Failing to Get Married Because of Fat
82. Expressing feelings

Thoriq and Tsamara go hand in hand with uncertain feelings. But as much as possible the slim-bodied beautiful girl, suppressed her feelings. Not necessarily Thoriq invited him to dinner because he liked it. He just wanted to enjoy dinner in a different way.

"Please, come in." Thoriq said, opening the door to his car. Tsamara looked at the young man for a moment, then commented a smile.

"Thank you." Reply then.

"Where do you want to have dinner?" Thoriq asked after he got in the car.

"Hem, who brought you out. So I'm going with you, aka manut." Tsamara.

"Okay. We go first." Tsamara nodded, then Thoriq turned his wheel.

Not much conversation that night. But the hearts of each of them who talked to each other, continued to praise the advantages of each.

The car stopped at a western food restaurant. Thoriq went out first, and opened the door for Tsamara.

A few pairs of eyes that happened to cross near them, looking at him with longing gazes. Because the two look like a very compatible young couple.

They walked into the restaurant without holding hands. Then paused while circulating his gaze, looking for a comfortable place to both enjoy food and quality time.

"Do you want us to sit in the middle?"

"I don't believe myself sitting in the middle." The whisper of Tsamara, which made Thoriq chuckle.

"What makes you uncomfortable sitting in the middle? You're so perfect. Everyone who sees you is so longing. You're a public figure, so have to be confident."

Tsamara's face warmed up as Thoriq praised her like that. The young man blinked one eye, to give instructions, taking Tsamara for a walk.

Thoriq pulled out a chair and let Tsamara sit on it. Now the two sat facing each other in the middle of the bench.

After the two sat down, a servant approached him while carrying a menu book. Both of them looked at the food menu available at the restaurant.

"Do you want to try Wellington beef? The food became the restaurant's best seller." Ask Thoriq when opening the menu book.

Tsamara thought for a moment, to consume the food. Because he is very careful to choose food, so that his body does not stretch anymore.

"If you don't want to, you can choose other foods." Thoriq said again, because Tsamara has not given the answer.

"No, I'm just like you. Beef Wellington." Reply Tsamara later.

"Okay, what do you want to drink?" Ask Thoriq again.

"Mint tea."

"Sir, Wellington's two beef and his mint tea are also two huh." Thoriq said to the waiters.

Thoriq and Tsamara faced each other, and did not make a sound. Undeniably, Thoriq is indeed starting to be nervous. Usually, the two meet like that. Tsamara who felt stared down lowered her head.

"Tsamara." Finally, after a few minutes of silence, Thoriq began to open his voice. Slowly the girl in front of him, raised her chin.

"Yes." Yeah."

"Tonight you were really pretty. But I guess, your heart is much prettier."

"How many times have you praised me like that?" Tsamara warmed her cheeks again, so that the hue of her face became more reddish.

"Okay, I don't remember. Meeting and spending time with you, makes me forget time."

"Tsamaras. Can I speak honestly with you?"

"Have you been lying to me all this time?" Reply Tsamara while giggling slowly, to cover her nervous taste.

"I've always been honest with you. But now I want to say something that I've been quieting long enough. So that makes my chest tight."

"I want to marry you."

Tsamara's heart wanted to jump out of place, when Thoriq told her. His face was getting red too.

"W-why isn't that fast?" Reply Tsamara stutters.

"If you already feel eligible to get married, why should it be postponed? Instead of dating, that will make us more sinful.

I love you not for seeing your slim body as it is now, but for a long time. When you are fat.

You are so different from the other girls. Want to play like a mother to your sister. Want to try without shame, in order to realize your ideals. And when you get to know a lot of people, you stay humble and not arrogant.

So, do you want to marry me?"

Tsamara felt it was like a dream to her. Though it feels like only yesterday he failed to get married because it was decided unilaterally by Anggara.

But, now he has been proposed again by a young man who everything is more than Anggara. Yes, Thoriq is more handsome, authoritative, intelligent, and rich.

And that made Tsamara even less confident. Afraid that Thoriq could behave worse than Anggara.

But it doesn't feel possible. Remembering her words earlier that deeply touched her heart.

"So how, do you want to accept me? Or just reject me?"