Forbidden Desire Love Beda Kasta
Lara's Pleasure To The Dead Heart

Finished with all his work, July's feet gontai entered the room, his cries broke as soon as the door of his room was closed, his chest he hit - hit because of tightness, pain.

Is there not one thing in this world that can go as it wishes? Not knowing who Dad was, his mother did not love him, the future was pawned, and now liked the young man his dream was not entitled

Long July cried, Sari who was about to invite July to dinner without hearing sobs behind the door of the room, he said, Sari could only sigh to understand the feeling of the girl being humiliated by Madam Azhari in front of many people

Satisfied with crying until his eyes felt heavy, July inched to his bed, laying down to look at the sky - even though his eyes blur tears

Never change clothes, make up has not been cleaned, July almost fell asleep before waking up by the sound of his cellphone, July was lazy to wake up and his heart was tired but somehow his legs moved towards the writing table

July opened the drawer, a flat object that he kept neatly on top of his diary he took, Luke's name appeared on the phone screen asking for a video call, a little warm feeling appeared in July's heart

“Goodnight” Hello Luke, July can see how luxurious Luke's room is

“Goodnight, Kak” Sahut July hoarse

The young man across there who had been lying down immediately sat down, seeing that something was wrong with July

“You're good - okay?” Ask Luke worriedly

July lethargic not excited, but as he has - already smile them, “Why haven't you slept Kak?” Tanya July recalled that it was almost 12 p.m

“You know you can tell me anything, right?” Lukas said their conversation was out of sync, but that's okay.. Luke can always make July comfortable

July wrapped himself in a mattress, his phone he leaned on a pillow, making July's face more exposed, now Luke can see the face of the cover of July

“You've been crying?” Ask Luke again

“Kak.. “ Call July.

“Ya?” Luke's Response

“What Sister believes in Cinderella stories?” Ask July, whether for what the answer to the question is, maybe July is just looking for a justification of his beliefs that have collapsed

“Emmmhh... I believe, how about you?” Ask Luke

July laughs hide his heartache, his laughter blaring forget already he will manners taught the butler, “Obviously no Brother, it's just a bedtime story! Where there is a prince who wants to raise ashes! Brother is too, right? Big Brother will definitely choose a companion who is as level as Big Brother, young master Marco is too!” Cerocos July, silent - silent pour out his story

“Not all so July, if I say I really like you how?” Ask Luke

The heartbroken girl did not respond too much, she did not believe again the young master who fell in love with his own servant, “I think Big Brother only likes me because of my face only, I think, once you go to college and meet someone prettier than me, I'm sure you will turn to” Goda July

“Heemm.. I think your knowledge of love is still lacking Jul, the love factor is not because of the face alone!” Luke's Sahut

“Then let alone other factors besides that Brother? Wait a minute.. Did Brother say that Brother is in love with me?” July was more than happy to prank the young man, teasing him

A moment of silence between them, looking at each other through the screen of the phone, a nervous one that one smiles - a ignorant smile

“If I say I am in love with you how?” Ask Luke seriously

“Ahahaha... highly improbable Brother! I am just a waiter and Young Master Brother, after all just met a few times, what Big Brother feels is definitely not love, it is just like it, or maybe curious?”

Lukas smiled wryly, “Yes, maybe” he said then sighed, “huuuhhhh” murmured

“No idea what it's like to like someone we can't possibly reach?” Mumbles July

“You.. like someone?” The young man's heart was pounding

“Heemmm, there is. but do! My taste of joy has just run aground, it seems I dream too high” said July lethargic

The smile on Luke's face fell, as it turned out that July liked someone

“Kak?!” Call July to see Lukas speechless while rubbing his face huffed

“Ya?” Luke smiled again, although he was a little disappointed

“I want to rest, I'm tired” said July, Luke can see the face of July who was tired, it is understandable the school alone was very draining, plus after school July had to do homework, not to mention if there is a school assignment, Luke really did not have the heart to see July

“Sleep, I will wait for you until you sleep” Luke said as he secured himself in bed, preparing to accompany the girl who was stealing his attention

July changed his position tilted, his phone he slide and he put it right in front of his face with a pillow, July himself sleeps with his arms, he forgot that his servant uniform is still attached, let alone it the problem of filling his stomach he did not remember

”Good sleep” Luke said in a tired July

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By the morning of July waking up to the sound of a bang on the door of the room, July gasped to realize he had accidentally fallen asleep last night, July glanced at the phone in front of him, the screen mode was locked, I don't know what time Luke ended their video call

“Next time don't get up late, Jul! Don't make the young master wait, especially now the young master doesn't want to be served by any other servant besides you!” Beware of the butler when July arrived at Marco's doorstep

“I'm sorry, Bu” said July while bowing her body

The butler sighed, looking still irritated “You are indeed the youngest servant, and your main task is to become a companion of young Master Marco, but that does not mean you can be as careful as July, you understand?!” Press that butler

“Good Bu” Obey July

“Ya done it, quick in.. Young master Marco doesn't like to wait long!” Tell the butler

“Good Bu” Good July is polite, then go into the young master's room

That morning July served her young master as professional as possible, her smile was already at peace with the situation, want protest to whom? He's just a charity farm servant like Mrs Azhari said last night

Finished with his job, July as soon as possible changed his costume because the school was waiting for his hard work as well. This morning there is a first subject quiz, July obviously should not be late for any reason because the value of his young master is a bet. The old bicycle he paddled towards school rang out loud enough that July forced him to go fast, unfortunately, when he was about to pass through the entrance gate of July's shoes on the right finally succumbed to the damage that was already severe, July's shoes split into two, showing the feet of July wrapped in his seedy socks

July sighed, quietly he got off his blind bike, his legs dragged towards the bicycle parking lot, after July opened his wide gaping shoes then he was on, about, about, july's legs are only one shoe into the center of attention, some students

main there are those who stop laughing first, some who glance inquisitively and then indifferently to the student escort

July's smile did not fade despite being the joke of some of the main students, his heart may have died until he no longer felt anything. Arriving at the locker July tried his luck to repair his own shoes, some plaster wound he attached a row lengthwise, put together again the divorced shoes berai earlier, July thought the origin was very heart - heart he can still wear his shoes until the end of school later, at least he was wearing shoes in the first hour because of school regulations students must look neat every time there is a quiz or school exam.

With his right leg dragged July who usually climbed the emergency stairs forced to use the elevator, lucky not many students who came so he did not have to wait long - long queue, long time, until the class is still quiet July sat on his bench, took out a book and read quietly until other students came and followed by the teacher of mathematics.

Actually July can finish his quiz in no more than half an hour, but given the condition of his shoes July waited for Amel to finish to leave the answer sheet to be collected at the teacher's desk. The grading system at the school was spontaneous, the results of the quiz assessment were announced right then and there. July was very relieved because he managed to achieve the highest score even though the one who got congratulations from his teacher was Marco.

The task of the accompanying students is heavy, they are required to obtain high marks for the Master, the results of their efforts and hard work will belong to the Master, he said, being for themselves will be given a flat score of graduation and a letter of recommendation to study on a prestigious campus plus a scholarship if the student achievement of a brilliant companion.

Entering the break time, because the condition of his shoes July completely immobile, the invitation of Amel, Sisil, and Fedya to go to the canteen he refused smooth on the grounds of carrying lunch supplies, he said, July settled on his stool until the class was empty

July was afraid - afraid when Marco turned to him earlier, July worried that Marco ordered something, refusing his Master's orders was impossible, but walking a little could threaten the condition of his shoes, he said, thank goodness Marco's focus was immediately sidetracked when his friends took him to the cafeteria

Opening his lunch box with enthusiasm, July was lethargic again when he saw the contents, this morning the waiter's breakfast menu was potatoes and fried sausage, and, Sari who is kind enough to prepare the school supplies July added too much mayonnaise, as a result of the potatoes were mushy even with sausages, but July abstained from refusing food, he was still grateful with whatever he could get

“Hai” The warm voice of the young man makes July look up, a cheerful smile looks weld on Luke's handsome face

“Good day Kak” Sahut July polite, the young man then sat at the table Sisil facing July

“You just want lunch?” Luke asked to look at the lunch box on July's table, peeking at the contents made Lukas sliced, if only July would accept a lunch voucher from him of course he did not need to eat the food that had been mushy

July nodded, “Kakak not to the canteen?” Ask July

“Later aja” Sahut Lukas, “How about we have lunch in the back garden?” Take Luke

July put his fork, his lower lip he bit hesitantly to tell Luke, seeing July biting his lower lip Luke was anxious not playing

“Sorry Brother, I'm here” Sahut July

“Why? Are you sick?” Ask Luke worriedly

“Not Kak, but the problem is.. “ July pulled both feet out from under his stool, showing his shoes plastering, Luke without hesitation squatting in front of July watching the condition of the girl's shoes, when he was about to touch her.. July reflexively shifts her legs, uncomfortable as a young master holds her shoes

Luke holds July's ankle, “What's up, I saw for a while Luke said then slowly opened July's shoes with a heart - carefully watching him carefully, July shame up to ubun - ubun

“It looks like it will be difficult to repair” said Lukas, the young man then sat on the bench Sisil again, lowered his body and then opened his shoes

“For a while wear this first yes, I know this must be great for you, but in the meantime really, really, later I find a way to fix your shoes” said Lukas while crouching back to thrust his shoes for July

“T - No kak, I really ga what - what kok” said July stuttered to get such treatment, July reflex stood the intention of the heart to avoid

“Nothing, compared to you so it's difficult to move anywhere - Mana” said Luke, the young man opened the shoes of July on the left exposing the slum socks of July, the, July was quick - quickly shifted his legs again considering his socks were not decent, which was next to the heel was already hollow, the other was a bit sagging

“Sorry Kak” Said July was not happy to show the unpleasant sight, a tear fell on July's cheek, the first time in his life he got such good treatment, he said, crouching in shoes for Marco has been one of his day-to-day jobs, but this time a young man has been wearing shoes for him

“Why apologize?” Luke asked, and putting on his shoes, Luke did not realize that July was already in tears, crying without a sound

“Permony right?” The young man looked up to find July's face, his smile lost seeing July bowed in tears

“Why cry?” Luke stood up

As tight as it felt in July's chest, her heart raged violently.

Luke's heart aches seeing July like that, the young man grabs July in a hug, his hands stroking July's hair softly, gently. The softness that July never felt made her feel at home crying in Luke's chest

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