
Rian took Alya some distance away from where they had breakfast earlier. After feeling some distance away, Rian also released the arm of Alya's hand, and now they faced each other.
“Lo is not shy about talking so fitting many people earlier?” rian asked, Alya was silent because without him saying it, she was already very embarrassed to see their gazes towards him earlier.
It was fortunate that they did not recognize Alya clearly.
Rian let out a long breath. He did not mean to make Alya angry, with his words like that to her.
“Sorry, I don't mean to make you angry. I'm just worried that you're angry with me, if they reach ngehina lo because deket same transvestite as me,” said Rian, immediately made Alya belittle shocked to hear it.
Alya felt very shocked, because it turned out that Rian had thought of such a thing for her sake. He was embarrassed to be close to a transvestite like Rian, but he didn't mean it at all. He did not want to hurt Rian's feelings, only .. he did not want anything to do with Rian.
“Why are you talking about it? You still thinking of me? Why don't you think of yourself?” alya asked, Rian could only quietly hear it.
For a moment Rian thought about what Alya said, but he could not answer it at all. He felt worried, Alya to the shame of being close to him.
Alya looked at Rian deeply, “Gue absolutely did not want to deket lo, Rian. I don't know who it is, and how it is, I don't care. I don't want to deket the same lo, let alone be the wife of lo,” he said in a low tone, making Rian look at him confused.
Her feelings are now mixed, inexplicably she feels uncomfortable when Alya says such a thing to her. Maybe because of Alya's help that night was very imprinted in his heart, making him become very grateful with Alya, and want to continue to be close to him. However, again he was in a dilemma with himself like this, coupled with Alya's words like that to him.
Rian looked at her deeply, “So, how should I go?” tanyakanya.
“Lo just tell talak to me, business is done. I don't want to be the wife of someone I don't love. Moreover, I just met you last night. I really can't accept you. I don't feel the same way. I hope, you can understand what I mean,” said Alya explained at length to Rian.
Rian let out a long breath. It was true that he thought, maintaining was not as easy as getting. He felt very sorry for this relationship, if it was true he would turn Alya later.
“So, you want me to reason lo?” rian asked, Alya gave a small nod hearing that. “That's the sign, you're ready to be a widow?” asked again, making Alya instantly speechless to hear it.
Alya really didn't think about it. All his life, he felt he did not want to bear such predicate, by way of divorce.
There are so many top artists who play wedding games, just for their popularity. They were married to their partners, so it became a warm conversation at that time. They began to do things that could make their news rise, and consumed by the public easily, so they could easily also earn income by selling their relationships to the public. After the news of them sank, they began to re-create a horrendous sensation, with the drama then leading to divorce.
For a while, maybe the news can raise their fame, before they finally go back to looking for a partner to create a sensation in their lives again. It will definitely grab the attention of the public, for a while.
Alya was silent, speechless. Rian looked at her confusedly, because Alya did not answer his question at all.
“Gue do not want to be your wife, I also do not want to be a widow.”
Hearing Alya's short speech and explanation, Rian also understood Alya's situation and situation which seemed to be very dilemma. Rian sighed, as he also had his own reasons for maintaining this unclear relationship, along with Alya.
“So you have a reason for that? Equally, I also have my own reasons, why I do not origin said talak to lo,” said Rian, making Alya feel very curious to hear it.
“What's the reason?” ask Alya.
“Ada .. later you will also know,” replied Rian, depending on the topic of conversation they were talking about.
Not knowing what else to say, they could only remain silent under extremely awkward circumstances. They both said nothing, making this atmosphere very uncomfortable. Moreover, right now those who were in the middle of the forest, would definitely make everyone misunderstand them again.
Rian looked towards Alya, “If you are the same me, both have reasons not to end this relationship, how ... if we live this relationship first?” haggard Rian, suddenly made Alya belittle in shock to hear it.
“What?! Do this relationship same lo?!” peekik Alya, who did not think what it would be like.
Alya had thought things out, until she felt tremor thinking about it.
Living a married life with a person who is not at all Alya loved, makes his heart feel hesitant and doubtful.
‘If I really have a relationship as a husband and wife with this transvestite, how? Later .... who will rape who?!’ his mind was thinking strangely about their relationship.
All of a sudden, Alya's thoughts were about those who had both accepted the situation. In his mind, Alya and Rian were in a room that belonged to who it was. They are equally misbehaved, while trying to sit next to each other.
They threw one another a glance, with smiles always etched on their faces. The timid smile was very clear, from the attitude of those who were equally embarrassed in front of each other.
A few moments passed, but they could only throw one another a glance and a smile, making their impatient Alya a little annoyed waiting for Rian's actions on their first night.
‘Duh ... him why did he just, anyway? Even smiles are unclear, make people sprain!’ inner Alya, who was feeling a little annoyed, had waited too long to start a very exciting battle for her.
Not only Alya, Rian was also waiting for Alya's reaction to him. He looked at Alya, watching Alya's movements and expressions that seemed to show no signs whatsoever to start the fun activity.
‘He's on his face, anyway? Why not touch me first? From earlier though I have already coded,’ Inner Rian, who was waiting for Alya's action against him.