
Whatever I do to get what I want, let alone love. For years this feeling was very strong on him, but why now must be broken by a sudden and strange marriage.
"Take off .. release me, Cakra!" I asked in a way that I wanted to draw my hand.
The wrist had already hurt once, when the Cakra grasped it so strongly. The hand just keeps wriggling away, but the power of the Cakra is unmatched.
While struggling, his face now turned to look at me with a serious face and there seemed to be emotions.
"alright. I will release you, but on condition that you remain silent, do not act strangely and act again" he warned.
"Yes .. yes!" I answered sluggishly while bowing my head.
Slowly the Cakra fingers have begun to loosen. The hand tries to stroke the wrist, when there is a feeling of heat and pain.
"Why can't you keep your word, to not make a mess in Arjuna's boss's way. If I get caught, I'll get in trouble, okay!" said Cakra already nagging.
"Yes, Sorry!" I replied that I want to shed tears.
"I couldn't bear to see them together. You know for yourself I have fought desperately for a long time to get it, and it feels so bad when the person I love now belongs to someone else. Huuuaaaa .. huuuuaa!" My voice has tightened my crying voice.
"Huust, shut up!" The chakras just smothered my mouth.
His face was clinging to the surroundings, to make sure that no one was looking at us.
"Emm .. eem." Rusanku asked to be released.
"Aaaakkk .. ohhh."
"What a mad you!" The pain when the palm of my hand was bitten.
"You end up playing people's mouths."
"Where does it smother you, if you cry while yelling so."
The chakras immediately stroke the bitten hand.
"Yes .. yes, I was wrong. Huuf!" Air through the mouth.
"I've been kind enough to help you come here, but why mess things up?."
"Very ... very know if you love dead boss Arjuna, but can't tell him to belong to someone else, huh?" the wrath of the Cakra is already emotional.
"Can't, Cakra. You don't understand my position now, so how do you know this painful heart," I replied sobbing.
"Es too."
"But are you still not aware, if the person you love is now legally owned by someone else and it will not be possible you have."
"Somehow broad and how high your love is, it is clear that forever Arjuna's boss will not return your love, you know!" press Cakra.
A hiccup with tears that have come out like a flood now begins to be unstoppable again, when only silence while continuing to listen to the chirping of the chakras that sound there is a truth.
I don't know how many tissues have been used. Snot just kept coming out when it was unceasingly shedding tears. Cakra continued to lecture me so that I would come to my senses, but in reality I could not, for this love was too deeply ingrained.
"Look that way!" Tell Cakra when his index finger leads to the main door.
Seemed a sickening sight. It felt like the chest could not breathe properly, when he saw the intimacy of Arjuna had been holding his new wife.
The hands could only clench firmly, yet could not step forward to anger at them.
If it's really none of my business, but the person who is clearly in love with me being chased has become someone else's property is really very annoying.
"Are you still not aware of seeing their affection?" The sound of chakra sucks.
"Shut up!" I don't like it.
"You know that we've been friends for a long time, so please understand and try to sincerely release Arjuna's boss. If you want to get it is very impossible, because they have been bound by a legitimate bond and will certainly be difficult to separate, understand!" inexplicably.
"Do not do anything strange about that blind love. There are still many men out there who want love from you. So from now on learn to forget the boss Arjuna, then you will calmly live this life without feeling like having it again" advises Cakra.
"Come, buddy. This feeling has always been hidden without Arjuna retaliating. When struggling to get no word give up for me, there is only the spirit of wanting to continue to love him. He's like a man no one can replace, so it's hard to just forget him" lamented me who had let go of the crying.
"I get it, Sonia. The taste does not have to be discarded immediately, but must be slowly to erode it. Nothing is impossible if you try. Try to open a new heart sheet, then you will be able to forget your unrequited love."
"Emmm. Hopefully, I can, Cakra."
The conversation continues to happen from heart to heart between friends. The chakra from the past was my solace when Arjuna often broke this feeling. He is also a good friend who is always there when I am down, which is to face this one-handed love.
All his advice sounds very reasonable, but this sense cannot simply disappear. The struggle to get up, the shame, the tirelessness, the fighting, the heartbreak, all the feeling I've been through.
I don't know why I'm so crazy about a guy named Arjuna. Often he rejects love, I also more and more often to get the spirit to get it.
I try to understand
Between you and me.
I feel empty
With a love I cannot touch.
Asmara is so close to us
Reminds me of all the good memories.
This love keeps on being imagined.
Until life is full of that love.
Honestly ...
I can't live without you by my side.
Possibly ...
This feeling will make me more crazy.
This farewell is so torturous
Am I strong in living it?.
The way you hurt
So sweet and so shocking.
But what power the hand can't reach
I can only look at you smiling up there.
The shadow I always dreamed of
But why should anyone else?.
Self-conscious can't reach
All I can see now is a million sorrows and pain.
"What Cakra says is true, but how should I start? What should I do to forget it immediately?."
"Eeeh, but. Is there anything strange about their marriage? Emm, what is that?" the heart that keeps thinking.
"Ahaaa, didn't their marriage happen all of a sudden. Doesn't it feel awkward and strange, why should be so fast and sudden. Do I have to find out why, so that my heart can be content and plong to release Arjuna?."
"Yes right, I think I should find out why?" the steady hearted crowd wanted to find out.