Don'T Hate Me, Baby!
Waiting for the Right Time
Love is not here yet. But didn't we agree to guard the heart for the one we've built today???
~ Chalissa
Chalissa is unable to turn on Ansel, as she knows exactly how Ansel feels about her ex-lover.
He chose to stay silent for a moment in his bed. Unaware there was a water ring blocked in his eye.
Nah! he should not feel this disappointment. Perhaps this body has its body, but this heart is not the master of its heart.
Thought Chalissa
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Tonight, Chalissa doesn't skip her dinner, even though Ansel is with Bellvania. But Chalissa must not be selfish. There was her mother and little sister who wondered if she was following her current feelings.
The time has shown at 21:00, Ansel has not yet signaled his presence. Several times Chalissa wanted to question her whereabouts but she was afraid to disturb Ansel.
What happened to her ex-boyfriend?? How's she doing?? Is the situation bad, so Ansel did not give the slightest news??! Is that how old Ansel is to his former lover?!!! Chalissa's mind kept guessing.
Chalissa opened her messaging app, she was eager to contact Ansel.
"You haven't slept"
Suddenly there was a short message from Ansel.
"Where are you Ans?"
"I'm sorry, I didn't have time to say goodbye. After I get home, I'll explain everything. Don't wait for me"
"Sleep"
Chalissa wanted to reply to Ansel's message but she was confused as to what to reply.
"I'm not sleepy. So I'll wait for you, Ans. Go home quick"
Chalissa immediately shut down its messaging app. He put his phone on the nightstand.
He took a glass of milk that he had made before entering his room.
1 Hour waiting for Ansel, until drowsiness began to attack him. He survived as hard as he could to not sleep.
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"How's the doctor doing?" asked Ansel after he finished checking on Bellva.
"Thankful the patient was immediately taken to the hospital. Until it is dealt with immediately. It's just that we can't save the contents" explained the doctor.
"What?!!" Ansel was surprised
"Are you the patient's husband?"
"Mom..not doc"
"Now there's nothing to fear anymore. Around 21:00 maybe he will wake up soon" explained the doctor.
"Is he welcome?" ansel.
"Yes, in the treatment room"
In the treatment room.
Ansel looked at Bellva who was lying down. She still can't believe it turns out that the woman she loves is pregnant and has just lost her baby.
Bellva finally realized
"You feeling better?" said Ansel who had seen Bellva's eyes open perfectly.
"aaa..Ansel" called out to him in a faint voice.
"You just lost your baby"
Bellva gave no expression. His gaze was flat, whether he should feel sad or he should feel lucky because the father of the baby did not expect it.
"Bi Mirna will be back soon" Ansel said, preparing to stand up
"Ans" call Bellva
Ansel turned his gaze to Bellvania. He saw the tears of the woman begin to drip. Something Ansel did not want to see, because it destroyed him.
"Don't go. Don't punish me like this, Ans!" her crying screamed
"I'm not punishing you"
"Then why did you marry that woman Ans??!" Bellva crying
"You already know why I'm Bellva"
"Because she's pregnant?!!" The sobs of the woman further broke down, filling the room where she was being cared for.
"He's lucky, you're responsible. Why didn't I carry your child?!!" Bellva began to cry for him.
"You need a break"
"If you go, I'll end it all Ans!!!" bellva Threat
"You're threatening me??" ansel's voice is round.
Bellva's eyes were filled with tears, his gaze as if it were clear.
Not long after Mirna appeared.
"Rest!! I'm not obligated to look after you Bellva. At home there's Chalissa waiting for me!" Ansel firmly on his stance left Bellva after the arrival of Bu Mirna.
Bellvania cried sobbing, constantly yelling to call Ansel. Actually Ansel did not have the heart to see the state of the woman he loved was to be hurt. He was sorry to see her condition that turned out to be pregnant and did not get accountability from the father of the baby. Especially now she had a miscarriage, but it was her own. It seems Bellvania did not want the presence of the baby. Maybe he's not ready.
Thought Ansel, if only the woman had not abandoned herself. Maybe they will be happy now. But there is nothing to regret, now there is a Chalissa that he must take care of. In fact, he also promised Chalissa would not keep his heart for Bellvania. She must learn to take care of her heart only for Chalissa and their future baby.
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At 23:00, Ansel arrived at his home.
The house looked lonely, it seemed like everyone was asleep. He entered his room, his eyes gasping to see that there was no Chalissa in the room.
"Where is he??!" his mumbling in the heart
Ansel's out, he's looking for Chalissa. His eyes ventured out into the living room, into the other room, into the room where his mother and sister slept. There's no Chalissa there.
"Is he in the bathroom?!!" Ansel went back into his room, entered the bathroom. When he was about to enter the bathroom, his eyes festered towards the door to the veranda of his room. He looked at the veranda of his room, his heart beating, and he saw the figure of the woman sleeping on the bench on the porch.
Chalissa seemed to be reading a book while listening to music. Ansel carried his wife and laid her down carefully. After laying down Chalissa, he placed the book his wife read on the nightstand.
"Guidebook for Pregnant Women" said Ansel Lirih
Ansel turned to his wife who was asleep. He sat down by the side of the bed, next to his wife. His hand rubbed his wife's cheek gently.
"I'm sorry, baby" she said after kissing Chalissa's forehead.
His eyes stopped on Chalissa's lips, which he had kissed several times consciously. Ansel smiled obliquely, He felt entitled to what was on Chalissa.
Ansel****** Chalissa's lips gently, she tried slowly to enjoy the lips of his wife. The state of the night made him dissatisfied just briefly kissed her. Ansel kissed her more deeply, trying to trace every part inside her mouth. He plays the tongue tracing the depths of Chalissa's mouth. It was very hard for Ansel to stop his activities. He still survives, making his body more attached to Chalissa.
It sounded from Chalissa's mouth. Ansel stops, giving room to Chalissa. After Chalissa started to slacken again. Ansel continued it again. This time it was not satisfied just on his lips. He turned to his wife's neck. His gaze was blown away at his clean and smooth neck. Plus, Chalissa's neck and chest were slightly exposed. That made Ansel intensify his desire.
When Ansel engrossed playing on the neck of Chalissa, he was not aware that his activities made Chalissa wake up.
"Ans" noticed the figure of Ansel kissing her.
"I'm sorry I woke you up" Ansel's face panicked, afraid that Chalissa would get angry.
"You just got home?!" ask Chalissa. Instead of being angry he asked when Ansel was coming home.
"Did I bother you so much?" looking at Chalissa with a stare of restraining her desire.
"You why?" chalissa embarrassedly asked her husband.
"I'm fine. I just miss kissing you" Ansel replied lightly.
"Ans, you're not gonna do anything else, are you?" Chalissa looks nervous.
"Why? You scared?" ansel's question made Chalissa make eyes.
Ansel chuckled at the adorable face of his wife.
"Are you mad that I kissed you?" Ansel waited for his wife's answer. Chalissa shook her head.
Got permission from his wife Ansel to continue his activities. He started again from the beginning, starting from kissing Chalissa's face, then starting to land on her lips. This is the part he did the longest. He was full of tenderness leading Chalissa to enjoy the kiss that night. Chalissa was flabbergasted as she felt Ansel's tongue playing in her mouth. There is a sensation of its own that makes the desire of Chalissa flow.
Satisfied on her lips, Ansel turned on her neck. At first he did not want to tell kissmark there. But looking at his wife's beautiful and adorable face, he finally gave the sensation of a small bite to sound a sigh from his wife's mouth. Ansel's getting harder to stop everything.
Tonight his desire was overflowing. He is still continuing his game, now moving down. And the deeper the Chalissa sank, the hotter their passion became. Ansel could not wait to hold it. He wanted to do something that he had done in the hotel. But this time he wanted to do it carefully and soulfully.
As the water poured down, Chalissa gasped as she felt Ansel's hand begin to open something. Chalissa spontaneously stopped Ansel's action, making Ansel become literate.
"You scared?" ansel whispered softly in his wife's ear.
Chalissa nodded her head. Ansel saw tears begin to drip. He tried to neutralize his mind.
Chalissa needs time to do what once depressed her.
Ansel did not want to be selfish, he stopped his actions. He will wait for the right time, which is when Chalissa is really ready to accept it. He who was already on top of the body Chalissa immediately lay next to the future mother of his child. He hugged Chalissa to fall back asleep.
After Chalissa went back to sleep, Ansel chose to take a bath to cool her body temperature. After the bath he immediately went to sleep without hugging the woman beside him.
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