First Night of Cana
Don't leave me

Kana bit her fingertips nervously. His feet move irregularly. Tears do not stop flowing in the corner of the eye. Kana panics, is scared and does not believe what has happened. Her husband was shot while protecting her. It was still clear how the blood soaked Kana's hands as she hugged Adrian.

"Na, relax, baby, pray." Maya embraces Kana's shoulder trying to strengthen her agitated daughter waiting for reassurance from inside the operating room.

"All wrong Kana, Ma. Had Kana advised Ian not to get too close to Randu this would not have happened. It's all Kana's fault, Ma!" Cana's chatter in between her sobs, made the heart that heard the snigger. How not? Not long ago Kana lost her baby and now her husband is struggling in the operating room.

Seeing the Restless Son-in-law and blaming herself Rahayu felt unbearable to see it. He approached Kana and sat down next to her. "Where, don't blame yourself. It's not all your fault. " Rahayu stroked Kana's head hoping that her daughter-in-law would calm down, even though Rahayu was more worried. Adrian is the only child in his family. Losing Adrian is like breaking the chain of the Rusman family.

"I'm sorry Kana Bun. Ian's brother was hurt because of Kana. Forgive Cana Mother," isak Cana kissed her in-laws' hands as a deep outpouring of regret. Unknowingly a drop of tears drenched Rahayu's cheeks she hurriedly rubbed her cheeks before Kana realized she was crying.

"Where, horrified Mother." Rahayu held onto both of Kana's shoulders. "What happened to Adrian is not your fault or anyone else's. This is Na's calamity, and we will never know when a calamity will occur. So stop blaming yourself. You have to be strong, pray because right now that's all we can do." Rahayu stared gently at Kana who was looking at her with watery eyes. Rahayu sure blinked that tears would drip from both of Kana's eyes.

"Why afraid Mother. Kana's afraid! " Kana closed her face with both palms. "Well, you're not ready to lose Brother Ian, Bun." Kana looked back at her mertuan her eyes blurred, covered by the tears that pooled in both her eyes.

Rahayu took Kana's hand tightly grasping it.

"If you're a match, you can still be together. But if your soul mate only gets here, please let Adrian, Na."

Hearing her in-laws words Kana's cries broke even more. She would not be ready if she had to lose her husband. Kana is not ready to live her own life, she is used to the existence of Adrian and if she has to lose her husband Kana will really be destroyed as well as Rahayu. It's just that Rahayu did not show all her anxiety and sadness, she had to look strong so that her daughter-in-law remained strong and not getting sad.

"Where, right said Ms. Rahayu. You-we have to be strong. Ian Na Doain. He's fighting in there. Don't waste Ian's struggle in there." Maya hugs her beloved daughter patting Kana's back slowly.

Seeing that scene Rusman, Joddy and Kanda just fell silent. They could do nothing but wait. Randu and Randi are already in police custody. Joddy will make sure both get a penalty commensurate with what they've done. Adrian and Kana mean the same thing to Joddy. Adrian is his best friend, while Kana is someone he once loved, maybe even now the feeling is still left deep in his heart. Wanting Joddy to run and hug Kana made him calm and confident that everything would be fine. Unfortunately, Joddy can only stare at Kana from afar because for more than that it is not Joddy's capacity. He just did what he deserved to do.

The door of the operating room suddenly opened a doctor who was still wearing OK came out, opening a mask that covered part of his face.

"How's my son, Doctor?" buru Rusman, Kana's father-in-law who had been looking anxious all the time rushed over to the middle-aged man. Kana also moved from her seat to surround the man.

The doctor looked one by one at the tense faces around him, then smiled. "Alhamdulilah, the gunshot wound experienced by Brother Adrian is not too deep, not to the point that it affects his vital organs only slightly damage his back muscles. But there is nothing to worry about - all will recover. We'll continue to monitor Brother Adrian's health."

Everyone who was in the waiting room was breathing a sigh of relief Kana even hugged her mother tightly. Anxiety, panic and fear evaporated out of nowhere. Replacing an overwhelming sense of relief enveloped his heart.

"We will soon transfer Brother Adrian to the ward. " Finished talking the doctor rushed away. Kana smiled relieved happy tears never stopped dripping from both eyes.

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"Na, you go home. Rest. I'm doing fine. Are they here too?" adrian has been the 3rd time. Kana nodded slowly she did not want to leave Adrian for a second. She wanted to accompany her husband until he was completely healed.

"I want to be here. After all, what can one expect from those two slumbering humans?" Kana puts her chin on Joddy and Kanda who sleep on the sofa available in Adrian's nursery.

"You should rest Na."

"Sister, stop worrying about me. This is what you should be worried about, Brother, not me. I'll be fine. So, Brother shut up and let me stay here." Ayrin clasped Adrian's hand and pressed Adrian's palm against his cheek, feeling his warmth.

Adrian finally gives up and lets Kana stay by his side.

"Sister, I'm sorry, can you? Sister is here because of Kana. Just try if Kana nurut with you, surely this will not happen," said Kana closer to Adrian. Hugged her. Adrian's hand free from the infusion returned Kana's embrace.

"It's not your fault Na. It's nobody's fault" Adrian rubbed Kana's shoulder back. "What's important now is that we're okay." Adrian pecked at Kana's head.

"I was so scared when I saw your blood. I'm really scared, brother. I'm not ready if you go first." Kana buried her head into Adrian's chest, making Adrian grimace in pain, as the wound on his back was somewhat depressed.

"Eh, sorry. Sick huh?" Kana loosened her embrace looking at the Husband full of guilt. Adrian smiled his finger across the line of Kana's face. Then stop at the tiny lips of Kana who is pink and feels soft on the skin of her fingers.

"I won't go where there's no you, honey. Before my destiny asks me for it, I will always be by your side."

Kana smiled and then kissed her husband's cheeks gently. "Don't leave me, brother." Kana kissed once again Adrian's cheek but Adrian's base, although in pain still he wanted more than a kiss on his cheek

so Adrian pulled Kana's chin and devoured Kana's lips which were like opium to him.

"Crazy, Ian! It hurts!" Kanda's protesting voice made Kana reflexively rewind her head away from Adrian with a red face holding in shame, he forgot that in the room he was not only alone with Adrian but there were two men who were equally fond of him sleeping soundly, at first, but Kana and Adrian are unaware that the two men are awake.

"Lo both really can't keep our feelings as singles" said Kanda again. Joddy just shook his head at Adrian and Kana, then suddenly he held Kanda's chin looking at his best friend with a strange look. "Sister, don't leave me. "Joddy mimicking Kana's words made Kana close her face. Embarrassed. And Kanda is not angry but instead returns Joddy. " I won't go where there's no you, honey!" Kanda imitated Adrian's heavy voice.

Adrian looked at his two friends with disgust. "Geli shucks!" he exasperated at his two friends who deliberately mocked him.

Kanda and Joddy looked at each other and laughed.

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