Fallin Flower's
CHAPTRE 40
Ray doesn't usually go this early to his office, but Ray goes to a psychiatrist because Ray is still traumatized by everything that happened to him during the kidnapping.
Ray told the psychiatrist everything, even Ray almost shed his tears. And now Ray's been through a lot of trauma. Ray had always dreamed of seeing the black hood and the rope that tied his hands together on his back in a dark room.
Because of the trauma, Ray is now getting a prescription drug from a doctor so that he can sleep and recover from the trauma immediately. Ray was traumatized by the death of his girlfriend. Now Ray is traumatized by the kidnapping to interfere with his activities.
After Ray visits a psychiatrist, Ray leaves for work. When Ray is in the office, Ray opens his laptop and finds out Sarah's social media account, then looks for followers who follow him. Ray searches for Jovan's social media account, which is none other than the black hood trying to kill him.
Jovans.
After Ray typed Jovan's name. Jovan's account appears followed by Sarah's.
Ray's really figuring out where the Jovan lives. After a few minutes Ray delves into Jovan's social media. Ray eventually finds Jovan's place to live.
Ray quickly changed his clothes to his regular clothes with his black leather jacket. Ray runs into the parking lot of his office, and Ray quickly gets into his car and speeds to Jovan's home address.
"Everything's wrong, that jerk. And I have to be brave to fight it" Ray said, taking his car at high speed.
And Ray finally found Jovan's house that morning. Ray parked his car a little further away from Jovan's house. Ray watches her from the car and Jovan's house looks deserted like it's uninhabited.
After a long wait and monitoring Jovan's house, Ray suddenly goes to Dandelions Dillon's club.
Upon Ray's arrival there, the club was still quiet because it was still morning. Ray approached the bar table and asked the male servant who had arrived.
"Is Sarah here?" ray asked the club's waiter.
"West... He hasn't worked here in a week." Answer the waiter.
"Where is he?"
"I don't know."
"Can you give me Dillon's phone number, I just changed my phone so I lost the number."
The waiter gave Ray Dillon's phone number.
After Ray gets Dillon's phone number, Ray quickly calls Dillon.
Tuttt tuttt
Dillon didn't pick up his phone at all. Because Dillon didn't pick up a call from Ray. Ray finally leaves for Dillon's office. Ray arrives at his office and Dillon is working in his private room alone.
"Ray what's wrong? Why are you here?"
"Dill do you know where Sarah is?"
"Sara? I haven't seen him in a week, I called him but his number's off. Why Ray?"
"Do you know where Sarah's house is?"
"Yes I know, I'll send you his home address."
Dillon sends Sarah's home address to Ray, after Ray gets it. Ray is going to Sarah's house.
After Ray arrives, Ray knocks on his door. When Ray knocked on his door, no one would kill him.
Where did Sarah go?
In the end, all of Ray's efforts were nil. There was no result that day, but Ray wanted to find out about Jovan the killer.
It was getting dark, because all day Ray was looking for Sarah in various places. Ray came home tired.
When Ray came home, Amara was scavenging Niki while breastfeeding her.
Ray walks in and meets Amara.
"Ray..."
Suddenly Ray speaks to Amara.
"Don't act like that to me anymore. Now you just love Ray and don't give me hope by being meek like that. Be that way to Ned, he's your husband. Learn to love her." Obviously Ray with his angry face on Amara.
After Ray said that, Ray went straight to his room. Amara lowered her gaze while looking at her son.
After entering the room. Ray suddenly shouted and got angry.
Argh!!!!
Why is! When can I escape all this pain.
Ray felt his life was very hard. His mind could not calm down. Ray took prescription sleeping pills from a psychiatrist and took them. Eventually Ray fell asleep.
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Tonight Amara can't sleep because Niki keeps crying. Ned who was aware of that came to Amara.
Ned knocks on the door and enters Amara's room.
"What's up... Why does Niki keep crying?" ned asked Amara gently.
It turns out that Amara is daydreaming and letting Niki cry by her side.
"Geez Amara! What's wrong with you? Why are you suddenly like this?" Ned said as he approached Niki and scavenged her trying to calm her down.
Amara was still daydreaming with an empty look. Ned approached her while scavenging Niki, Ned patted Amara's cheek to make Amara wake up. But Amara still daydreams.
Amara!!!
Ned shouted in front of him. And immediately Amara realized with a still empty gaze.
"What's wrong with you? Niki is crying, she's thirsty Ra... "
"This is all because of you Ned! Ray doesn't love me now. She hates me, Ned, why are you doing this to me, Ned."
Amara cries in front of Ned while complaining that everything that happened to him was caused by Ned.
"If you hadn't done that bad to me, I wouldn't have had a child and wouldn't have married you for this child."
"So you regretted giving birth to Niki... "
"YES! I'm also sorry to know you Ned, I told you I don't like you I just love Ray."
Amara cried loudly in the cry of her thirsty son Niki. Until Ray woke up and came to their room.
"Mara, Ned what's wrong?" Ray asked in panic.
"R-Ray... Ray I love you Ray."
Amara immediately ran over and hugged Ray and said that she loved him so much.
"I never loved Ned, I just loved you Ray. I had to marry him. I want you Ray."
Amara kept saying that in Ray's arms. Ray could only be silent while staring at Ned's face that was scavenging Niki who was crying. Ray also let go of Amara's embrace.
Amara! Look Niki! She's thirsty.
What's wrong with you!
Ray raises his voice so Amara wakes up but Amara still does not want to breastfeed her son. Ray ignores Amara and heads to the kitchen to make milk for Niki.
Ned couldn't make Amara love him even though they had a son. Ned can only be silent and resigned to Amara's changed behavior. Amara is too in love with Ray to keep Ned trapped in the Dilemma.
After Ray makes milk for Niki, Ray finally gives the milk to Ned.