Forced to marry Mr. Billoners
Somewhere

“You can love him but you can't love me until this second.” Damara wiped her tears and twisted her body. His feet stepped towards the balcony barrier, his face looking up at the dark night sky. 

It seemed like today did not end well like the day before, if normally they were on a bed filled with sweat on his innocent body. But tonight Damara felt alone, with a gust of wind hitting her body.

Jerricco looked at Damara's body in front of him, he could only remain silent. Jerricco is confused by his heart, he is not sure that he has loved Damara. Jerricco is comfortable and happy with this marriage but if asked ‘You love Damara?’ Jerricco could not answer.

There is a heavy burden on his shoulders if he tries to convince himself that he loves Damara. Jerricco twisted his body he walked out of their room.

Damara's tears came down again, like there was no hope in her heart. Even during this week their interactions meant nothing to Jerricco. 

‘You were just made a lustful satisfier’

‘Past searches’

‘Nothing means you're in Jerricco's eyes, self-conscious Damara!’

Damara shook her head as the whispers made Damara more and more insecure, with her eyelids piling up and choosing to walk closer to the bed. He stretched out his tired body, his hands palpating his empty side. 

‘What I slept alone tonight .. I need your warm embrace.’

Damara tried to close his eyes he tried to go to dreamland, forgetting the pain in his heart. Until this second after he gave up his body, he had not been valuable in Jerricco's eyes.

*** 

Damara walked to the dining room to do breakfast. He hopes to meet Jerricco, Damara realizes he is wrong because he is too hopeful and asks for certainty in a short time. But last night he couldn't control his emotions, controlling what his heart felt. 

Disappointment was clearly reflected in his eyes when he saw only Kevin standing in the dining room and a few maids who were preparing breakfast for him.

“Mr Jerricco to where?” Damara tried to dare to ask Kevin.

“Lord Jerricco went from last night there was more pressing business until Lord did not come home.”

Damara looked at the mocking smiles of the servants behind Kevin. It feels like Damara wants to tear their faces apart, ‘Damara recalls, you have to show that later you can get his love Jerricco and be able to rival Mira who has gone’ Damara said in his heart trying to encourage himself.

That morning after Damara had finished his breakfast he got up and was about to walk out of the dining room, but his steps stopped hearing Kevin's call.

“What's up?”

“Prepare I'll take miss somewhere.”

Damara nodded and continued in his footsteps, he had to bring his Sling bag.

Kevin was waiting for Damara at the door. As the door opened Kevin noticed Damara's appearance from top to bottom.

Kevin Damara saw his performance. Damara did not feel anything was wrong, he only wore a shirt wrapped in a jacket and wore dark jeans.

“Mari Miss,” said Kevin. He walked first to the elevator at Jerricco's house.

After making sure Damara's in, Kevin presses the numbers according to the code for access to the basement.

Damara sees Kevin guessing some numbers with. “Where are we going Kevin?”

“Ke somewhere.”

There was suspicion in Damara's heart, and suddenly Kevin took her away.

“Not it today I have a private language this afternoon?”

Kevin glanced at Damara and looked straight ahead. “Privat day canceled, Lord who asked me to stop private language for a while.”

The elevator door opened, the room looked strange in Damara's eyes. There are three aisles there, “ What is this place Kevin?”

Kevin chooses silence, he accesses a capsule-shaped transportation device that will take them somewhere.

The door opens after access received, “Let's enter miss.”