Forbidden Desire Love Beda Kasta
Haram Child

As if unsatisfied, his mother mocked him further, “Good son? You're always a problem, July. I was lucky to escape from you.”

July sculpted slapped his own mother's words, his face stupid with tears that never ended. When a janitor passes by pushing their troley to pause for a while, July comes closer to her mother to give her a way to the janitor, but like seeing a disgusting creature, her mother retreats away

“Don't bother me anymore, you're also famous and have a lot of money right now? So live your own life, assume I'm dead” Barren his mother without mercy

July's expression changed completely, yes, she was a pain but her mother's words just made her sick, “Well, then from this second I assume Mom is dead, but tell me first Mom, please, who's my dad?” The girl said coldly

His mother, the woman who gave birth to him spit in disgust right in front of July, “Till death I will not tell you who your father is”

July was not humiliated but for the sake of a name she came forward to approach her mother, staring sincerely, “If you don't want to think of me as a child, at least tell me who my father is, after that I won't bother Mom again” through July

The mother's face grew increasingly unfriendly, sneering at her own child, staring savagely from toe to head

From inside the room, the large wooden door was opened in half, the middle-aged man's head whom July had seen with his mother poking out of the doorway watching July

“Who’s that?” Ask Mom July

His mother July quickly turned her head, smiled kindly at the man, “Nobody” Sahut, the bule man raised his shoulders no matter what and then went back inside again

“What is my father, Ma?” Ask July

The woman in front of him smiled cynically, “Dreams! Go, don't look for me again!”

“Then who is Bu?”

“Not your business bastard son!” Sent his Mother

July was stunned, her brain processed the information that her mother had just conveyed, but her heart was hard to accept, only when her mother turned around to leave her July realized

“That's why you wanted to abort me and now you're leaving me? Because I'm an illegitimate child?” Cecar July, his mother turned

“Good if you already know, I don't have to bother telling you! From the baby you only bring shit, if only I hadn't been pregnant with you, there's no way I'd have been left behind that jerk!” Fiercest, then mercilessly entered back into his room

Blugs…

The door of the room was slammed hard, July sighed to regulate the rhythm of his heart that had been beating fast. His tears fell again, his trembling legs were squeezed and bent, the girl floated crying sobbing, he forgot to ask about Mr. Azhary's money received by his mother

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Satisfied with crying, July returned languidly to his room, there was Ambar. Seeing July, the girl hunts him.His face is mixed with relief but panics again.

“July! My God, where have you been?!”

July did not deny, he who was barefoot was immediately shuffled to the mattress, curled up with arms

Ambar follows, sitting next to July, “Why crying?” He asked softly, while rubbing his hair

“Sister, if a reporter asks about my parents, just say I'm an orphan” said July

“But Jul, instead of your Mother still.. “.

“Kak, please” Cut July

Ambar wants to ask further, but stop seeing the tears of July, “Alright, you just calm down. rest Jul”.

Ambar then woke up, spread the comforter over July's body, then changed the bright lamp into a sleeping lamp, after which he sat down again next to July, faithfully stroking the girl's mane to calm her down, let July sleep

In the sleep also crying July continued, maybe his sadness to carry over until his dream, Ambar sighed. concerned to see July, the thing that then made him report to Luke, he said, like Luke's message to him to immediately let him know if something happened to July

[July was gone, coming home without shoes and crying until she fell asleep] he reported

Luke replied quickly, [He's just back in the room now?] Type Luke in his message, if Luke counts from the last time he left July at the hotel until now the distance is quite long

[Yes, he told the reporter that he was an orphan] Ambar replied

Luke across there frowned, [Did anything happen?] Type Luke again at Ambar

[So please, that's all July has to say] Ambar replied

No longer replying to Ambar's message, Lukas quickly contacted the hotel authority where July stayed whom he knew, the young man seriously talked to the hotel manager, putting aside the office tasks he was working on, and then he was in the process, Lukas was really curious what happened in July until - until he asked for CCTV footage that day.

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Waking up in the afternoon, the first thing July remembered when he opened his eyes was the words - said his mother, the wound in his heart was still wet, as a result of tears down again

The girl slowly inched up, letting the sleeping Ambar sit next to her, remembering her mother's body trembling as she reminisced about her gloomy childhood

{Flashback childhood July} :

Plaque…

Little July fell down, hit too hard

“I told you not to ask me about your father! Are you deaf? Are you stupid?”

The beautiful young woman grabbed the little girl's hair, pulling strong - strong

“Gara - because of you! Because of you, the man left me, but he has not given me anything he has promised! I shouldn't have given birth to you!”

The woman slammed into the little girl, making little July fall back on the floor of the room

“Log in to the room, come in! You're being punished for not eating all day, and don't you dare - dare to go out of the room!” His mother's touch, pointing her index finger high - high

The little girl teary-eyed, seduced by walking because her knees were cut, after she entered the room, she closed the door slowly, because if it made a slight noise, she said, Her mother must be angry, her little legs will be the target of the broomstick raging like they have been

“When I just want to know if I have a Dad, all my friends at school have a Dad, I also want to have Daddy” Gumam the little girl bend her knees in the corner, her tears again - again falling

**

His mother did not play about not feeding him, little July all night holding hungry, not a little food or drink into his stomach, but he had been struggling to cook, but he had been struggling to cook, daily tasks that he has to do. Little July could only imagine the fried tempeh, omelet, and vegetable spinach in his mind until he swallowed saliva many times.

Unable to stand it anymore because of his hunger, little July ventured to settle down - the sludge peeked out of the room, the living room and dining room were already pitch-black, meaning his mother was already in the room. The little girl heaved a sigh of relief, her little legs on tiptoes approaching the dining table, in the pitch black she grew - her round eyes were looking for a red plastic serving hood

Smile engraved on his cute face saw the hood of saji, slowly he lifted the hood hoping there was still food scraps, there was still a tempe there, spinach vegetables are still there even though only the sauce is left, July decided to scoop the remaining vegetable sauce, hoping his mother will not realize the sauce is reduced.

The little girl quickly - quickly took a spoon, dear elbow nudged the plate filled with tempe, as a result of the plate made of zinc rolled down

Prangs…

July was fixated, the little girl was shocked to bedwetting when she saw the lights in her mother's room lit up

“Who is it?!” His mother from inside the room

The little girl trembled, especially after seeing her mother out carrying a broom, a hand-held broom that was commonly used to punish the little body of July

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