
THE TEST!
Rian's tears had involuntarily dripped down instantly, so it was impossible for him to endure the intense feeling of sadness in his heart. He could not hold back his feelings, even in front of Alya though. Although a little embarrassed, Rian can still be tough by wiping his tears that want to follow out of the eye patch.
Rian has been unable to continue the story that traumatized him, until now. Meanwhile Alya could only look at him with a very confused look. He could not do anything, even to comfort Rian he did not know what to do.
“Lo ... is it okay, Yan?” alya asked, who really did not know what to say to Rian, who was still trying to hold back the crying.
Rian let out a long sigh, trying to hold back his tears from falling back, “Now it's okay,” he replied briefly.
Alya gave a small nod, while trying to smile in front of Rian. “If you don't want to continue the story, it's okay. Do not be forced,” said Alya, Rian sighed back because he felt a little able to continue.
“Can, still can.”
Alya shook her head, “Don't be forced.”
“Yes, it's okay. I can still tell stories. Anything else you want to ask about this?”
Alya looked at him doubtfully. He accidentally looked at Rian's ring finger, who was still wearing the ring he meant for the story. On his neck was a necklace with a pendant the same ring, with a size smaller than Rian wore. That made Alya sure, if it was Rian's couple ring and also the girl who had died.
“Gue wants nanya,” said Alya doubtfully, Rian looked at her with a very serious gaze.
“Nanya aja.”
“Lo .. until when will you wear the ring on your ring finger, and on your neck?” ask Alya.
Rian paused for a moment to hear it, as he felt at a loss as to what to answer. A few seconds Rian froze, finally he sighed again and then removed the ring from the fingers and also from the necklace attached to his neck. Rian's actions suddenly made Alya beliciously shocked, because it turns out Rian who quickly opened the ring.
For a moment Rian looked towards the ring he was holding, sighed back, then immediately threw it under the ring. Alya gave a sigh, not expecting what Rian did.
“Yan ... lo why? Why was the ring thrown away?” alya asked confusedly, Rian looked towards Alya deeply.
“Gue don't need that ring anymore, Al. Why else remember a person who does not exist, and store his belongings? Now ‘kan .. already there is lo,” replied Rian explained, making Alya a little offended to hear his words.
Because Alya also still remembers his parents, by storing a bracelet given by his mother. However, Alya could not blame Rian for every thought of different people. Alya also mis-focuses on Rian's last words and speech.
‘What does that mean by his last words? Is there me now?’ alya, looking at him with a confused look.
“That's one of my reasons, for not letting go of the person who's already in my life. I don't want to let go a second time,” said Rian, making Alya look at him with great surprise.
For a moment Alya lowered her gaze, so shy she heard Rian's words like as if Rian had to keep herself from being the same as the girl before. However, on the other hand, Alya felt that Rian was only forced, and had no other choice.
There's a chance.
Alya looked again at Rian, “That's one of the reasons, meaning there's another reason? What's the other reason?” tanyanya, Rian smiled faintly at hearing that.
The air tonight is getting very piercing. Alya felt increasingly cold, let alone the shirt he borrowed from Rian, which had been torn because Rian pulled it too tight when it almost fell from the ring.
Alya rubbed her arms, so cold. Rian, who was looking at her at the moment, became very sensitive and put on the jacket he wore on Alya.
Alya was surprised, then turned her head towards Rian.
“Sorry if you smell bad. Last time I wanted to love you, afraid you are not comfortable with the smell of my jacket,” said Rian humbled in front of Alya, making Alya understand by reason of Rian who did not lend him his jacket.
Alya looked down embarrassed, because it turned out that he had mistaken Rian.
They were silent for a moment, confused as to what else to say. There was nothing more they could say.
There were still many questions in Rian's heart. He is still curious about some questions, about Alya's background.
Rian looked inward at Alya, “Can you now change nanya?” rian asked, Alya gave a small nod hearing that.
“Ask aja.”
Rian looked at Alya doubtfully, “The reason you don't want to be a widow, why? ‘Kan can we get divorced at this time too,” he asked, Alya was silent for a moment because he was confused about what to answer like.
Rian's question greatly confused Alya, and somehow had to answer what.
“Gue don't know what to answer. I don't like the widow predicate. Before I hung myself, he wriggled divorce papers that had been prepared by the four other bokap wives. She was frustrated and ended up signing the divorce papers, and hung herself right after. So, I thought I died already in widow status. So, I do not want to be a widow for reasons other than death,” said Alya, making Rian feel very sorry for her.
Rian understood why Alya did not ask him for a talaq. However, it is useless if he does not turn Alya, he also cannot do the things that other married couples do.
This bianglala also stopped spinning, and lowered visitors one by one from the existing room. Alya and Rian realize that soon they will be getting off their place.
“We'll be down soon, where are we going?” ask Rian.
“Anterin I bought clothes and others,” Alya replied that then immediately changed expression to be embarrassed and lowered his gaze, “gue also .. would like to buy a jacket for you, and,” she said with some embarrassment and hesitation, making Rian feel surprised to hear it.
“Buyin jacket for me? Really stinks, huh?” asked Rian who was feeling extremely insecure.
Alya shook her head, “Gak, that's not what I meant!” refute Alya, who feels very bad about Rian.
Rian smiled at it, “Yes already, let's buy!” invite her who very quickly changed expression became happy in front of Alya.
Alya could only look at her confusedly, and nodded at hearing it.
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