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Until I really fell asleep. Not long from my sleep I dreamed like someone was coming and covering my body. But I don't know the face of that person from my dream.
(Reiner Joe Notern)
For several days my heart was made erratic by my wife, she kept quiet me when my fault alone I did not know clearly with suddenly she silenced me at will. We didn't say hello to each other, I was sick of seeing him act like that, silencing me and not wanting to be honest with me.
Until I finally did the same. Not caring for each other. Even though I was secretly paying attention to him. Because after all she's my wife especially now that she's pregnant with my son. The little things I do are monitored even remotely.
I can't bear to let it. But when I gave him his freedom he was arbitrary. Although I did not show any direct attention to him but what kind of reply I received. It was my fault that I didn't know for sure and now I have to see her alone with another man that I do know he has feelings for.
Until I had to end up in a club to make my mind calm again, even after drinking a lot I didn't know anything else. I finally woke up at home. But what upset me, the first time I woke up and saw my wife's face but my mind was imagining her being with another man.
And again I found him in the middle of the night contacting other men but their discussion was so unreasonable that my blood rose in an instant. My anger at that moment I could not control it. I didn't allow her to go into the room to make her cry and whine about apologizing to me and explaining what happened.
But still I did not want to listen to his words until I did not hear any more whining from behind my door. Maybe he was tired, I thought at the time. Then I tried to make sure and it was true that he was asleep and looked very tired. I came to cover her, I felt uncomfortable watching her sleep on the sofa in her fat belly because it was full.
I wanted to carry him and take him to the bedroom with me but my prestige was too high because I was in a fight. I stared at her for a long time, rubbed her hair slowly and kissed her forehead. ‘Sleep baby may our relationship quickly improve as it used to be.’
I feel uncomfortable to sleep well on a soft, soft mattress. Then I decided to sleep nearby even on a different sofa. Want to keep it even if our household conditions are being tested. Although my sense of prestige is very heavy but because my love is still there for him.
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The next day I woke up, I saw the clock showing at 06:00. I sleep very well. I woke up to see my wife she was still asleep, not intending to disturb her sleep, of course she was very tired, usually she woke up faster than me. I walked over to pull the curtains so that my house would look beautiful. I saw the rays of the sun shining in the morning, as if to encourage me today. To live this troubled life of mine with calm by mood.
I started to pick up some ingredients, then made as much as I could since my wife was still sleeping. And what I want to make with simple materials, do not want complicated. Making fish omelette. Suitable for the nutritional addition of my wife's content. Although not too used to it but I have to make it.
A bright idea came out of my mind. Picking up a cell phone and opening YouTube sees how to make a fish omelette. While looking at the cell phone screen and making it that's what I do.
Crcng ... Cringggs. Spatula sound from my hand. I'm very agile even though I don't know the taste of my food. ‘Ah, if my wife wakes up and sees what I'm doing now she must be amazed to see it, not only good looking I have but being a chef turned out to be talented also for me, even though only a self-styled chef.’
My mind is floating too much. My imagination can't limit what I want to think even if it's just wishful thinking. It didn't take long for the dishes I made to be served. I adorn it a little but don't want to feel it, I'm afraid it won't be the same as its too beautiful shape.
I have served breakfast complete with two glasses of formula milk for the nutritional growth of my wife's content. And also one more glass of milk specifically pregnant women for him. Everything is neatly arranged. I glanced at the clock right now at 08:00.
‘So my cooking took me two hours just to make one ingredient easy, ah I don't like chef.’ My mind is too weird.
I walked over to the guest room to see my wife. Turns out he's still asleep. ‘Already I don't want to disturb him.’ My heart is a little upset with him but notice I will not be lost for him even though I often say rude but far from the bottom of my heart, I always want to be near him.
Like seeing him sleeping like that makes me want to be next to him and hug him. But back again my prestige was too high because I was angry with him. The clock shows at 08:30 the time I have to hurry to get ready for work. Even though I am the boss but certainly have to show the best to each of my subordinates so that they are also disciplined with their work.
I did not wait long to get out of the room and rushed into the bathroom. Finish everything I want to do. A few minutes later, my shower was over. Everything is neat I wear. I hurried to the place where my wife was. And when I saw him he was still asleep. Not wanting to disturb his sleep. Give one kiss before leaving for the office.
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Maybe because of his eyes, maybe because of his smile. Maybe because of her, I fell in love with her. Yet I can only currently quietly pay attention to him without him knowing.
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