
The eyes are not fully conscious from waking up. Staggered footsteps wanted to see the wall clock attached to the wall. Hands have been groping mobile phones, but after being searched, they do not know where lying.
"What time is it? Why isn't Arjuna here yet?" The messy hair I immediately fix.
"Astagfirefull!" The hand tries to press the light switch button when it is out of the room.
The whole room was so dark. Not as lazy as before and forgot to bring it to life.
After all, it appears that the balloon remains in its original position, which is scattered on the floor and neatly on the wall. While the food is cold. Time has shown the number eight. Long enough to sleep earlier, about two hours more.
"Why the clock hasn't come home yet! Didn't you say that you only met a client for a moment. Huff, is he still angry and doesn't want to go back home, "The mind is floating around no longer.
Sitting limp disofa. A straight blank view towards the telivisi. The face that there is makeup, this time it may have been messy because it was made to sleep.
The smell of cooking is not as smelly as when just cooking earlier. It feels like I want to throw it away, but if it is not eaten later there is no dish to welcome it.
Begin to understand that suffering, disappointment, and sadness are not to trouble, demean or rob us of our dignity, but to continue to mature and change our lives.
"Don't ask me why I'm cold to you. No, I just stopped trying and hoping. Maybe this is me who is tired of hoping high, but one day will feel disappointed. You made me pound so much, but unfortunately you didn't see it from the bottom of my heart, "Netra was so excited to see the view in the window of the apartment.
"Aah, stop. Maybe Arjuna didn't want to see me today. My efforts may have been in vain. Happy birthday, Juna. May you always be happy. Healthy and always blessed with sustenance. My prayers will always be with you, even if we will be apart someday." Sadness is starting to happen. I feel so lost today.
Not wanting to be in sadness. The lights of all the rooms turned off and tried to continue the dream. Maybe if the sloth thought about our relationship, surely the left right forehead has been stuck. Fortunately, the effects of fatigue have allowed me to go to bed earlier.
Like a centuries of sticky eyes, now it feels very satisfied to sleep tonight. Until finally there was a hand felt was fumbling part of my waist. The Netra folds strongly, as it perceives acute tremors of fear.
"Ahhh, who is this? Oh God, save me if this is a bad man!" Sweat began to pour.
"Why the damn lights were turned off. Why didn't you hear him go into the room? Is he the one who wants to be indecent with me. Oh Juna, where are you? Why not go home too? I'm so scared of this, hurry .. help myself, go home." For a long time the hands of the ignorant increasingly tighten want to hug from behind.
Fear makes all energy weak. I can't seem to just lift a finger.
As if hypnotized, this self is only silent without any movements. If you dare, I must have kicked the navel, but unfortunately a thousand dear only weak women.
"Apart ... a minute. Emm, didn't this house use the code to get in? Don't ... Don't this him?" Throw it at someone.
The sense of smell tried to inhale the smell of perfume, which began to pour out throughout the room. Many times it sniffed, and in the end the guess definitely did not miss.
I turned around immediately, and wanted to see someone who was looking at my face. Although the room was dark, there was still a dim light shining from outside the room.
"You?" Shocks open their mouths.
"Why sleep first without waiting."
"Obviously, yes."
"Why? Don't you miss me?" arjuna Goda.
"No." Resolute answer.
"really that? Do I need to set an example and prove it?" His challenge.
"Hehe, can't be!" My fear when Arjuna had dared to change position sitting on the stomach.
"Why? Are you scared?" his words that make the fur of mead more bristling.
Like a ghost, all my feathers are standing. With the heat getting hot-cold hit the entire body area.
"Don't be weird, Arjuna!" I said try to prevent him from doing anything more extreme.
"How weird? You are now legally mine!"
His hands began to mischievously caress slowly my cheeks. The fragrant wind gusts repeatedly made a cold face, due to the fragrance of the breath. The whole crowd vibrated, there was an electric shock that ruled. There was a vibration that words could not explain for his treatment.
"Don't be rude. Now get down and let go of me, "Try caving.
"If I don't want to, what do you want?"
"Gosh, this guy was just having a little chat from the outside? Or maybe not take less medicine," the murmur of the heart that continues to fear.
"This is it, akkk---?"
Not yet to continue the conversation for the lecture. Without approval, Arjuna just grab these lips. Both hands can not be freely printed, as a result of he was key when trying to thrash. Resolve for the situation I feel now.
Slowly but slowly, start exploring every inch of the lip area. A treatment that makes the eyes wide in disbelief. Initially so tightly clenched once these lips, but over time he began to agilely want to control the area that is awake. End of the purity of the lips that have been awake all this time.
Both lulled together, until I did not realize that Arjuna's hands began to explore the clothes that are still tightly buttoned. Wanting to prevent it by blocking the hand, but he firmly brushed the hand back. Lose the power I feel now. A few minutes later, one or two buttons opened.
"Stop, Juno. Don't you do this?" The head tries to stay away, and the lips that had been lulled into each other's excitement can finally be free to release.
"Don't do this?" my mother who just wanted to sob.
The reddened Netra did not dare to look at her, afraid that Arjuna would be angry, because I had twice rejected her wishes violently.
"Hhhhh, I understand that. I'm sorry!" Arjuna is sleeping on his back.
His position is still near me, but it doesn't make things so tight.
It feels quite relieved also when separated from the entanglement of his behavior. Chest that exploded due to degkan, can now return to normal position. I immediately covered my face with a blanket. There is shame and strangeness, when afraid Arjuna will be disappointed again.