
“Honey, wake.” The words that sounded so soft, Damara's heart was delighted that the affectionate call sounded so sincere.
Damara chose to open the ending scene of her sleep pretending to look at Jerricco's eyes, she pretended to blink her eyes before opening her eyelids perfectly.
“What's up?”
“Drink first your medicine, after that you can continue your sleep.” Jerricco helps Damara to wake up.
Damara took the pill Jerricco gave her and then took it, after which she looked Jerricco in the eye. There is guilt about being angry at Jerricco, even though the man in front of him is so privileged.
“Thank you.”
Jerricco smiled as Damara still thanked him, “Sleep back.”
Damara spilled his body back but his gaze was still on Jerricco, he closed his eyes when he found a kiss on his forehead.
Jerricco had already walked to get out of the room, but his steps stopped when he heard Damara's question. “Where to?”
Jerricco turned his body, “There's work I have to take care of.”
Damara bit her lower lip, feeling nervous about asking Jerricco for something. “I don't want to sleep alone,” Damara said without daring to look at Jerricco's face.
Jerricco walked over and climbed on the bed, bringing Damara closer to him. His hand Jerricco deliberately used to cushion Damara, with close proximity Jerricco could see Damara's face looking timid.
“Sleep tomorrow I'll take you somewhere,” Jerricco said. He carries Damara's body into his warm embrace, for some reason Jerricco feels a strange beating when he is close to Damara.
But he is grateful that Damara believes that Jerricco will eventually forget Mira, at least he is just at war with Jerricco's past. Because if he had to fight with the surviving woman Damara was sure he had to fight with Mira who was still alive obviously he lost.
Damara feels she is nothing compared to Jerricco and Mira's many years of love until Mira becomes pregnant.
Damara tightened his embrace on Jerricco, there was a sense of unwillingness because Jerricco never touched him again. However Jerricco's wife, she also wants to have a chance like Mira that contains Jerricco's seeds in her womb.
It seems like it will be a little difficult to make contact in bed, especially Damara remembers Jerricco who suddenly left just before the war.
Damara looked up at Jerricco's bead, “Is my body not flirting?” despite the embarrassment, Damara wants to know the real reason why Jerricco left her.
Jerricco was surprised to hear a question coming out of Damara's mouth by suddenly discussing her body shape. “Why ask like that?”
“That night-“ Damara did not continue his words, he hoped Jerricco understood the meaning of his words.
Jerricco understood Damara's point, as if Damara wanted to discuss their first night. “I don't want to hurt you anymore, don't discuss this anymore,” Jerricco refused in a soft tone because he was afraid Damara was getting hurt.
“But I want to know,” Damara said in an imploring tone.
Jerricco shook his head, “No, Damara.”
Damara's tears just slid away, he felt Jerricco cover something from him. Although Jerricco's honesty will hurt him but it's better, so Damara can find a solution so that they can do husband and wife activities in general.
Jerricco let out a rough sigh, he didn't like seeing Damara crying because of her actions. But she can't be honest with Damara, the reason why she left Damara on their first night.