Flight Attendant, Take Me Fly Captain
Mama's Heart Wounds

"Explain to Mama Denisa, what's wrong?"

Mama Denisa invites her son to speak four eyes in the hotel room, after the statement that Daniel is quite surprising to want to marry Denisa within a week. They sat down beside the bed.

"We love Ma" Denisa lowered her head with her fingers squeezing each other, hiding her nervousness from not daring to look at her.

"Do you know each other?" Denisa nodded. "Mom knows you Denisa, know your sister and your sister, you were born from your mother's womb. From childhood you are never taught to lie, if any of you lie, where it hurts. Honestly it hurts, but it won't cause any other problems in the future."

Delia shivered more and more in fear, she realized what happened was her fault, but if she was honest, would her mother not be hurt? His mother is the person who can not be lied to the most, considering when they were young, whether he or his brother's sister, every lie must be discovered also by his mother. But if he keeps lying, he believes, one day, his stupidity will be exposed as well, the six months of marriage that Daniel promised could open the carcass he covered.

"Well, Mama won't force you to be honest, Mama bless your marriage, if you're happy. My mom's blessing isn't what's important right now, Denisa? Although the father is no longer there, and you can find a guardian outside with your future husband's money, but Mama is the only parent you have right now. Surely you don't like the lies of your son." Mama Denisa stood up from her seat leaving Denisa, she is a mother who is very sensitive to her children, she knows very well, if any of them are lying.

"What if Denisa's honest Mama still thinks Denisa's Ma's son? Mama will definitely compare Denisa to Delia's sister."

Her mother's hand that had been holding the door handle suddenly stopped hearing Denisa's words.

"If you're ready to be honest and trust your mother, you'll consider that."

"Denisa is not holy Ma."

Deghs

Denisa's mother's legs immediately weakened, her blood seemed to stop hearing the confession of her daughter who was not a girl, the bones in her body seemed to be separated from her body, like hit by a big stone, like a big stone, his chest tightened to make him seem difficult to breathe, his throat felt very dry, but not a symptom of deep heat.

Denisa's mama's lips quivered, she hoped she heard wrong, and her ears were in trouble.

"Sorry Denisa Ma, sorry."

Mama Denisa folded her lips, if she could cry she wanted to cry, but why are her tears so dry right now? Mama Denisa's hard work to strengthen her heart, she knows very well Denisa has always felt like being compared to Delia, which causes envy in Denisa, even though they actually do not feel comparing the two, even though they do not feel, but then again, she's a mother who is so sensitive to the feelings of her children. Mama turned around, looking at her second daughter.

Although the leg was actually not strong support body weight, but Mama Denisa forced her steps to approach her daughter, holding Denisa's hand, and then she sat back by her son.

Denisa looked up with tears that had flooded her beautiful face.

The fragile mother strengthened herself, Denisa did not need judgment, at this time the daughter who raised with sincere love needed someone who was able to wipe her tears, she said, and only he can do that right now.

"What did you say was true Denisa?" Denisa nodded, then looked back down because she could not see the injured face of her mother. "Do you do it on the basis of liking?"

"Mom has three very beautiful daughters Denisa, Mama is proud to have you, it's been confirmed you were born in the same kingdom," Mama breathed in "but one that Mama can't be sure of, you have unequal nature."

Back mom took a breath trying to strengthen her heart, lying if at this time she was not angry, even it felt like she wanted to slap Denisa right now, yelling at her son, why did this happen? But she can't bear it, Denisa's her son who's going the wrong way. Mama's hand was raised, her daughter's chin raised to look at her, she cupped Denisa's face, wiped Denisa's tears with her thumb.

"Amama's three children, Mama wants all three of them to be successful, to be a proud child, Mama feels Mama's life is too perfect if it happens, Denisa. So among the three, there must be a failure, not a failure, maybe it can be said you are currently falling. No one is perfect in this world, including Mama, there may be a way Mama is wrong in educating Mama's children, so Mama is given a hard reprimand like this, Mama's gonna be too cocky if all of Mama's kids succeed, so Mama thinks Mama's wrong."

Denisa felt slapped using a large and thick board over her mother's speech, and this was so painful, if she could choose she wanted Mama to slap or hit her, only, she knew that her mother had so much deep wounds.

"Maybe Mama is too pampering Mama's child, or Mama there is a mispronunciation that makes you sick that Mama does not know, and you also do not reveal it. Sorry Denisa, sorry if all this time there were words Mama wrong, to make you feel less noticed, make you a rebellious child, so you look for escape outside."

Denisa shook her head "It's not Mama's fault, it's Denisa's fault that's too selfish Ma. Not listening to Mama's words, not listening to the advice of Mama and Kak Delia, Mama can slap or hit Denisa, just hit Denisa Ma, Denisa has made Mama embarrassed." Denisa directs her mother's hand on her cheek, and raises her mother's hand on her face.

"Just Denisa," Mama pulled her hand "if Mama kills you though, won't be able to return something that has happened, from now on we both improve, if you're really sorry, if you're right, show Mama, prove to Mama Denisa if you really want to change, and change the way you think that you feel Mama loves Delia more than you do, you're Mama's children who have their own advantages and disadvantages, make your mistakes when this is your maturing process."

Denisa lowered her body, she prostrated herself on the legs of the mother, kissing the legs of this noble hearted woman.

"I'm sorry Denisa Ma, sorry." Mama let Denisa do that, giving her son a chance to admit his mistake, even though his heart was filled with great disappointment.

After Denisa felt enough regret her actions, Mama lowered her head, grabbed Denisa's shoulder, helped her stand up.

"Why can't Mama be mad at you, Denisa? The woman who ran over your father was sorry, so why would you be angry at your own son? The child you gave birth to by betting your life to survive, only you make one mistake, Mama can judge you. Just one pinta Mama, fix your mistakes, be grateful for what you have right now. Tell Mama, how can you do that?"

Denisa is increasingly plagued with guilt from every speech of her mother, she has hurt the feelings of her mother who during the fight desperately so that she, her brother and sister can live and have a proper education like her friends, and her family can live with her, Denisa is truly sorry and the most stupid person in the world.

"We tell this to your sister Denisa, we have to negotiate the best decision ahead of us."

"Denisa's afraid of Ma, Denisa's afraid of her brother being angry and disappointed."

"That's a risk we have to take, son, let him be angry, we have to accept it, but Mama can't hide this from him, he's been filling up all your school fees and Dania."

"Do you know Ma?"

Mama shook her head "Just be enough of us."

Denisa hugged the frail body of her mother who always looked tough, she was so ashamed of her own actions, she who initially wanted to hide this incident without making others know and hurt, finally had to be uncovered.