Forced To Be Injured By Love
Back To God

"Hello miana, I heard everything you said just now, are you in need of help" Bagas said as Parlan and Miana realized that the call was not over.

" You remember that I used to be the laziest to deal with them. They always make the driver uncomfortable. That's why I never want to find trouble with them" Miana who already knew Bagas was not hesitant and did not hesitate to say what was in her heart.

" Don't Worry Miana, no problem" Bagas also understood what Miana meant because they were friends on the bench of SMK. Bagas was also not a stranger who did not know Miana because they were good friends at that time.

"Bagas can I know something? " ask Miana when Parlan's phone is still on call.

" Whatever you want to know if I know I must have told you" this time Bagas was a little joking with his words.

" What's the matter with you looking for Parlan? Do you know Parlan personally? " Miana who did not know that actually Bagas was looking for information about her asked. And it makes Bagas confused to answer what.

"Emmm... Anu. Can we meet for a minute, do you have time? " This time Bagas did not answer the question from Miana.

" Do you want to make something that causes slander between us? " Miana asked again and did not answer the question from Bagas.

" There will be no slander between us and I'm the same as Rendy"

" Is your in-laws doing bad things to you back" the question from Bagas was heard by Parlan. Parlan looked at Miana.

" Nothing bad happened to me."

" Well, can we meet today? " The bagas repeat the same question.

"When. I don't want any misunderstanding between us. Today my husband came home from.." had not had time to finish his words suddenly Bagas had lit up and cut off the Myanmar conversation.

" Rome from cheating? "

" Miana I want to tell you something if we can meet today. If you need to invite your husband who b***** that" Bagas felt if Miana really should be helped.

" I've been in a position like you Miana. And I know how you feel" Bagas didn't want Miana to get hurt any deeper.

" Paise I'm fine. Don't worry" as if not wanting her housewife to be known by others, Miana tried not to respond to Bagas. Miana is aware that she is currently still a wife of people.

"alright... One day I would like to see you again" Bagas's words flowed.

"We'll just go home. I wonder how Tiyo behaves to me right now" Miana said in silence. I don't know what I'm thinking right now.

"Miana... God never forgets the one who wronged you, the one who made you cry and the one who forced you. Rest assured that the rights will be restored someday." Parlan's words made Miana turn to him.

"Thank you." Miana's voice might be crying. He went back silent.

"Now prepare your heart to meet Prasetyo. Make your heart calm. Be calm so that you don't mispronounce" Miana nodded. Until finally Parlan reapplied the car in his vehicle.

"Don't be careless and put forward Miana's emotions. Remember anger will only make you sicker than the hurt you are feeling right now. Be patient with Prasetyo no matter what his attitude will be" Parlan still tried to continue talking to miana.

"It looks like I need ammo. I want something that makes my mind fresh. Does anybody? " Miana looked at Parlan as if asking for help to think.

"okay... I'll take you somewhere, where you can relax your mind" When you stop at the red light, Parlan stops.

"okay... I know you will give your best. Gave me enlightenment. Depart" Miana said seriously. After the lights turned green, Parlan immediately stepped on the gas pedal and drove his car. Miana doesn't understand where Parlan will take her. But Miana believed in Parlan.

Right in front of a large mosque, Parlan turns his car around. After entering the courtyard of the mosque, Parlan stopped and turned off the car he was riding.

"Come down... Perform Dhuha 2 rakaat prayers. Then ask God. Ask for instructions on what to do there. I'll wait here. When you're done call me" Parlan tells Miana to get out of the car. And Miana nodded. He immediately grabbed the car door handle and pulled it. There was something extraordinary that seemed to enter his heart at this moment. Miana immediately went down and headed to the place of ablution.

There's no 5 minutes. Miana came out again with a wet face and hands. Then he entered the mosque. He took a mukena and a prayer mat. Slowly, Miana put on the mukena. Next, he held a prayer mat in front of him. The atmosphere of the mosque looks so quiet. There were only one or two people there. They were seen performing the Dhuha Sunnah prayer. When she looked at those who prayed, Miana's tears came back. Miana also faced the Qibla and read the intention of Dhuha prayers.

"Ushallii sunnatadh dhuhaa rak'ataini lillaahi ta'aalaa. Allaahu akbar." (That means: "I intend to perform the Dhuha Dua rakaat prayer because of Allah Ta'ala). When Miana glorified the words takbir, she did not feel her tears slowly dripping. In prayer, she kept crying. Not crying about her being hurt. But realize all the mistakes.

"Assalamu'alaikum warohmatullah" the last ruse in the Dhuha 2 rakaat prayer performed by Miana was completed. I don't know what brought Miana back down. In his bow he cried so much.

"Astaghfirullahaladhim..." That's all Niana said over and over again. Many things made her cry. Until finally, approximately 9 minutes, he again sat down after feeling his chest so tight.

"Allahumma innadhdhuha-a dhuha-uka, walbahaa-abahaa-uka, wal jamaala jamaaluka, wal quwwata quwaatuka, wal qudrota qudrotuka, wal 'ishmata ishmatuka. Allahuma inkaana rizqii fissamma-i fa anzilhu, wa inkaana fil ardhi fa-akhrijhu, wa inkaana mu'siron fayassirhu, wainkaana harooman fa thohhirhu, wa inkaana ba'idan fa qoribhu, bihaqidhuha-ika wa bahaaika, wa jamaalika wa quwwatika wa qudrotika, aatini maa ataita 'ibaadakash shoolihiin."

Means :

"O Allah, indeed dhuha time is Your dhuha time, majesty is Your majesty, beauty is Your beauty, strength is Your strength, care is Your care, O God, and security is Your care, when my sustenance is above the heavens, so lower it, when it is in the earth, then remove it, when it is difficult to ease it, when it is forbidden to purify it, when it is far from the truth of Thy dhuha, Thy majesty, your beauty and Your strength, give me what You give to Your righteous servants." Miana's tears continued to flow non-stop during prayers. After that it went silent. While sitting cross-legged he closed his eyes facing the qibla. In his wake everything that happened. Almost 9 minutes Miana did that. Until finally he wiped the remaining water tears on his cheeks. He breathed a long breath as if he was relieved. When finished, yes remove the mucena that is used. Then fold and return it in its original place. Miana just got out of the mosque and is currently walking towards the parking lot where her car is.