
Delia woke up when she felt a warm gust of breath hitting the back of her neck, Delia turned her back, there was Abian who was already closed with her tired face. Delia again shed tears as guilt gnawed at her heart.
"I'm sorry Bi, sorry to always bother you, sorry," Delia's lips quivered, "I know this is a punishment for a wife who doesn't obey Bi." Delia said softly afraid to disturb Abian's sleep. But when Abian heard that, he opened his eyes.
"Hey, Delia. Why cry?" Abian slowly collected his life.
"Bi," Delia immediately drowned her face in Abian's chest when Abian woke up, "sorry Bi, sorry me," Delia was stunned, "I am ready to accept punishment from you Bi, I was wrong, this is a rebuke to me for not following you." Abian rubbed Delia's hair gently.
"I'm sorry too. As a husband I was too selfish, I was always concerned about my feelings, without thinking about your feelings Delia, sorry," Abian dyed Delia's hair.
"Why does everything happen to me Bi, why? What's my fault? What was my sin all this time until this happened repeatedly? It's not fair to me, Bi." Delia was playing a victim against herself.
Abian said he had lived in his wife, without thinking about the psychological impact of his own wife.
"God, it's appropriate that many women are victims of abuse who don't speak up, because in addition to being embarrassed and going to be ostracized, they are also blamed" Abian murmured.
Without feeling Abian also shed tears, if he as the closest person can only blame and judge without helping, who should Delia complain to? What's in his dad's picture again? Why would she marry Delia if she couldn't make Delia feel protected?
"You're not wrong Delia, everything that happens is destiny, if this happens to other women maybe they're not as strong as you. I'm amazed you're still strong standing and strong until now baby," Abian peeped his wife's hair "forget what happened, sorry I made you cry because of my attitude. I'm sorry I judged you, baby."
"Am I this cheap lady Bi? You're not ashamed to have a cheap wife like me?" Delia increasingly sobbed feeling herself low.
"No Delia, no. They alone have dirty minds, lack of faith, unhappy lives, so they do that, looking for outside venting. " Delia tightened her open on Abian's back, feeling even more guilty.
"Sorry because I can't keep myself Bi, sorry," it felt like Delia's lips wanted to say a thousand words of apology if she could erase her mistake, were there any other words she could say? I don't know, it's just an apology Delia can say.
"Sssstttt, Delia already, don't blame yourself anymore, baby, don't think about it." Abian rubbed his wife's back. "I know it's not easy for you, and you don't want this to happen, I don't want it to happen, I'm so scared if this happens, cry, cry baby, I'm here for you." Lirih Abian's.
"If this were to happen, I would definitely stay at Bi's house."
"Yes, no, no regrets, we'll never know a second ahead Delia, no one ever knows what our way of life is like?" Abian kept trying to make Delia calm.
After Delia calmed down, Abian let go of her opener, she got up, leaned her body on the head of the bed, picked up the figura she found earlier, "I want you to explain who Delia is? I'm so jealous of you that you're taking her to sleep."
Delia frowned, got up, she extended her neck, wanting to know who her husband meant? Abian gave the figura to Delia, Delia smiled "father."
"He means so much to you Delia?" Delia simply fell silent, "I understand dear, such a meaningful person would not be able to be explained by any words or utterances, I just wanted to learn from her, she said, how could she be such a meaningful figure to her little daughter."
Delia only saw the face of the person who was always there in her heart, then flipped through the frame of the 6x8inch photo.
"What yes? I don't know Bi, which I know, dad always work without knowing the time, in order to be able to mourn so that his children can go to high school, take me to school, Denisa, and Dania every day, she said, love pocket money is not late, horror stories of his children even though sometimes our story is not clear, the value of our ideals every day, keep dad tuh seneng really mengumpulin school brochure that we aspire to, once a month take me with my sisters to the night market, the snacks we want if you sell bricks."
"Father simple yes," said Abian "sad I don't know the father, sorry Delia, sorry for the events that used to be."
"That's over, I've calmed down too."
"From now on, whatever you feel, tell me, tell me what you want to tell me, I'm ready to be the listener, I might not be able to change Delia's father figure, Delia, but give me a chance to be the first person you need" Abian stroked his wife's cheek gently. Abian's gaze turned on his wife's lips, but suddenly the sound of his cell phone shocked the two.
"Mama" Abian told Delia. Abian receives a call from his mother, before long Abian has ended the call.
"Say mama, sister Arumi is born, her daughter is a girl again, and mama says, Denisa has been in the hospital to give birth too, mama you want a phone but can not. Mama told me you were in Tokyo."
Denise? Lahirans? Why at the same time?
"We're going home Bi?" Abian nodded, "me ...."
Abian understands Delia's anxiety "Tomorrow we go home, I take your flight, no one knows what happened to you, I've handled it, remind you? Papa always closes this incident down when it comes to his airline crew, but Delia, Daniel has to stay with the law."
Any more? Abian who covered his disgrace.
Delia nodded, "i will also ask Denisa to return all the money that Daniel has given her, is that Bi's fault?"
Abian shakes "Delia," call Abian.
"Hemm," Delia looked at Abian who looked down on her, their gazes met.
"Before you go home, you can also try here," Abian set his eyes on the bed.
Delia chuckled, fully understanding what Abian said "You've recovered Bi?"
"Tap, empphh."
Delia's lips were immediately silenced by Abian, her husband made love, Delia moved her lips to follow the movement of Abian's lips, joined in the game of the husband, their hands moved to open each other's wrapping cloth, the kiss stopped for a moment, then they continued back, the bodies of the two clenched together without any obstructions.
Abian rogue hands grumbled looking for sensitive points of the wife, warming up before his wife was ready to enter, this time Abian did not think again whether the seeds of the lamb could immediately grow or not? All he thinks about now is for the relationship to improve, and hopes that all the problems they can face together, replace the story full of happiness, welcome tomorrow with a better personal.
And especially Delia, he could forget the bad events that had happened to him, without making his wife depressed.
* * *
"Bi, can you not hear the word people?" Delia said upset, because every day their discussion is only about Abian who asked him to stop working, they have been married for one year but have not been given offspring.
"That's why I can't avoid it, my manhood is always questioned." Reply Abian was no less upset.
"We live as social creatures Bi, it is difficult to avoid, then just swallow people talk, take it out, make a fart."
Abian shook his head in disbelief, it could be that Delia as a woman answered that casually. "It looks like our only connection is that I want a child, but you don't, it's useless if I fight alone."
Though just now Abian hopes their relationship improves, and not to worry about Delia who is still working, but they even return to quarrel.
"Bi, Abian, get up Bi, we've got to go to the airport. Plane's gonna fly in an hour, I gotta get ready." Delia gently shook Abian's arm.
Abian flinched, opened his eyes, he did not fight anymore with Delia? Gosh, it turned out that he was just a dream, the intention of the heart closed his eyes for a moment waiting for Delia to take a shower, instead making him have a strange dream.
"Delia, we're not fighting anymore, are we? Yasudah, then I take a shower first, wait for me Del, don't stay in the airport." Keep the side showing up. Makes Delia frown in wonder.
"Why are you Bi?" Delia shook her head.
* * *
After they flew for nearly eight hours from Tokyo to Jakarta, they all thanked them for the safety of their trip. Abian here remains as a passenger, while Delia remains on duty as a flight attendant to complete her final task, before Delia submitted her resignation letter, of course all at Delia's own decision, and it makes Abian happy.
But their problems have not been resolved until here, Abian can not go straight home because he must immediately meet Daniel who is now actually rushed to the hospital of drug dependence, Abian does not know the problem, Abian did not know the problem, why was Daniel referred there? There was his father waiting.
"You rest baby, look Denisa wait for me to come home, remember, when you call Denisa don't even talk about her ex-husband."
"Yes Bi, I remember." Abian kissed Delia's forehead long, then she opened the car door for Delia to enter, Delia was delivered home by her man. Delia rolled down the car's glass, then dipped from afar, blowing through her palm, and like an abege in love, Abian caught his wife's kiss and put it in her pants pocket.
"Captain mah yummy Capt, fondly with his wife." Abian was startled by Rendy's voice that suddenly appeared behind him.
"You don't want to see Ren, like a jailangkung, come not expected to go home not expelled." Abian rubbed his chest.
Huaaaa Rendy tetiba cries and hugs Abian "Take off Ren, disgust me."
"Capt, I'd like to confide, Captain has to be horrified my curhatan anyway, it's hard to find Captain now." Rendy spoke with a sad face without making up.
"I'm on some important business, Ren, sorry next time."
Rendy held Abian's wrist "Please Capt, just ten minutes." she asked seriously.
"Okay, not long ago Ren, I promised you, pity you wait a little later."
And here, they're in a coffe shop in the airport. Rendy until he did not have time to order coffee, the sense of wanting to vent is no longer unstoppable.
"What the hell is Ren?"
"My house with Voni is at the end of Capt's horn" huaaaa, Rendy cried again.
"By the way Ren is, that's clear."
"It's not clear what else is Capt? Don't Captain think that the ship that has been leaning will escape the brunt of the waves, not Capt, just now, the ship that I was sailing with Voni was being hit by a big storm Capt, could be like a titanic ship, he said, drowning." Rendy wiped her tears using the tissue on the table.
"What the hell do you mean, you're rambling Ren's explanation." Ketus Abian who does not understand Rendy's explanation, and Rendy is wasting her time.
"You WANT A CAPT DIVORCE, YOU WANT A DIVORCE, okay now?"
"What??" Abian surprised.