
Left by a beloved husband can be a very heartbreaking thing. Although no one wants it. However, being left behind can actually be experienced by anyone. When experiencing that heartbreaking thing, there is only a feeling of sadness and disappointment.
Not only makes sad, left behind husband can also interfere and damage the mood even for days. As a result, a person can experience stress, depression, and lead to disruption of daily activities. It should be evaporated and not just harbored, because it can make the mood worse and worse.
Left by my dearest husband left, it could be a pretty heavy thing to go through. Often the husband makes life more colorful and happy. Conversely, when left by a loved one, the world can instantly become gray and like a lifeless life again.
"When will our farewell happen? Did I miss you so much? Why did you leave me when you needed you?"
The bright clouds have managed to shine through the gap of the heart so dark of sadness. Sunlight heats up the body, so that this self quickly realizes that everything has been destroyed before the eyes. Now beside the company glass, standing daydreaming about all the mistakes I made. Dew just keeps wanting to break through the eye fertilizers. The hand palpated softly on the clear glass when a shadow of Dio was present. Her sweet smile was very eager to see, but not the power to just realize by meeting.
"How should I explain everything? Know if this is all my fault, but don't you want to hear my explanation first? Are we not too deep in knowing each other, so that the affection that was once intertwined now begins to fade?"
"I know it's wrong, but you can't hug for a second to win me over. I miss the smell of your body. Don't let me suffer like this, Dio! When did you come here?" the heart murmur continued to feel bitter.
The test, a tear managed to fall. His presence, which I need now, can only come in shadow. Feet are no longer strong support the body, so sit while sobbing. It was like screaming blew it all away, but only crying could represent.
Tok .. tok, someone knocked on the door.
Just wipe away the melts that are still
cheek left. Walk and sit in a big chair. Putting on a messy face. Now act gracefully while pretending to read the paper, so that employees do not stop or guess that this self is being hit by weakness. Although there has been a lot of gossip spread, but the face should be thick and respond calmly. Proving that this is all just fake news, so the gossip will quickly subside.
"Sorry, Mom. There's a guest for you, "employee clearance.
"Oh, yes. Bring him in."
"good. Then excuse me first."
"Hmm, please."
He immediately called the guest. Still busy studying the script.
"Hey, pretty!" greet someone.
"Joan? Tumben you're here?" Greeting politely.
Stand up and approach him. Make it easy to sit in the living room sofa.
"How are you doing? Are you all right?" tanyakanya.
"As you can see! I'm very .. very good," reply while throwing a smile.
"Beyond? You don't have to pretend anymore in front of me," Joan began to approach my sitting position.
"Whatchu mean? Don't understand dech," Still pretending to be tough.
"Where is! You don't just guess," replied but accidentally shed tears.
"Well, get caught lying now."
"Sorry, Jo. My mood has been bad lately, "Did it quickly because I was embarrassed.
"It's okay, Dilla. I understand what you are going through. Be patient and strengthen yourself. What happens now just think of it to test your love to the extent of nowhere, ok."
"Yes, Jo. I totally understand."
"Don't be a whiny woman again. Rest assured that Dio loves you so much and he is so tormented as well. It was only natural that he was not there now, for perhaps his heart was in tremendous pain. You should be able to understand that. If you love each other and are fooled by fate to stay together, whatever storm comes to shake you, you will lose the same power of love. Pray a lot, so that all this will be over soon and Dio can return to your arms, "His wide advice makes tears unbearable.
Joan hugged me tightly while patting me gently on the shoulder. Over time the crying broke out. So sick is this heart when the loved one cannot hold tightly to the hand when it is needed most.
"Have ... been, don't be sad anymore. You are a strong woman and you can get through this. From now on prove to the world that you are not the woman who has been preached."
"But how, Jo? Everyone hates and no longer believes my words. Where else should I start, after so many people have booed me?" There is no more room to prove it.
"You calm down first. I'll help and try to find evidence that you were just framed. We're gonna start investigating Reyhan."
Joan let go of the hug and now wiped the dew melts with her thumb. It was a long time ago until Joan's clothes got a little wet.
"Is Reyhan here?"
"none. Even after the news appeared, he was as if he had been swallowed up by the earth. I didn't pick up the phone number either. Everyone who knew him I'd asked, but everyone answered no idea," I obviously had calmed down a little.
"Well, this must have been him. How weird is that."
"No idea, Jo. I can't guess if it's him, even if all the photos are related to both of us."
"Yes already. You calm down first. I will help you find a solution to this problem."
"Thank you, Jo. Only you now trust me, and to your shoulders thank you for being the back of this grief."
"Either. Don't worry about it. We're friends and we've been close, so what's wrong with helping each other."
"Yes, thank you very much!" Hugged him back tightly as a sign he was sincere to help.
Sometimes choose to let love go, but not because there is no love, but fear to love and then lose again as before. Now is only the time that will understand that this separation is very heavy.
Farewell does seem like the end, and goodbye may seem lost forever. But in the heart still stored memories with him, which will always be there and intact.
Being abandoned by someone is a sad thing. The beautiful and laugh-filled days with her will instantly change with sadness. In fact, sweet memories together no longer make happy, but instead also invite protracted sadness.