Fondled Passion 3 Cogan
Missing His Presence

With a shaky step, the foot tried to keep stepping to immediately enter the room, which had a million sweet memories with Dio.

Ceklieeek, the door is slowly opening. The gaze was so nimble to see the room that every day there was a laugh of me with Dio, when we always felt happy in a fight. Do not be asked again about this feeling, anyway now it feels chaotic. There's a void without Dio, it feels like the whole body has disappeared and it all feels bland. Now there is no sound or seyumannya that always decorate my days.

The middle of the night is crawling, with the body still feeling weak. The only thing I want to do now is to close my eyes, which is to take a nap to compromise the dream, which is to hope that all this is just a dream fantasy and can be lost when I wake up later. But it turned out that all this was in vain, the dark that I met in closing my eyes there was only the shadow of Dio's face, which was always smiling sweetly.

All this mess has really touched me. Various questions hit the mind many times, what really happened. "Is this what you call real love? Can I love Dio?" I tightly hugged the doll that Dio gave me. I buried my head in the doll while in solitude in the room, and now I shed all the sense of tightness in the heart, by crying which is now getting as much as a hiccup draining the swiftness of all the water.

"I'm sorry Dio, I didn't mean to hurt you. Truly, not expecting your kindness all this time only aims to make me happy, protect, and especially love. It doesn't feel right for you to love, when the incision of hatred seeps in you. How foolish it is that this self does not know your movements, which continue to bring me a million joys. I just want you back to how you were, which is when we always laughed happily in silly fights. Sorry .. sorry, Dio. I am only a foolish woman who has been possessed by the flames of anger, so as to insult you who have tried to protect me" a contrite heart, with a million sobs that are increasingly unstoppable.

"The light of your eyes so implies calmness, the smile that is on you is so beautiful, indicating that you are happy with me. Can't you come back for me, Dio? I'm sorry .. sorry .. sorry. You always put me forward and worry about me, and now this bathin is really tormented worrying about you who might not come back in front of me again," messed up heart, he said, who increasingly tightly clutched the doll winne the pooh given Dio.

It just exudes solitude.

Like broken glass can't come back.

I want to hold her hand like yesterday.

But I can't get it anymore due to a breakup.

Will I be able to reach him there?.

When the pieces of disappointment have been dwelling on him?.

Even though the eyes are still reluctant to be closed, it feels like the eyes have begun to swell, due to the unceasing lamenting my mistakes that have scolded and expelled Dio.

"Relaine ... Dilla?" The voice of the person outside the room.

My eyes had been rubbed slowly, without realizing I had also been asleep due to fatigue crying.

"Dilla. Tok .. tok," Call someone who's still busy knocking on my door.

"Yes, one minute!" answer me who got out of bed.

"Mama?"

"Virgin son of the day, hadeh."

"What the hell, Ma? Why here?" my many.

"Let's go home to the main house, Papa is waiting for you outside" he said.

"But, Ma? It's not morning yet" I said strangely, seeing the dark outside.

Maybe it's two in the morning. The atmosphere of silence had no citizen activity at all.

"It's dark that we have to go, because Papa doesn't want any journalists and pranksters to come by your house, so we have to hurry up and get out of this house" Mama explained.

"Yes .. yes, just a minute but!" say I ran to the bed with Dio's doll to participate

I can only obey at the invitation of the parents, anyway all for my good as well.

*******

Day after day has passed, I have not looked at Dio in the face for two days. It was lonely days without her laugh, which often echoed in my life.

After the scandal with Reyhan, I've been out of work for a few days, and only this time I went to the company, to finish some of the files that were piled up for my hand. The face must be disguised, so that people do not recognize my face that many people already know, and they are hunting for information.

Ret...ret, hand has been busy signing some files.

"Heeeeeeeh," my breath was long, because the mind was so confused it couldn't concentrate.

"How are you doing now, Dio? You are really angry with me, until you tell me nothing at all" heart-brained spoke, with a look at the crowded streets passing by vehicles.

"Is that how angry you are? Aaah .. I miss our times of quarrels, but full of your laughter, which always adorns my days, heeeeh!" My heavy breathing no longer knew how to bring Dio before me.