
Satisfied playing on the playground, Alice asks Arkandra to take them to the playground while eating ice cream. Arkandra agreed, but before that Arkandra brought the two women of different ages to eat at one of the fast food outlets with the old grandfather logo. Alice and Azura exclaimed cheerfully. In fact they alternately kissed Arkandra's cheek as an expression of gratitude. It just makes the face of Arkandra reddened. They are like a happy little family. Not even a few people think they are a small family with Arkandra as the father, Azura the mother, and Alice the child. Arkandra does not deny that, they do look like a happy couple with one child.
"Mas doctor, let's open his mouth! Aaa ... " Azura wanted to feed Arkandra with fried chicken that he had given chili sauce because Arkandra only ordered mocha float. Fast food is less healthy. He wanted to go there because he was consumed by the persuasion and seduction of Azura and Alice.
Arkandra shook his head but Azura kept forcing. With a heavy heart, Arkandra opened his mouth and chewed on the fried father of the chrysanthemum which actually tasted good. Then Azura also fed Arkandra with rice which now greeted Arkandra casually. Even unknowingly, he had eaten a single serving of chicken and rice through Azura's hands. Azura and Alice to their own smiles saw the fierce doctor's behavior.
"Om Arkan will be fed to Auntie." mocked Alice while chuckling.
"Well how else Lice, the food that was bribed with the hands of the aunt could be many times the pleasure. Therefore, om you who initially refused even so ease up to not realize having a Aunt has been spent the same fierce om you." said Azura who also chuckled.
Arkandra gave a sharp glance, then turned his gaze while making a smile. He was completely unaware of his own actions. True said Azura and Alice, he was too comfortable so he did not realize that he had eaten a portion. It turned out that eating fed was delicious and his mind was monologuing unconsciously. Even before, he unconsciously kissed Azura's finger covered in sausage. Arkandra cursed himself why he could get carried away in such an atmosphere.
He secretly looked at Azura's face which looked more beautiful when laughing loosely. Unknowingly, he also smiled at the face of the girl who had become his wife. Yes, he is already his wife, but he is still a girl because Arkandra has not dared to make the girl his whole. He still needs time. He wanted to strengthen his heart before anything happened. He doesn't want any regrets. In addition, he wanted to remove his dark shadows first so as not to disappoint Azura.
Now the three men have been in a playground located not far from their apartment. Arkandra chose there because it was late afternoon so he did not want to take Azura and Alice too far away.
"The doctor turned out to be a very kind and loving person!" praise Azura who is now sitting next to Arkandra while looking at Alice who is playing a swing.
"I am good. But baby, my fate is not good especially since meeting a girl who sucks like you." ketus Arkandra, but it's not really. He was just happy to make Azura upset.
"Cck .. mas doctor ih. The doctor should be grateful to have a beautiful wife, smart, and independent like me." he said proud of himself.
"Narshish." said Arkandra.
"Hopefully the doctor will be happy after separating from me. Can find a good woman, attention, and can be sincerely affectionate same mas doctor. Do not make the doctor sad again like a former doctor who already. Uh one more thing, not parasitic and annoying like me too," Azura said suddenly while chuckling making Arkandra frown. Then he turned towards Azura whose gaze looked sad. He had never seen an Azura like this. It looks fragile and sad.
"Why are you suddenly talking like this?"
"No why-why. I just want to pray for the best doctor. Don't get too wrapped up in the past, doc! The future of the doctor is long. I'm talking about it just because I want to see the doctor happy. Not hurt anymore."
Arkandra chuckled, but the look in his eyes never escaped the girl beside him. Only this time they could talk casually without any silly things.
"What do you want? Mmm .. want to be a better sister for Melody. Want to make sure he graduates well and then works in a good place. Keep making sure Melodi gets a good soul mate who can make her happy, love her for who she is." Azura said blankly.
Arkandra was stunned on the spot.
"Why is it all about melody?
What about you? Don't you intend to get married later?" ask Arkandra curiously.
Azura then turned her head, looking closely at her husband's face while smiling bitterly.
"Any good man wants to be like a girl like me?" azura said while pointing at herself. "The girl who was willing to pawn her pride for some money. Who is even willing to do things that lower her pride as a woman in the presence of a man" he said, chuckling. But instead tears flowed from her eyes. Arkandra who saw it felt claustrophobic. His heart was like being sliced open. From the look in his eyes, Arkandra could see that Azura was actually depressed about doing all these absurd things. It's resorted.
"People like me have no price in front of others. I don't want to meet a good guy either. So I don't want to make a scene, be able to see the melody of success and happiness and find a life partner, it can make me happy." he added.
Azura's tears fell even more. Azura kept trying to smile, but looked poignant. Reflek, Arkandra's hand lifted and removed the saltwater melt. Arkandra never knew how much Azura struggled. He only knew, the girl had been living alone with her sister, nothing more.
"I didn't expect women like you to feel inferior too. I thought, girl like you only know how tall and confident you are."
"I'm also human, mas doctor, so naturally dong can cry and sad" he said. Then his gaze glazed over, remembering the flash of his struggle these few years until he finally had to bury his dreams and live life with full bitterness. Trying hard when fragile. Trying to look strong and weak. It's not easy being him. There are no relatives to complain and beg for help. Only rely on yourself without sharing. Although he had Melody, but never once did he complain with her. Suffice himself to fight desperately. Suffice him to suffer, not his sister. He's not willing.
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Some wonder why Azura suddenly felt sad?
Hayo, guess why? 🤔5️
...Happy reading 🥰🥰🥰...