Don'T Kill My Reality
Malang II Woman

Weekends without any activity such as work days make Lucia bored.he lives in an apartment all day. Especially with, her lover who is always busy even on weekends like this.

He saw his wall clock, Afternoon, then, he walked lazily into his little kitchen and saw the contents of his refrigerator almost empty even some of the remaining milk boxes had shown their expiration dates and some vegetables had dried up. sighed in his own carelessness. he rushed out to the minimarket.

The distance of the supermarket from the apatermen is a bit far, and if the taxi takes almost 1 hour if he relaxes or stuck in traffic will be much longer.

In the taxi, Lucia is now back to see the list of items she needs in her mobile phone list after feeling that there are no more items she needs, he said, lucia's eyes look out the window of the car glass.he saw many couples with various types of umut dating and holding hands in the city park or in the cafeteria.

Unintentionally, he caught a familiar silhouette in his eyes.he quickly flicked his taxi and immediately got off the taxi car.he quietly came to the silhouette to complete the curiosity in his mind.

Foot-toed rows clad in white sneakers entered a fancy restaurant following the pair joining hands and entering a luxury restaurant.

Sitting not far from the two of them, Lucia saw clearly how Mark was sitting with a beautiful girl in a sexy dress. the interaction between Mark and the woman looks as friendly as a natural partner who has had a long relationship.

Lucia picks up her phone and contacts Mark uneasily but the call is not picked up, trying once again and again to finally get her call picked up by Mark.

"Mark, where are you?", asked lucia directly.he saw Mark picking up his phone.

"I'm at a restaurant right now I'm eating with my cousin's sister. Where are you?", asked mark casually. His hand casually clasped the finger of a woman's clasped fingers in front of him, he was seen smiling sweetly at the woman before him, and Lucia could not see him.

"Ohh. I was at the supermarket shopping" replied lucia who still saw the mark. For this time, he will believe the man. at first glance there is no pain in his heart let alone negative thoughts that come to his mind but his heart throbbing misgivings. He then quietly left without looking again or without knowing when his lover grasped the sexy woman's hand and even kissed her with affection. it was unbearable for her to think that her lover would wish her or leave her to remember all the things they had gone through together. To Lucia, though, mark is the light and support that means to his life because they also know each other from elementary school and their parents were also close friends and have business cooperation but that is before that even because it was also my relationship with Mark's father and mother was not as close as before but maybe I was thinking too much, thought Lucia empty.

With old-fashioned glasses covering part of her face, Lucia had reached the supermarket she was heading to. his feet immediately stepped inside and he was picking out the ingredients for the contents of his refrigerator because of his work and the projects and reports he had to work on, he said, he no longer has time to just look at the contents of his small sample refrigerator.

There were many groceries that Lucia could not bring herself. she called Mark but because he never lifted, she could only ask for delivery services to bring her goods first to her apartment.

In the taxi, Lucia stared blankly at the sight outside the window of the yellow car, the happy look of people spending their weekends with loved ones or perhaps their families.

How happy it was, he thought with a smile.

It didn't take long to get to the apartment, and when he opened the door of his apartment that greeted him was just a silent silence in every corner of this room.

Lucia shook her head slowly, not wanting to think much more, she immediately rushed in and changed her clothes into house clothes.

It was as if the wheel of fate was traveling at a rapid speed that was ready to hit his extremely fragile heart even though he tried his hardest the result remained as devastating as it was to crumble to such an extent again.

The amount of hope he kept in his heart from the one he loved most inevitably made him feel he was the saddest human being who thirsted for the warm caress of affection and protection.

But isn't the most painful thing about betraying the person you trust the most in the world ??....

Wouldn't it be sadder if you hoped but didn't expect ...

Let ...

Let the destiny that runs bind him to the destiny of life.

He just wants to live a quiet life.as usual lucia again spend her monotonous time with other monotonous things. he could not stop to not think that if today he did not bring out other brilliant ideas, mark will be troubled and he does not want Mark to experience bad things because he will feel hopeless and useless to him, he said, only way that way he can give as one way he shows his love feelings.

He who is still sitting at his desk can only be silent, looking at the side window of his room right on the other side facing the city.

When the sun rose in the afternoon, Lucia just went out of her study, she went to the side of her balcony.

"hey, Pluto, Bigboy, Babypink ", greet lucia on the plants she plants in her bedroom balcony.

That strange name was the thing that came to his mind when he saw the small purple-flowered cactus, pluto, and the others just because of other inspirations.

He watered the plants he cared for, while humming lightly without realizing there was another figure at the end of the building who also accidentally noticed his movements.

Lria snorted a little when she saw how the foreign woman on the other side of the building was calling her plant with a silly name, it was visible from the motion of the woman's lips.

"Silly", he said, grunting.

The man roughly covered the window of his balcony. He is not used to being in the bright light of the twilight sun.Everything for him is disgusting.