
That woman who, all this time, has been.
I get it out of my heart and mind. How not, he's already left
we just like that.
It's Rosyanti, man
my school has become my ex-wife.
I went straight into the room after
get home and give your regards,
I didn't mind Annisa whining
beg gendong.
In my room, I was straight
throw yourself in a comfortable mattress,
my eyes were on the ceiling of the room,
but my mind drifted far in past lives.
Where the woman began to unravel
his lies.
I caught my breath, exhaled it
slowly, as if to lighten the burden
on shoulders.
...----------------...
- Flashback - -
"You may not get out of the house often
even in the afternoon, you don't have
work other than Nisa!," I snapped
rough on Ros.
"Yes.I don't have a job, you know,
but I have temen, cook meet
temen himself can't do it." Buy off
unacceptable.
"Temen, you say? I met you
must every day? it doesn't make sense you Ros,
you have a baby, she needs a caress
mu. Every afternoon you come out who
take care of nissa...ha?, let alone every time you go out
you spent almost 3 hours outside." I
it's already at my limit.
"And there is a mas, after all 3 hours is not
long time ago, I had the same business
I'm out of the house." Angry Sung.
"I know who you're out with. I
ever seen you with a man."
I said I was getting impatient.
"Comeone? who's mas? I've been meeting all this time
just like Nani," she said.
"No need for many reasons......."
oeeekkkk.....
The sound of baby crying, and
my words stopped immediately when
he turned towards the middle Annisa
crying out.
Ros patted nissa's back
slowly and begin to suckle him.
I set my intention to expose
Rosyanti with the man, even though I didn't
I know his face, but I know where he is
his home is in the village next door
it is not far from this village.
...I investigated them both one day, and...
my gut feeling is just right, Ros is really strong
betrayed me. I am not
rich people, but I always try
meeting her needs all along.
And another one that disappointed me
heavy with him because he
having an affair with another man, but a child
we are still babies and need more attention
from her.
Or maybe it is my destiny? I don't know
it's already at its limit. It's been a month
he's like this. Make excuses out of the house
and always give up if I
talk about it with another man.
...----------------...
Adhan shubuh reverberating, heavy
it feels like opening your eyes. Usually
Mom and Dad always knock on the door
when it was shajuh.
Tok..tok....
There was an impatient knock on the door.
I opened my eyes slowly and opened my eyes
several times for my drowsiness
disappear.
"Son, where's your wife?." My mom direct
I asked when the door opened.
"It's buk, he's.
mattress direction.
"What..?? where'd she go? wasn't last night
she sleeps here?" I can't believe.
"Before the adzan shubuh, I heard there was
the sound of the motor on the road in front of the house, son, mother
thought maybe people were passing by, so mom didn't
check the. After the Adzan, mom went out of the room.
The front door was unlocked and
our wooden fence is open, so mom
ask your wife what's not in your room?."
obviously my mom was long.
"Yes, let me find him at home
that guy, you brash girl, you,
how dare he..," as I clenched.
my hand is a receipt.
"Patience son, pray first there, then
you go find him, if he's not there,
don't you go anywhere else!, mother
the good will never leave
her child. Moreover, Nissa was still a necessary baby
Mommy and a mother who gave him
warmth."
My mother patiently advised.
...----------------...
I knocked on her door many times, but
no one's telling.
"Who are you looking for, son? that's Aan, right?,"
ask an old man who passed by.
"Emmm....Aan. i- yes sir, nyari Aan, but.
there's no one in his house, sir."
My answer to the father.
"Kaya Aan has moved, son, a week
his parents went to town, then,
but if Anya moved out last night
I guess." Obviously old man.
"Move to town? which city sir? why
moving on?" I'm starting to get impatient.
"So you don't know, son," he continued.
"Thank you for the time, sorry
annoying," my smile is friendly.
"Yes, you stay, son," while
go away and leave me alone.
"Bad of both of them, it seems
they've planned this all!,"
I said while brushing my teeth
signs of heightened emotions.
I returned home with a step
gontai and disappointed face.
Mom approached and patted
shoulder slowly.
"Seek it out, son. If it is like this, then,
yes, how else.
You've been trying your best, but
the result is nothing." He advised while
strengthened me.
"That was Rosyanti buk's decision, I
I've been talking about that guy with him.
If he has chosen that man, he will
how again. God willing Malik resigned buk."
Hugging Mother who has been
it makes me stronger and stronger.
---- - Flashback off-----------
The presence of this woman in the village.
Bringing out old wounds
almost closed.
...I threw my ass over the wooden chair...
kapok. I don't want to think anymore
that lady.
"Home home, son, why is your face riled up
lt's it? is there a problem
bothering you?" asked my mother in a tubi.
"It's not a big deal, buk,
it's just that..," while sighing.
And then go back to my words.
"Ros, I saw Rosyanti on the street earlier,
when I'm coming home here."
"Women don't know they're lucky, leave without
pamit only because lulled by lust.
Why did he come back to this village again?
he still has face to
set foot in this village?
her parents don't care
with that cheap lady," while
holding back my mother's anger
clenched his hand.
"I don't care about him anymore.
I only care about Anissa's mother and
sired. Malik just wants mom and dad
take care of Nissa if I go to work
and no home, don't get it
that woman met Nissa, my son!,"
I'm strict with mom.
"Just calm down, son, Nissa will never
meeting that woman, she's not a mother
Nissa again. Nissa just needs a mother figure
who prioritizes it always.
Especially at his age now
it is growing and evolving." Obviously mother.
"Sir why not look at mom?, usually
this hour has been coffee in the house. Sired
not home yet, mom." Cecarku
look around the house room.
"Your father took Annissa to Ahmad's house, sir,
earlier Zainab ma'am called, there was a second-hand shirt
his nephew, still good, he said.
So, I told you to take Nissa there, mom
you have to cook. I thought you guys met
on the road and home together but it turns out,
you even go home first." Answer mother.
"But just like the deposit, I didn't see it
dad or Nissa. Ahmad did not say either
nothing." I cringed in wonder.
There was a voice greeting from outside.
"Assalamualaikum." Greetings sounded
concomitantly.
"Waalaikumsalam,
I'm at home, '" I replied
smile at me and Nissa.
I held Nissa and kissed her
tubby. I pinched her puffed cheek.
"Father miss you, son!,"
"Well, Nissa's not going anywhere
kangen anyway?," Nissa asked in surprise.
I didn't mind the funny look at the time
thinking of what I said, I
continue kissing and stroking
his head gently.
Wish my son got a mother to keep
who cares and loves him
someday.