
Chapters 105. Sensations of the past
^^^ "Oh my God forgive me, for stepping so naively. She was worried in her heart!"^^^
^^^~ Ruth Sahanaya, Wrong.^^^
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Wijaya Hartadi
Countless have regret feelings that are now penetrated into Hartadi. To ruin hearts and feelings. His soul seemed to be crushed, a burst of nothing.
Right now the best thing he can do is immediately ask his lawyer to escort himself through all the processes that would obviously be convoluted. There are many things he wants to do, especially meet Wati and talk seriously about Pandu.
Rengganis prefers to accompany Riko in the hospital, I don't know. His life right now was truly at the tip of the horn. In an instant, things completely changed by one hundred and eighty degrees.
He was alone at the moment, in a room with a lamp. In accordance with his sad mood. Waiting for the outcome of his lawyer. There are obviously a lot of pieces of the past that he needs to know about. Moreover, he said Wati who said that if Rengganis was the mastermind of his disappearance without a trace many years ago.
" What's really going on?" He muttered as he ruffled his hair in frustration.
Ambar can't lie about Pandu. The man he never knew his face at birth, almost died because of it. Or perhaps even, he will die at the hands of his biological son.
Feelings of guilt, disappointment also increasingly wrestle Hartadi soul.
" Why are you doing this Wati?" He was crying in solitude. His chest was overwhelmed with distress, and his brain could not be invited to think normally.
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Waveguides
He and Fina arrived at KJ's office when the sun had sagged to the west. With a tired face, he now entered and welcomed the cold air AC in the big room. Feels soothing.
"Guide!" Arimbi who knew the arrival of Pandu at this time immediately stood up. His face looks bright.
" Yes?" answered Pandu flat, looking at Arimbi's face that looks happy like he just got the lottery.
" Wait with your mother up above!" Reply cheerfully.
" Where are you from?" Rendy who just popped out from behind the door of a room, now looks at Pandu worried.
Pandu did not answer, he was still unmoved.
" You're waiting in Mr. Bayu's room. Let Miss Fina deliver!" Say Rendy back while bringing some files. The man was always busy, he thought.
Pandu looked at Fina who actually also looked just as tired. The woman with wavy hair now nodded with a smile.
" Go, I'll go home first. We can see you later, hm?" Fina rubbed Pandu's arm. This is the time to talk with your mother!
Pandu held the hand of Fina who was now gently rubbing her arm, squeezing it while smiling. Arimbi and Rendy looked at each other. Oh look, clearly they could see the sparks of burning love from both of them. Lhuuyy!!
He separated at that time with Fina, believing that Rendy would deliver Fina safely. He doesn't have to doubt that.
With a definite step, he went up to the second floor where Bayu's room was located. When diligently stepping his feet, he was curious about the door that was slightly opened, from the gap he pulled a smile when he saw three friends with his guard colleagues were asleep that afternoon.
Obviously they're all tired. With himself actually.
Yudha was seen closing her eyes with her left arm over her face, Ajisaka who brushed with a calm face while scypping, and, and Sakti who sleeps with her mouth half open while hugging Mark's body like a bolster. I don't know since when his partner can clop with his sableng best friend.
" Have you come?" A familiar voice from behind the door that swung successfully made him end his peeking activities.
He stared at the face of a man who now looks fresher and clothes that have been replaced with shirts and cream trousers. Pandu suspects that Bayu has just finished bathing.
" Hmmm!" He nodded.
" Your friends are tired, let them rest!" The man in front of him was really very nurturing, not thinking if his friends were needed this well.
The question is, where is Mom now?
" Your mother just ate, she was worried about you. You better take a shower, you guys need to talk after this! The man could even read my mind. So fill the heart Pandu.
The man was getting closer to himself who seemed stunned, he could guess it because the new fresh man was getting closer.
Fragrant bayu.
" Speak as a grown man! Think of your mother's feelings too! He's not okay right now!" Bayu patted his shoulder and then a moment later passed towards the ground floor.
Indeed, the man was still kind to him even though he was often indifferent to Bayu.
He just stared at the wide back that started to move away from him by gulping. Promise in your heart to be better after this.
Bayu was right, from a piece of dialogue he caught while with Hartadi and Rengganis earlier, obviously his mother must also be hurt. Oh my poor mother!
Oh my God, life is hard.
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Amberwati
The urban expanse that he looked at. Didn't expect to be in this city after decades of abandoning it. He still remembers very well all the events that became the turning point of being a single parent for Pandu.
Two of his neutrals are now launching clear liquids with no pauses. Tight, sad, disappointed, he wanted to protest to the owner of life. Why is he often at the low point of life?
TOK TOK TOK
The knock coming from the closed door made Ambarwati's hand quickly wipe her watery eyes. Don't want people to catch him right now.
" just a minute!" With the typical raucous sound of people crying, he walked in a hurry towards the door.
THE CZECH!
He was shocked when he saw his son standing in the doorway with a tired face. However, his clothes had already been changed with a plain gray t-shirt, and long black pants that made his son look very handsome. He must admit, Pandu is often spread the charm of the male aroma.
" Kids!" He immediately hit his son's body. Hugged the only treasure he had. The mother and son looked at each other with tears.
From a distance, Bayu who was about to pass was forced to stop his steps because he accidentally witnessed the heartwarming scene. Bayu then returned and allowed the mother and child to speak.
" I'm sorry son, I'm sorry!"
Which heart of a child can hear his mother's lips say sorry words while crying to his child? Mothers who never even complained about all the hardships that had plagued them, persistent mothers struggled to support their children after Sulaksono died. No, he won't be able to.
" We're talking in the Buk!" Pandu released his embrace after the tightness in his chest reduced. He could see that his mother looked broken. Speaking in a soft tone.
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In the room.
Ambarwati sat on the edge of the bed while Pandu rested on the floor while resting her mother's hanging legs. From the gentle rubbing that her mother gave her over her head, she guessed that her mother obviously felt very affectionate towards her.
" Is Mom okay?" Pandu said while stuck staring at the clean floor of the room. Not daring to look into the eyes of his mother who is clearly at this time is shedding tears.
" I'm sorry for covering this up. But..all this is for your good, for our sake!"
...Flashbacks...
Many years ago.
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Amberwati
She was a wandering woman who tried her luck in the city. The difficulty of changing fate in the village demanded his move to the big city. But who would have thought life in the city was harder.
He worked in a clothing store because it was difficult to get a job in the village. As an orphan, he must be able to help himself so as not to drown in the onslaught of the increasingly demanding times.
Long story short at one time, he came home from work to boarding. At night and alone. He took part time at a cafe as a dishwasher to add rupiah coffers. Appreciable.
She is a beautiful woman with all the natural simplicity that God has given her. Honey, life threw him into a predicament.
No doubt, a lot of naughty spies who want to prey on him because often he comes home at night.
" Where is beautiful?"
" Same path brother yuk?"
" Double my brother!"
Such disgusting sounds were already an everyday meal. Guessing if she is a cheap woman who is easily interested.
However, it was unexpected that a young man who paid attention to him was doing something unexpected. The man pulled Wati's hand suddenly, and was about to take her somewhere.
Intending to vent the desire for the seductive body of Wati.
" Please...Help me!" In fact, until the windpipe is hoarse, no one helps. Not because there were no people, but because they did not dare with Ginanjar. The thug leader.
Moreover, the night was late, can be sure a handful of pedestrians who pass do not want to look for disease by fighting Ginanjar.
He even thought, it's his life now. Seeing that no one was going to help him.
" Detach! I'm not a cheap woman, you son of a bitch!" Wati.
" Don't be your ass, come on!" Ginanjar even looked at Wati with a tasteful gaze. His obscene brain seemed challenged.
He always believed that God was for everyone. Including for himself who had earlier chanted a prayer in his heart, so that he could be helped by Him.
" Heh, let go of that woman!" Another man's voice made him look. A young man who he felt must be strong because of his height that exceeded Ginanjar.
Thank goodness!
" Who are you, don't interfere!" The man with the piercing on the left right looked furious when a man with a thin mustache came to disturb him.
" Down now!" Pinta the man stared intently at Ginanjar.
" Bacot lo!" He had felt relieved because the man's hand checks had now been released, but his fear had doubled because the two men were now involved in attacking each other. Well how is this?
He with a frightened face and a trembling body retreated to the side of the wall whose paint was peeling off that night. Watch how the men hit each other.
His eyes became more rounded when he saw the man with a shirt in a roll just above the elbow to the face of Ginanjar to make the man fell to the ground. Making the class thug teri run off the ridge because it clearly lost.
With a cold and trembling body, he approached Hartadi who was shaking off the dirt stuck to his shirt.
" Thank you very much Sir!" he said he felt helped that night. Really indebted.
" Don't call me Master, I'm Hartadi. Just call me Har, our age seems the same!" The man smiled and made her shake.
Same age but obviously different fate. If he looked at his appearance, the man who had just introduced himself was definitely a barker.
And sure enough, behind he knew that the handsome young man was the developer of all the shopping concessions in the market area. And from that meeting they often met and were close to each other.
" I like you Wat!" The phrase that made him fly into space, became the starting point for the clarity of their relationship.
It seems like a young man in general who must be hit by falling in love, Har put his feelings for Wati, even when he was about to be betrothed to the daughter of a famous person in the city.
" I'll divorce Rengganis after three months, then we'll go together!" The intoxicating love in fact makes the rational view of Wati blind.
A few months establish closeness, they then married siri to be witnessed by the hostess and also close friends of Wati at that time. Do not want to fall into unwanted things. At least they are religiously legitimate.
According to Har, he did not love the Rengganis. However, their family circle clearly always brings together entrepreneurs between entrepreneurs so that the fabric of wealth is unbroken.
And Har, don't dismiss if he needs a lot of money to be able to take him away and live happily. In short, Har will divorce Rengganis when he has managed to run his business well.
During that time, Har never missed giving him a living. Even the numbers are huge. He bought a house in an elite housing estate. In time, Wati and Har married first rather than Rengganis.
From their marriage, Wati conceived the fruit of their love in the second month after marriage. However, behind because of the busyness of Har he had to legowo because it is rarely visited.
" I'm sorry, my papa again intensively asked me to make his business. All because I postponed marrying Rengganis!"
" Now it is rare to be able to protect you!" He caught a streak of regret on Har's face.
Anxiety began to haunt her mind as her pregnancy began to enlarge. Her husband rarely gives news. He believes Har loves him and must be busy with his work.
However, he was increasingly disappointed because even until he had just given birth to Pandu, not at all seen by Har. And more to his surprise, as the lightning roared and the rain came down, a beautiful woman dressed as Hedon stood in the doorway of her house.
" Snitch woman!" His cheeks twitched as the red-clawed hand slapped him.
" Get out of here or I'll kill you!"
"Go away and never show yourself again!" The flames of fury licked and smoldering from the look in his eyes, he who was alone at the time and frightened clearly had no choice.
Do not want to Pandu why-why. He knows, his position is clearly not strong in the eyes of the law.
From there she knew that she was a Rengganis, a woman who would be betrothed to her husband. Makes it even more violent. The happiness that he had been knitting with Har, in an instant turned into a serious catastrophe.
A man who he knew was a Rengganis employee drove him to the terminal, and that night with Har's condition that he had not seen Pandu's face, he left the city. The poor woman who could not possibly be able to fight the rich Rengganis, obviously she could not deny it.
He still hopes Har will find him and wants to find him even though he has left the city for a year and does not know the news about Har.
However, his determination collapsed when he saw a news story that explained if Rengganis had just given birth to a son from his marriage with a man named Hartadi.
Like being struck by lightning in broad daylight, the news clearly made him no longer have a gap. He realized, the rich man might just play tricks on himself. Devastated and alone, he wept lamenting his truly unfortunate fate.
The point of hatred at that time began to dominate him, the questions are increasingly disturbing, about why the man did not meet him even when he gave birth Pandu began to cover his logic. He hated Har.
From then on he thought, if Hartadi was just a bad jerk as Ginanjar. The man who raped her that night.
...End flashback...
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