Failing to Get Married Because of Fat
12. Fixing intentions

Tsamara finally got out of the car. He walked after Thoriq. He feels inferior if he walks with him.

After ordering two bowls of beef soto rice, Thoriq took a row of available companion foods.

Tsamara swallowed the saliva with great difficulty, seeing that.

There are poached quail eggs, grilled quail meat, puncture lungs, salted eggs, and many more menus that make a rooster in the stomach sound again.

'Gosh. Why this stomach can not be conditioned anyway.' inner Tsamara upset, while patting her distended stomach.

"Hey. Why are you just standing there? Let's get the food you like. Or do I want to choose?"

"Huh. Nope-no. I seem to eat enough soto sauce." Tsamara refused subtly, then put back the plate she had brought to the table.

Thoriq let out a long sigh, then took some companion food, until the plate looked full. The two walked towards the table of Lesehan on the edge of the stall.

With great difficulty, Tsamara swallowed the saliva as she looked at the plate that Thoriq had just placed between the two. Full of delicious food. After waiting for a few minutes, finally their order came.

"Let's eat." take Thoriq.

Tsamara smiled looking at the bowl of soto rice that was still smoking hot smoke.

'Oh my. I can't stand to devour it. But today I'm really on a diet. Ah, why is my life so all this because of a bowl of soto? Okay, it's okay. This time I was just scared. Tomorrow I will not repeat again.' inner Tsamara, then sing a thin smile.

His hand moved to pick up the ketchup and sambal bottle. Then throw it in the bowl.

'Hem, the smell alone makes me feel like a man who hasn't eaten in a week. How does it feel, yes.' her inner self again.

"Enak right?" he looked at Tsamara.

The woman who was enjoying a bowl of soto while blinking her eyes, immediately choked when she saw Thoriq in front of her.

When eating, it does make Tsamara an amnesiac. Forgetting the original purpose of dieting. Thoriq who saw that, only smiled faintly.

Tsamara grimaced while nodding her head. He took a tissue and wiped his mouth clean. She was embarrassed to finish her food too quickly.

"You want more?" Tsamara shook her head.

"You want to ruin my diet plan?" cerca Tsamara on Thoriq.

"So it's true what your sister said. That you're on a diet? And that's because your future husband thwarted his marriage?"

"I'm not a person who can be happy to see the suffering of others. Tell me."

After a few minutes of silence while thinking, Tsamara finally told what she experienced to the man in front of her.

Although not long ago he met and met her, somehow Tsamara's heart felt comfortable, after confiding with Thoriq.

"You should be thankful you didn't marry her."

Tsamara gawked to hear Thoriq speak like that, when he had finished telling the story.

"It may be that God's plan to keep you away from men is not as good as your future husband.

If you are still thin, and you get married, it is possible that your marriage is not happy and will not last long.

Because marriage is not only based on love, it is also based on worship. In order to love the suffering we pass get the best reply from his side."

Tsamara again gawked at Thoriq's explanation, about the nature of marriage in religion. He felt himself too superficial about his own religious understanding.

Soon, the girl finally understood. It is true what Thoriq said. It could be that until now he will love people who do not love him as sincerely, if his body does not turn fat.

"Yes, I realized that. That's why I'm on a diet, so that I'm no longer insulted by having a fat body. If I meet him later, I'll make sure he's sorry he dumped me. I want to repay him with what kind of pain I feel." Tsamara said fieryly.

"But why is diet so hard? Just an hour ago my stomach was hungry." the face that had looked ferocious, turned into a wistful and ready to let out rainwater, because of a bowl of soto.

"Don't do that. If you want to change, you have to fix your intentions. It encourages you to go on that diet because you want to maintain a healthy body.

Not for revenge. Because every action will surely have a reward.

Holding a grudge, it will only dirty your heart. You cannot think rationally. It could even be a trigger for the disease. Disease is the source of it within us. Of heart.

After that create programs that you should run and you should leave while on a diet.

Do all of this consistently. In shaa Allah, results will not betray efforts.

A servant who puts his hand on his Lord will not return empty. Rather it will be replaced by something much better."

"thank you. Already want to remind and advise me, sis." Tsamara was so relieved to hear the advice given by the men in front of him.