FIRE LOVE
7. PREGNANT
Without caring about the exhaustion of the long journey, I took a broom and I tidied up every part of it that looked wrong.
Just rest first.not good, the future comes and even work, " said Priyono while removing his shoes and t-shirts in the middle room.
" I really want to rest, but later if it's tidy home, all you want to take a shower first, my body was dirty on the way earlier."
"Later mingling with me, suddenly the man hugged me from behind, "I also want to take a shower first, let it be clean and fresh."
"Don't be grandiose dong, I want to sweep the floor, you wait there."
"I can't wait to hear it, I miss you."
"Pri.. ticklish, pri!. "But you, if you see what kind of person?"
I actually have something to say to her, but I don't think it's time yet.
"For more than a month I held my kangen, but did not think that today would meet, so excited, all-out."
"But, pri......
" why.....!
"I.!, experienced something new."
"You mean...!
"Since you left Yogya, I've never been able to menstruate."
"Keep.....?
"Not continuously, if I'm pregnant like where?"
"Every father thinks his son, even though his grandson, I myself will behave like a sister, even though it is actually my son."
"That's not the case, pri."
"Want to?"
"Since I've been in the hospital so far, you've never had sex with me."
"Fish him, let him catch it."
"I tried many times. But fail to continue, pri.
"That's a sign that my dear father is the same as me, you don't want to be the same woman I already have, you give up?"
"Don't joke around, this guy is serious lo, if I'm pregnant while your dad can't get up again, what am I supposed to say?"
"Let's see, "Priyono began to take it seriously, "later we go to the obstetrician, check there, pregnant what ndak, so it's clear, don't guess, so...!
"When it turns out how pregnant...?"
"Don't just in case, the important thing is that we see the results of the examination later, then think about the scale later."
The results of the examination of the womb, exactly as I suspected, that I was declared positive pregnant.
"If you want to take action, now is the time" Priyono said in her Jeep when she just got home from an obstetrician.
"What action?, "What wonder...!
"His pregnancy is not yet two months, in suction can also be, yes in the doctor's place earlier.
"I'm neutral in this, let it be okay, in suction is also okay, I just thought about your words last afternoon, I said, how if this causes a rift in the household of your father and you.
I was silent, my mind, it had been six years that I had been Jarot's wife, without a child present, and as a woman, of course I also wanted to have children, want to hug the baby I gave birth to myself, but why does this pregnancy happen at this time? "why did this pregnancy not come from the seeds of Jarot mas?.
"If you want to suck, now is the time, when you are in Jakarta, so you can go home to Yogya with an attitude like nothing ever happened, but this does not mean that I do not want the birth of my child, I just think about your words earlier you know, " Priyono said as her Jeep slid straight onto the highway, which I don't know where I'm going.
I just found out where Priyono was headed, after the Jeep he was driving turned to the Ancol gate, and I just kept quiet. I don't know, now I just feel safe being near priyono.
"The moon is full, Priyono said after stopping his Jeep near the beach, "Let's enjoy the beauty of the ancol at night."
I just think I followed Priyono towards the beach, and sat side by side on one of the wall benches that lined the ancol beach.
if anyone noticed that we were together like this, it would probably be thought that we were a couple or lovers dating, because Priyono was a few years older than me, like my boyfriend or husband, who would say that Priyono is my stepson?"
"Where is the decision? "Said Priyono while looking at me in the dim light of the full moon.
In response, I held her hand tightly while saying slowly, "just think about it first, now I can't decide anything."
"The problem is, if you hunt back to Yogya, it is difficult to do suction, because usually if you have been sucked you have to rest for two days."
"I'm instead inclined to let it go, so, "my words are soft. I don't know why I became this feeling, even though it's nothing, I imagine not having the heart to throw a fetus, a baby, a child, a child, the human candidate that I should have kept in my womb.
"Yes, if there is a thought there, no more problems, just wait for the development later,"
"But if your father doesn't have any progress in the near future, maybe I'll be forced to run away from home."
"Yes, Priyono nodded. "I can hide it in Jakarta later."
"As a mistress?"
"Don't be bad, as you thought, "Priyono stroked the tip of her nose into my cheek. "one thing to think about, we're not going to be able to officially mate, right?"
I was stunned, Priyono's words leaned on something I had forgotten all along. Indeed, I have heard that a man should not marry his former stepmother, nor should he marry a former stepson. But didn't I ever expect Priyono to be my husband officially?"
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The problem was a constant thought for me, On my way home to yogya was constantly thinking about it, and to calm myself, I secretly planned something, that upon arrival in Yogya later, and to calm myself, I must try desperately to try to raise the spirit of Jarot.
My arrival at home received a warm welcome from the Jarot mas, who walked with the guidance of Miranti, rolling in front of the gate.
"You never left me for so long.
I felt so lost, "said mas Jarot as he hugged me in the living room.
"Sama, mas. I also miss once, "I said stale, "If you don't remember mas, I must have just returned four days later.because there is a tool that has not been bought, but, he said a new Monday came, but because of the same kangen mas, I just go home, the tool that has not come along can be bought next month, let me go to Jakarta again later."
"Why don't you tell the guy to finish all that?, "as Jarot sat in his lazy chair.
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