Doctor Stupid And Girl Sucks
DGMF 90. I ... give up.

Already 3 days Arkandra was in Bandung, already 3 days also he did not meet the wife. Slowly, the seeds of longing began to eat away at his heart and mind. Not sleeping well, not eating lust, even while sitting among the doctors during the seminar was not calm heart especially he left Azura in a state of not okay.

Arkandra sighed tiredly then threw the towel he had just used to wipe his original hair. He immediately threw his tired body on a kingsize mattress in the hotel room. Arkandra flipped his body to his stomach and scrambled his own hair. Why does he always remember his wife?

Unable to withstand the increasingly passionate longing, Arkandra was in a hurry to take his phone that was lying on the nightstand and then immediately contact Azura. It is up to him to act as cold as 2 days ago, the important thing is that he can hear his voice again and relieve a little bit of the yearning that is increasingly exploding in his chest.

1 time ignored.

2 times ignored.

3 Times ignored.

Standing up, Arkandra walked back and forth in her room restlessly. He was afraid that his wife would do something no-no. He recalled the moment the gossip about them went viral the other day. Lucky at that time he managed to find Azura, if not, maybe he will never feel the happiness he has experienced lately. Arkandra fear. So scared. He still thought the other day Azura was about to jump off the bridge. He was afraid, Azura did something similar.

He tried to contact Azura. I don't know if he's been ignored several times. Until finally there was a soft and slightly hoarse voice from across there, making Arkandra's heart suddenly feel pain. He felt pain, but he did not bleed. His Azura was now sad but he was not by his side when he was in a state of slump.

Arkandra clutched his hair in frustration, why his seminar schedule should be current. Had he had the power to delay, of course he would have preferred to accompany Azura and postpone this seminar.

"Ra, what's wrong with you?" arkandra asked softly with a guilty feeling that gnawed at his mind.

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Azura is grateful that Arkandra has a seminar schedule outside the city so that he can calm down and spill his sadness without fear of anyone seeing or being discovered. Let him swallow all these bitter pills of life by himself. He is not a person who can be openly open to others even though it is his own closest person. Therefore, after a while of the departure of Arkandra, Azura then went into the room and spilled all the tightness in his chest alone

Azura curled up on the sofa while hugging her own knees. He roared in solitude, weeping over all the pain and misfortune that had befallen him these few years, precisely after the departure of his parents.

Why did he have to go through all these problems?

Why did he have to go through all this pain ?

Starting from being abandoned by both parents, then becoming like a single parent, entangled in debt that is not small to make him have to slam bones day and night to make money and now he suffered abuse. Although the abuse did not reach rape, she still felt dirty and disgusted with her own body.

Azura immediately ran into the bathroom and removed all the cloths covering her body. He saw one by one the disgusting traces that the dog man had left on his body, from the neck, collarbone, to the chest.

Azura was disgusted by her body that had been touched by another man who was not her husband. All his life he tried to keep his body from dirty hands. But now, he gets harassment after marriage. Even her husband had never done anything like this. Although he had some flirting with Arkandra, but Arkandra seemed to keep himself from going too far. Even though Arkandra had tasted it, he never left a disgusting trace like this. He felt dirty, disgusted, hated, he took soap and sponge and rubbed it roughly to the body part that had touched the male breng-sek. He rubbed it with all his might hoping that the trail would soon disappear from his body, but the traces instead of disappearing, instead making his skin red and blisters and even bleeding.

Azura groaned frustratedly under the shower. Now he feels so inferior. His confidence has been destroyed. There was only claustrophobia, shame, and disgust that dominated.

"Mas Arkan, I'm sorry I couldn't take care of myself. I'm sorry I couldn't keep my body just for you. I'm sorry ... I don't deserve you. I've been dirty. I've been so disgusting. I don't deserve you. Maybe I should give up. Yes, I should have given up. I should have given up. Mas Arkan, I'm sorry, I .. give up," said Azura while curled up under the shower.

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