
Chapter 46. Disappointments
^^^" Negative thinking can lead to lifelong regret!"^^^
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Speech that contains a level of questions seems not to be able to naikkan Pandu just like that. What did Fina mean?
The rain began to fall, but the two human children still insisted on talking to each other in a soft, soft emotion.
" I was forced to do that to you the other day because let Riko stop chasing me again, but I didn't think that she would be this close!" The swift intensity of the rain was directly proportional to the cries of Fina who was increasingly breaking.
Pandu stared at Fina's nanar under the rain. He was not angry with Fina, but he was disappointed with Fina's reckless attitude.
" Riko made your family like this because of me!" Fina beat her own chest while crying in front of Pandu.
Guide her tears. The man held back furious. He should not have known a woman with such a deep caste.
" I'm sorry...!" Fina's steps paused as Pandu held back Fina's steps by raising her hand.
" That's enough!" Pandu stared at the lethargic face of Fina under the rain.
At first Pandu did not mind Fina's impulsive attitude the other day. However, the batteries that arise are clearly not ordinary and natural. This is about his sister's life.
"Go!" With the body soaked, Pandu seemed to feel tired. Her sister had just died, and the news from Fina seemed to make herself feel at a nadir.
I don't know why Pandu's heart feels sliced. He felt that he was being used only by Fina.
" Sandu, please forgive me!" Fina was getting closer to the man.
" Go!!!!" Pandu yelled until his throat was hoarse. He no longer wanted to hear anything from the girl's lips. He is just a poor man who wants to live a quiet life.
Enough with all this.
Fina's body shook, her heart ached. He knew Pandu was angry and disappointed in him. But why did Fina actually feel pain in her heart when she saw the flames of disappointment in Pandu's eyes?
Withstanding tightness while biting her lips, Fina ran away leaving Pandu feeling devastated.
He has no choice but to obey Pandu's orders so that he is not increasingly hated.
" Aggggghhh!" Pandu shouted while kneeling and covered his face under the increasingly heavy rain.
It was a protest to destiny. Why his life became so difficult and bitter.
Really, it shouldn't be like this.
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Mr. Guntoro arrived with Budi at seven o'clock at night, after getting word from his mother. The rain that flushed the Kalianyar area was apparently still durable. Deliberately did not meet Fina first when he heard the story of Bu Asmah and his wife.
" Go home to rain while crying. Don't know why!"
"You better talk, don't use Gun's emotions!" Ms. Asmah warned her son to be wiser .
Mr. Guntoro massaged his dizzy forehead.
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Fina stared at the nanar towards the outside of the window. Netraanya had glanced at Pandu's face painting that was not perfect. Only the eyes and half of the nose remain. His heart was sad to remember Pandu's anger.
He knew he had fallen in love with Pandu. The unpretentious and personal attitude that makes him repeatedly amazed, as well as warm family despite living in simplicity.
Now, the range of misunderstandings is increasingly complicating the situation.
" I'm sorry Ndu!" it's tight in the heart.
Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok
Fina brushed away the rest of her tears as she heard the door opening from outside.
" Can you talk for a second?"
Fina was aghast when she heard the familiar voice of a man. His father had already arrived that night.
" Father?" Fina looked at her papa face grimly.
Instantly things became quiet. Fina did not even know if Oma and her mother had contacted her father.
" Papa can help Fina's friend to get justice? Fina promised to meet Papa after this!" Fina looked at her papa face expectantly.
Pandu Pandu and Pandu. Her guilt completely doctrinated her to seek reinforcements.
Mr. Guntoro breathed his breath rough. " Fin, that's why papa doesn't like to see you walk Riko since he used to. Papa knows who Riko's parents are!"
Fina was stunned to hear her papa's words.
" As much as possible we business people avoid having any other relationship with their families. They can do anything. Including making Papa's business ruined!"
Fina could not believe what she heard. Moreover, he remembered if he had slept with Riko. Regret is often useless.
Now fear slipped in Fina's heart. What if Riko reveals the real situation, if they ever make out.
" Well, how's Pa? Riko won't stop bothering Fina?" fina's face was still grim looking at her papa. Put aside complicated problems like a bomb that can explode at any time. Destroying Fina and her future.
" Papa was confused too. If you used to obey me, maybe things wouldn't be like this!"
Fina really felt guilty. His appearance and fame had blinded his heart's eyes. His guilt towards Pandu really did bother him.
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At 23:17
Ambarwati Residence
Pandu locked the door which was now deserted. The last guest to come home was his three best friends.
Pandu Dkk was forced to defy his duties as a Volleyball tournament organizer held from tonight. The chairman of the committee is very aware of that.
The Pandu family is in mourning.
" Mommy hasn't slept?" He said when he saw his mother sitting holding a notebook while looking at the window that was still open.
Pandu closed the window of his mother's room which was somehow still left open when the time was too late.
Pandu's forehead folded as he turned his body to look at the mother "What book is a Buk?"
Ambarwati looked at her son with puffy eyes and a grim face.
" I just found it in the closet under your sister's room!" He then handed me the book with the picture of the heart.
Pandu receives a book of Pink's diary. Without hesitation, he opened it.
Kalianyar February 10, 20xx
Tired of being boring, sometimes disappointing. What kind of life is this?
The first sheet was written on the date where Ayudya was still sitting in the first grade of High School. There his sister scratches the longing for the figure of the father who had long abandoned him.
Father.in the quiet silence of kurindu...
His sister also wrote a temple-raising song belonging to the legendary singer of the homeland. Make the heart Pandu tightness and pain together.
Pandu continued to spread sheet by sheet of diary belonging to his sister. It contained mostly an outpouring of hearts, and some love poems. His chest became increasingly tight when he read a writing that struck his heart. The exact date he wrote before the accident happened to his sister.
December 18, 20xx
I dare not say hello, only dare to mention you in my prayers....
^^Y Y
The initials that made him curious. 'Y' who he thinks.
Lord, can You please pass on my race to him. I dare not even say hello to him....
^^Y Y
If you give me a chance, I want to be the last one to accompany her even though the prettier ones are already with her....
Is falling in love this crazy? he was on one roof with me for over five hours. But I did not dare to look him in the eye. But I was so happy to hear his voice.
Yudhasoka & Yudhas '' ''1
The eyes of the Guide are perfectly rounded. Does that mean her sister has liked her best friend?
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