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Steven kept trying to convince me not to constantly expect a love that wasn't mine. I feel guilty for myself.
“But Steven, will I be able to see Reiner love everyone else in front of me? Especially now that I already know who Zoya is, gu–gue wants to lose this love but how to Steve as if the more I try only the more pain feels to me.” It feels so hard to do.
Steven walked over and grabbed my shoulder.
“Gue is sure I will be able to do well .. although it is not as easy as we say but if you try and believe do not do stupid things for Reiner and Zoya, gua guarantees everything will work,” Steven said trying to make me believe in myself.
“But it's so heavy Steve, you probably won't understand how much love I have for Reiner, from the moment I disappeared since then as if the world had slowly stopped, I must lose love when I again face pain alone and struggle between life and death.”
“Iya I know how much love you make Reiner but you ever want first how great also love I make you until I finally realize that love is not entitled to me to fight for what because friendship, at first it hurts, it hurts so much ... but the longer I try to make a move on until now see I already consider you my own sister even now there is no intention again for me to fall in love and see you as a woman, he said, except as the brother I have to take care of,” Steven said.
It's true that Steven's love for me is so great, he did anything for me until now he still remains for me even though now his status is different only as a brother but his love is even more sincere.
“Thank you Steve, I'll try,” I said while giving a hug for him.
“Sama-sama Claudia, oh well I went to the kitchen first yes want to make coffee well,” farewell Steven then move away.
I just nodded in agreement. My mind was still thinking about what Steven was warning me about, wanting it to feel like I could move on but why was it so hard? Why is it that every time I try to forget the more I fall in love with her?
My mind never calmed down, Reiner's shadow when we were in school always seemed to be reflected, somehow his face now I really miss that guy a lot. I wanted to meet him and hold him tight. Considering Steven was making coffee I went straight there where know after a little relax my mind back to calm down.
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(Zoya Khalisa More)
My relationship with Reiner lately has improved so much, he's been more considerate of me. Since pregnancy has entered the eight months she can make me happy and always try to pamper myself, starting from waking up early and preparing breakfast for me, he said, during work breaks he also always took the time to go home well.
Even so I still feel sad about Kelvin, my heart is not completely calm because my best friend is experiencing serious problems. Kelvin tried to be there for me when I was sad and wanted to stop living, and now it's my turn to try to encourage him.
Likewise with Reiner, he has given permission for me to encourage Kelvin even though he does not fully give permission freely still always supervision for me so as not to happen again things like in the past. And today I'm trying to meet Kelvin and see what he's doing.
I got word from one of my friends named Vanny Niang, he had accidentally met Kelvin in a Club dream bed, when Kelvin looked stressed and even drunk quite seriously.
Coincidentally where Kelvin came to was my friend's Club subscription. Vanny was a friend of the Reiner Company where when we worked, she opted out of the Company because of the discomfort she was working with. I was with Vanny lost contact but eventually maybe fate brought us back together to be friends.
Since then Vanny herself knows a lot about me, Kelvin and Elie. I also had a chance to tell him about Elie, how sadistic Elie tried to do evil for me, maybe since that day he told Kelvin and then find out the story of his life more deeply.
Vanny Niang (Vanny) Zoya's Company
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Arrived at the Kelvin Company after a long journey from my home. I went straight to her room without agreeing with the receptionist first.
Tok to tok.
“Log in!” Sound from inside the room.
I smiled when I first entered the office. “Hai Kelvin,” greet me while smiling sweetly.
“Oh Hay Zoe, wah .. tumbenan nih dateng let's sit down first, mmmm want me to order a drink and a snack for us?” my mouth offered me something.
I just nodded my ass, well it is customary for both of us when we want to be together always do not miss a snack to add comfort if we are venting.
I just saw Kelvin calling his staff to order something for us and he came up to me and sat down next to me.
“By the way there must be something well Zoe until dateng did not tell me first, usually you if you want to meet always call me,” said Kelvin began our conversation.
“Always have to first notify yah baru dateng? Okay if so now I change, I will come when I want even without any news, agree?” I said make a new deal while smiling clumsyly.
“It's ok beautiful no problem, I always make room for this beautiful girl to come anytime, ” said kelvin it makes me unable to bear to hold a laugh.
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If love can fix everything
Let me come to help you
If a sincerity can bring you back
Let me be present to always accompany you
(Zoya—Kelvin)
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