourselves and even they often said it directly to both of us. But we never told Mommy, so Daddy promised you don't tell Mommy" Alkana said and was adopted by Alkena.
Alfred did not immediately tell his two children, he just remained silent and felt very upset and angry at himself. If only he had not doubted Alisha might not have been like this, if only he had always been near the three of them there might have been some sadness in the eyes of the three of them. Now all that's left is a word if only in his mind.
"Dad, did Daddy hear that?" asked Alkena with her lisp voice.
"Emm, Daddy's okay. From now on there's Daddy there for all of you, so don't ever be afraid of anything else listening to everything that other people have to say to you. If there's money, tell me Daddy, Daddy will teach them a lesson" Alfred said, wiping his two sons' heads.
'Daddy will make those who have made you feel inferior Daddy regret for the rest of his life. Because it has disturbed you and made you sad, said Alfred in his heart and he brought his two children into his room to take something inside.
"Do you like this?" alfred asked who gave him two watches and it turned out that the watch had been fitted with a tracker.
"Well, this is what we've been wanting for a long time. Thank you Dad" said Alkana and Alkena who kissed Alfred's cheeks together.
"You're welcome baby" said Alfred who now kisses the two alternately and immediately pairs the watch on the hands of his two children.
"Do you like it? If you like it, Daddy still has a lot and we can all be against it" Alfred asked his two children.
"You, we want to" they both answered compactly and very excitedly.
"If so kiss again dong" said Alfred who pointed his cheeks at his two children who immediately did what Alfred wanted.
"Thank you, it's all yours now. Play first Daddy will give a gift also to Mommy, okay" said Alfred to his two children who nodded in agreement.
"Sign, that way we're both officially married, I've been wanting to give this to you for a long time" said Alfred who handed over the paper and pinned his jewelry ring that he would give to Alisha first.
Alisha just kept quiet and said nothing more. She still had no idea what Alfred was doing to her. He just kept quiet.
"Why? Don't you want to marry me? Or do you love me no more? If yes, no problem. Let me keep this" said Alfred, who took back the paper in Alisha's hand and he would be fine.
But Langhanya is held back by Alisha who hugs her from behind and she cries on Alfred's back without saying anything to him. There was only a cry from Alisha.
"Why crying? Don't feel guilty if you can't, I can understand. But I ask one thing of you, don't keep me with the kids anymore. It's okay if you don't want to accept me, at least we can be together for the sake of the kids and look fine in front of them" said Alfred who wiped Alisha's tears and kissed her eyes with affection and hugged her.
"Please, don't let go of this. Let it be like this first, let it be the last memory for me" said Alfred who hugged Alisha very tightly and he also cried together with Alisha together.
"But I was short of breath" said Alisha who let go of their embrace.
"Sorry" said Alfred who wiped his tears and he immediately went back into his room and saw his children playing with the toys he bought.
"Dad, is Daddy crying? Is there something bad about Daddy?" asked Alkena who ran straight towards Alfred.
"No, Daddy's okay. Just a flick of dust" he replied, winking his eyes repeatedly.
"Let Kenna blow" said Alkana, who began to blow Alfred's eyes.
"Thank you girl, Daddy is fine" said Alfred who rubbed Alkena's cheek and smiled at her.
'Lord, may I be greedy to ask for the love of this woman who is already the mother of my children. I want his love like it used to be, I want to be like before. Always together' Alfred said in his heart and he kept back the paper he had brought for Alisha's signature.
"Yourself, Kenna. Would you like to have breakfast with Mommy?" yelled Alisha who did not call Alfred to come out.
"You, " cried both of them as well and they both would run but stopped again, when they saw Alfred was just silent.
"Dad, Mommy already called us breakfast. Because Mommy always cooks very well. Come out" said Alkana and Alkena who always nodded her head in agreement with the words of Alkana.
"You guys, Daddy's still not hungry" replied Alfred who knew what Alisha meant by not calling him. She doesn't want Alisha to get mad at her if she comes out with her kids.
"Alright" said the second who immediately went from there and of course made Alisha frown to see there were only two children who came out.
"Where's your daddy? Why are risks coming?" alisha asked the two.
"Daddy said he was still full" Alkena replied innocently and she immediately sat down in the chair that Alisha had pulled.
"You eat first, Mommy will invite your Daddy to eat too" said Alisha who was answered nod by her two children.
"Smart child" said Alisha who rubbed her head gently, then left and she entered the room and saw that there was no one in it.
"Where is he?" his murmurs were directly looking for Alfred's whereabouts.
He heard a voice in the next room. And he entered slowly, how shocked he was when he saw. How many pictures of himself and the two of Alfred were there. He closed his mouth when he saw Alfred who was crying and looked down.
"So sure you believe me Sha? Until you refuse to see me in front of you" Alfred murmured as he held his large picture and rubbed it.
"I miss your smile, I miss your spoiled me, I miss when you complain of pain, I miss when you say you can't get away from me. I miss everything from you Dear, very, very much miss you" said Alfred who hugged the photo tightly and cried a mouthful of himself.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry for all my mistakes to you Dear, really. I'm so sorry, I was so tormented after your departure. Do you know Dear? Even so that I can fall asleep and forget a little about you I have to swallow these medicines, just to be able to sleep. Do you know, I can't lose having to stay away from you again" said Alfred who had not realized that Alisha was behind him and cried as well while smothering his own mouth.
'Are you that miserable, baby? I'm sorry, too, I don't know if you've been suffering all this time. I think if you're happy without me and our kids, I really don't know baby. I'm sorry too, sorry' Alisha said in her heart and she came closer and crouched behind Alfred.
"Dear, when I count the days and months after your departure you are swallowing a bitter pill without drinking water. It was very painful and bitter, but I, I'm sure that one day you will come back and be able to accept me again. But it turns out I was so confident when I believed it all, it turns out I can't you forgive" he muttered in a soft voice and he just quietly sobbed while hugging a photo of Alisha.
"I've forgiven you dear, sorry I've made you suffer like this. I thought you would be happy without me" said Alisha, who hugged Alfred from behind and put her hands on Alfred's waist.
"Dear, are you here? You, you know where I'm from?" ask Alfred who looked around to find out where Alisha knew she was in her hidden room all this time. Not even everyone knows about the room.
"So I heard the sound of falling objects, and saw there was a light from inside here. When I opened it was a room, and you were in it too. Why are you here and since when is this room here?" alisha asked after answering a question from Alfred and she instead leaned on Alfred who was still unaware that this was real.
"Why shut up? Is there something wrong with my question?" alisha looked up and looked at Alfred.
"So, so this is real and not just my hallucination Dear?" not her answering questions from Alisha.
"Aw, you're in pain" Alfred said as Alisha pinched Alfred's sispack stomach.
"This means it's real if you feel pain" said Alisha, who pursed her lips in annoyance. Because he was considered non-existent and unreal by Alfred.
"Sorry Dear, I often experience the same thing and it's always just my hallucinations. My mother asked me like that to you" said Alfred who re-hugged Alisha and they channeled their mutual longing.
Outside their children were screaming for the two who were nowhere to be found. Making both of them realize from their togetherness that dissolves in the longing that they have both been quiet.