Fearless
Episode 71

A few months later...

While others have determined the majors and universities they want, Calista is still confused because he does not have a picture to study where.

Calista turned to Friska's sheet of paper. Calista is saddened that Friska is going to college outside the city. Not only Friska, but it seems that others also want to study outside the city.

Calista walked up to Kevin, he wanted to see Kevin's sheet of paper, because Kevin had never told Calista about the university and the department Kevin wanted.

"What's wrong?" kevin asked while hiding the sheet.

"I want to see the sheet of paper that's yours."

Kevin just kept quiet. Kevin doesn't want Calista to be sad if he finds out that Kevin is going to study abroad.

Calista reached out her hand and asked Kevin to show her the paper board. "Quick! I want to see"

Kevin sighed, then he immediately gave the sheet of paper to Calista.

"You want to study in Australia?" calista asked, then Kevin just nodded.

"May you be accepted there." Calista returned the sheet, after which he sat back in his chair.

While sitting in his chair, suddenly Calista's eyes began to glaze over. To be honest he is very sad because for sure he will be difficult to meet Kevin. But on the other hand, Calista also has to support Kevin.

"Ta, where are you going to college?" ask Friska.

"Gue don't know, because I'm still confused."

Because the sheet of paper will soon be collected, Calista finally carelessly filled his majors. The important thing is that he has to see me in this town, because he doesn't want to be away from his parents.

After filling the sheet of paper, they are allowed to rest.

Suddenly Kevin clasped Calista's hand. "Let's go to the cafeteria!"

"I'm on a diet again."

"You can't diet. You have to eat a lot, so you're healthy."

Calista just smiled, when in fact he was very sad because he knew Kevin would go abroad.

"Vin, when you're abroad, don't forget me."

Kevin tidied Calista's hair. "I won't forget you. And then I'll always tell you."

"Yes promise?" calista asked, making sure, then Kevin just nodded while assuring him.

Skips

During the meal, Calista continued to hold Kevin's hand like a child who was afraid of being left behind by his parents.

"Ta, I want to eat" said Kevin.

"Yes, I ate it."

"I ate it with my left hand."

Calista pursed her lips, then she let go of his grasp.

"Let's go, 'cause now I want to eat, '" said Kevin, then Calista just nodded.

"Ta, why the hell?" confused Friska because today Calista is very spoiled to Kevin.

"What the hell."

Trinzine! Trinzine!

Calista looked at her phone screen and it turned out to be a video call from her mom. Actually Calista knows that it is not mama who wants a video call, but who wants a video call is Acha.

When answering the video call, before long plastered Acha's face is so funny.

"Hi, Acha."

"Sister, let's play."

"Yes, we'll play."

Kevin's seat now approached Calista, then Kevin waved his hand at the screen.

"Hallo Acha," said Kevin.

"Hallo" said Acha

"Acha how many years now?" ask Rania.

"4 years, because last month she had a birthday."

"Later if for example your parents get older, Acha will continue to be taken care of by your parents?"

Calista explains that if he were to marry, he would bring Acha.

"If your husband doesn't allow you to take Acha how?" ask Erick.

"I'm canceling my marriage."

"But if you take Acha, the man must think that you widow has one child" Friska said, and it makes the others laugh.

Kevin returns the phone to Calista because the video call has been terminated.

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After school, Calista and Kevin stopped by her house, because she said Kevin wanted to give her something. And Calista is very confident that Kevin wants to give me a keepsake because Kevin will go far.

"It's for you." Kevin gave Calista a pretty big box. Then, Calista immediately opened the box.

The box contains Kevin's diary, which Calista saw this time. In addition to the diary, there is also a jersey and basketball belonging to Kevin.

"Why did you give this to me?"

"If you miss it, you should look at it."

"But you're telling me that kangen's a video call away."

"Yes, I just can't promise you a video call, phone call or chat."

Hearing Kevin's explanation made Calista feel disappointed. Calista knew that Kevin would be busy with his studies, but at least he sent a message and told Calista the news.

"Oh yes, you can read the contents of my diary."

"Yes, I'll read your diary."

Unknowingly Calista's eyes began to water and before long his tears fell.

"I'm sorry, Ta. I don't really want to leave you either. But since this is my dream, so I have to go there."

"Yes, it's okay. I know it too."

Kevin sighed. "If for example you want to find a replacement for me, I'm fine."

Kevin said that because he knew for sure that someone would definitely feel lonely, so Kevin did not matter if later Calista wanted to date others.

"Why are you talking like that? are you there to find my replacement, too?"

"It's not. I'm just worried that you're bored with dating busy people. So I told you to find another man who can take his time for you."

Calista doesn't think about Kevin. Supposedly if he was still in love with Calista, he would have to fight for Calista in any way.

"Vin, I'm going home."

"Don't be angry, Ta."

"I'm not angry. I'm just a little disappointed in you."

As Kevin was about to hug Calista, Calista quickly pushed him slowly.

"Let's take me home."

Kevin brought the box he gave Calista. "Yes, come on." Then, Kevin immediately drove Calista home.

Along the way, Calista was silent. He was imagining his moments with Kevin. In retrospect, Kevin always gave Calista tremendous effort, but this time it seems Kevin has given up on giving Calista effort.

Somehow Calista feels that Kevin is tired of Calista. Because it is known, that during dating, Kevin who gives the most effort. As for Calista, it seems he did not give any effort to Kevin.

Arriving home, Calista immediately read Kevin's diary. It was written about Kevin's story from his happy story to his sad story. Calista doesn't know that Kevin's childhood was so much about grief.

Calista did not think that Kevin often heard his parents quarrelling and that made him often run away to his grandparents' house. Even not only that, it turns out that all this time Kevin kept a secret that his Papa was cheating in order to keep his feelings mamah.

Not only that, during childhood Kevin always felt lonely because his parents were busy working.

And it was also written that Kevin's most painful grief was when his mother died and also when his Papa married another woman. Yes, in the last month, Papah Kevin married a younger woman. Maybe when viewed from his age, he is more suitable to be Kevin's brother.

Although not finished reading everything, but Calista wants to end it. He did not want to read further because his mood was not good today. So if you continue to be forced to read, surely Calista will cry because of the sad story of a Kevin Dewantara.