Forced To Be Injured By Love
Bagas And Miana
The dinner event that was captured with the proposal went very smoothly. Bagas was happy to hear what he wanted had been achieved. It is so impatient to immediately be able to interfere with miana to make a legal wife.
" Miana's... Thank you for accepting my proposal. I cannot promise to make you happy always. But I will try to give my best for us and our children. Tomorrow morning I will leave to see the place I mentioned earlier. May Jelita be found quickly" Bagas felt very memorable with today. He also felt the spirit to look for beauty back.
" Bagas, don't you regret proposing to a second-born widow like me? " miana asked the part that was currently sitting next to her in the car to drive herself home, but she dared to ask after seeing blood falling asleep in the back seat.
" If I could be honest. Actually, I've loved you for a long time. When I graduated from school I was planning to apply for you and we were getting married young. But reality says something else. You prefer to accept the proposal from the current Prasetya who was then much more established above me" Bagas expressed his current disappointment to Miana about his past.
" Where is Prasetyo more established than you. There I'm too afraid to accept your love because you were actually born into a conglomerate family. I feel unworthy to be with a noble son like you. The son of a family of honorable people who made me really want to step back to get your love" Miana just dared to be honest with Bagas. Make Bagas' heart warm again.
" But I still hesitate to accept your love. Now things are different. You know for yourself how I am" Miana felt low in front of Bagas.
" You also know how I am. We are all grown up to have each other. We don't break up each other's relationships. Even we build a relationship between the two cities, strengthen each other" Bagas also humbled to hear what was said by miana.
" But it remains different. I have two kids coming with me. While you don't exist. Are you also able to accept my children in your life" Miana explained the circumstances of How she meant.
" I can accept them. If I don't accept them, why should I look for a beauty. Spends a lot of time. I accept you with all your shortcomings and advantages. I also hope that you will be able to accept me with all the shortcomings and advantages that I have. So don't feel like you don't deserve me" Bagas continued to reassure miana.
" I know you can accept me and the children in your life, but I still doubt whether your parents will be able to act like you too" she said, bowing her head.
" Mama and Dad supported me to marry whoever that woman was. As long as the woman I marry accepts me for who I am. They've Jera set me up with women the way they want. It turns out that their hopes were dashed by half a year of my ex-wife's betrayal" Bagas continued to reassure her that the fears Miana was facing were not difficult to overcome.
" Papa and Mama even apologized because they both forced me to marry someone I didn't love. They were afraid that they would let me down and feel the pain again like before" Bagas told how his parents had changed.
" I believe you will give your best. But do not let our relationship stretch between you and his parents who have cared for and raised you from the past" Miana felt a little confident in Bagas.
" Don't worry about things that were never on my mind. It will only backfire on yourself. Let's go through all this with full awareness. Live like flowing water." What Bagas said made Miana nod. Unknowingly they had reached in front of Miana's house.
" But he's grown up. Do not be carried to walk alone" Miana also forbade Bagas not to carry Dara who was sleeping.
" He's my son too. Why do you forbid a father to carry his own daughter" Miana was speechless at what Bagas said. And without waiting for re-approval, Bagas immediately carried Dara who fell asleep in the car. Miana tailed behind Bagas who was carrying Dara.
After putting Dara on her own bed, Bagas immediately approached towards Miana.
" Rest! it's already night. Not that tomorrow we have to leave early in the morning to find the beauty" Bagas before coming out of Dara's room with miana, told his future wife to take a break.
" I'll help you take care of everything. Like you said yesterday. Which should be your right and which should be Prasetyo right. I've already found the most reliable lawyer in the city. Don't worry about the bad things that come to your mind. Think positive about all of this. And rest assured there will be the best after the bad events that befall us" Bagas grabbed Miana's two palms and said it all.
" Thank you for everything. I didn't think we'd get this close. Thank you for accepting me along with all my shortcomings" Miana tightly grasped the palm of Bagas who was holding it.
" I love you" the remark still made miana feel ashamed towards Bagas. He turned his head to the right to avoid the eyes of Bagas who continued to look at him deeply.
" We'll get used to going through all these things. I will speed up Jelita's search so that it can also be as soon as possible to justify you" Bagas smiled as he lowered back the two hands Miana held.
" I'm going home first.Hurry up and take good care of yourself." Bagas walked out of Dara's room. Miana also drove Bagas out of the house. After Bagas boarded his car and exited the gate, Miana just entered the house.
" What this decision really is. Even I wasn't sure if Bagas had proposed to me" as she lay down on the bed After taking a bath, Miana noticed a ring that was coiled around her ring finger. He felt overwhelmed by what all the endless sacrifices Bagas had made.
" But I was afraid I would be disappointed not to find Jelita where Bagas said it was" Miana's heart was still crossed with doubt. his heart cried out loud.safe no one knows. only Parlan who has always accompanied his difficult times.
" i have to rest. I have to participate in the search for beauty" finally miana was tonight trying to close her eyes.it was difficult but miana still forced it.