FIRE LOVE
2. The disturbing turmoil

In this case I should be grateful to mas jarot, who always allows to follow various courses until he has his diploma. Maybe mas jarot realized that my education was only until Second Grade Junior High, so I easily got permission from him to increase knowledge through the course.

I happen to be a science-hungry human being myself. In the past, I was out of second grade because my parents could not afford my school, not because I did not want to continue school. And after becoming the wife of mas jarot, I actually get the opportunity to increase various knowledge through courses, although not through formal school.

So at the age of twenty I could associate with the intelligentsia even,

Because I already know how to get along easily, how to talk in English and so on, whereas my formal degree is just SD.

My ambition is quite large, despite finishing various tiger courses, I always feel thirsty for knowledge, through heavy reading, I can add to my insight.

I think in this day and age it is easy to gain knowledge, as long as I want to, by reading it, my knowledge can increase and increase from day to day, can't knowledge books be easily bought in bookstores?

Even magazines that contain science are easy to get at five feet.

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The arrival of maturity and increased insight, by itself expand your association.

Especially in addition to a small medium that I always drive myself, it feels like my appearance is not inferior to the wives of officials.

The house I bought on the edge of Yogyakarta city was developed, in the front I have installed for the salon, while the back I made the boarding house, after I wake up new rooms. Even though it is not in the middle of the city, but this house gets a decent sustenance as well, once the new rooms are finished I wake up, immediately arrive students who are looking for lodging, and, the following month, the rooms were fully filled.

Mas Jarot himself put it all to me, as he had said one day, "I am old, must have taken a break from such affairs, please just handle it all, ''cause you're young, still full of passion and energy, "

Mas jarot always leave everything to me, he was so sure that I was taken by my courses and social environment, so that every step I would succeed.

Coincidentally my stardom is often bright in the field of business, I almost never fail, my calculations are always mature before stepping, so thin to fail.

My salon is getting more and more famous, not only receiving those who will be in makeup at my salon, but also began to move to decorate the bride and groom, as well as rent out the party equipment, the results are quite decent, indeed, because I often receive money from those who are happy, is it not at weddings, the organizer will not be too calculated about money, because his heart is happy?

But when decorating the bride-to-be, often my heart is touched, because in general I decorate a pair of brides that are balanced in age, in the sense that the groom is only a few years older than the bride, at such a time of silence I often compare with myself, is not my age difference with mas jarot too far?

Regarding that, Ms. Rini even said it blatantly, I still remember my conversation with the woman who was ten years older than me.

"Indeed, it is not so felt now, but later, if the age of Tri jeng is already thirty years old, for example, the age of Tri jeng husband is seventy years old right?

"Indeed, our age was different forty years old,"

"That's it, while I'm going through, at thirty we're hot, jeng?

"Akh, jeng Tri is rich not understand, hot in that matter lo, hi Hi hi hi...!!!!

"Then anyway! '

Mbak Rini always told a long story, about the maturity of the experience of women at a certain age, who then began to live the pleasure of a male touch.

Instead, Sister Rini always whispered in my ears, about the warmth and freshness of young men, or else my soul as awakened, though still veiled, there was a kind of curiosity in me.

And if this curious turmoil begins to interfere, I still try to soak it in various ways, including by busying myself in daily activities.

Indeed, if the mbak rini speech was too much thought, it could be frustrating for me to make it, because if I focus my attention in that one direction of course I am very behind, of course, it can even be said to get nothing, except the feeling of wanting to please the very husband.

The age of the mas jarot is advanced, obviously not an age that can be brought to the fore in the needs of biological things, all must be done patiently and painstakingly, all must be done patiently and painstakingly, not even once did we fail twice, even when my blood began to warm, mas jarot did not manage to resurrect himself, he said, if I encounter such an event I can only massage my chest and say in my heart, "let this be my fate, my life is not just for that one."

But my friends actually consider that one as the most important thing in his life. ida for example, even spoke more bluntly than mbak rini, at one time ida said, "I do if you only spend a week, wah puyeng it feels, tri.

That's why my husband was assigned to manado first, frankly...

"i had to get in instead."

I got goosebumps when ida confessed that during her husband's assignment in Manado, she had a scandal with her former college friend,

ida said, "i don't ko nyesel, because I'm sure my husband also mess in manado there, I'll know in manado there is very easy to get a girl."

Ida then told me about her experiences with her former college friends. While I'm just dumb, it's not like a stupid kid who gets a new lesson in his class.

That is, not only mbak rini and ida who seemed to heat me with great stories, even other friends talk about the same thing, about the bln one, that one,

But I still became a faithful wife, until I was twenty-one years old, suddenly mas jarot fell ill, to be hospitalized.....

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...SERIATE...